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 cHeMiCaLbLuE
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 the videogame 
#620074 - 04/27/02 12:49 AM (22 years, 5 months ago) |
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i csan tell you the truth nut you will not listen, for i do not know the truthm there is only what is, and to me it is fun, that's all i ask for, and thats what i have been given, only because it is what i am. i am not like you and never will be, for i have no fear, no fear of the unknown only curiosotuy, i wonder why you can't see. I love you yet most turn away from me, you become scared, this man is crazy because he does not speak the same laguage. he is a freak because he does not care for what you think is important, for i am whatever i want to be. you see you can be whover you want but that is hiding from yourself, you can think to yourself, i am cool, but what doe s that proove. language is but only a barrier, a barrier to your true self, the spirit within youm the love and not knowing aspect. i can control only becuse that is who i am, i wish to tell you this because i lovw you, i am the cjosen because that is who i amm i want to make you see but it is hard because you hold on to stuuff that is not real, my peoplke are coming to show you the truth, the beautiful truth that you are special for you are created, in the lights image, all that is beauty, never forget that i love you and wish not to judege you, for what is real is more than you or i know.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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JustFootsteps
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just want to add my murmur to the wind... you can do us more good if you don't fry your noodle, man... we lost syd, we lost brian wilson, we lost jimi... read some of my other posts; 'i know where you're coming from', 'i believe what you're saying', i'm your brother. watch your siblings, to make sure they don't fall, but for guidance too. we can figure out more and better clues and contribute more to the Inevitable Union of the square and Beat dimensions if we are functional in both worlds. don't leave your body here to freak people out and confuse their progress; your mind can leave a foot in the square world and that's a good thing - the voices, the leaves, the playful squirrels remind me that this is so.
i encounter the shared stare a lot. i have met a lot of people who are trapped in the Real. they are filthy, mumbling hobos begging in a queer, erratic voice, and they scare people. that is what Drugqks is for most squares, most potential People, and their souls can't wake up without witnessing positive reminders as well.
my point in saying all this isn't to chastise you; i just think we all benefit if we look after the other Kids of the Sun and keep ourselves functional. the bliss of the Beat is ours, forever; don't get in a hurry and kick an own-goal, or it'll take a fraction of a microsecond of an aeon longer to build our sandcastle to God on earth 
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in peace,
just footsteps
http://www.whyvegan.org
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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thanks, i can see where you are coming from, who are those peole you were talking about losing there minds, did they post here? you have no idea how fucked i was last night, but yet is was so beautiful (5 beer). I seen a shooting star i think, i was standing on my back deck having as smoke and all of a sudden this huge red light fell outa the sky and disintigrated, i've seen meteor showers before but this was 10 times bigger.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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JustFootsteps
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syd barret - first lead singer of pink floyd, musical savant, took acid in enormous amounts on a daily basis until he could no longer function in the square world. would stand on stage during a show and strum the same note over and over. kicked out of the band, spent years trying to rehabilitate himself. now aged and mumbly.
brian wilson - lead singer of the beach boys, musical savant and genius, acid trip inspired the album Pet Sounds; shortly thereafter, still tripping, he moved into a pup tent in a sandbox in his living room, which was decorated with windchimes. his masterpiece, the album sMiLe, which was never released but is available over the internet from the smile shop, is the first psych rock album (predating magical mystery tour in concept, at least) and is much more akin to floyd than to the beach boys. during work on the album, he regressed totally. spent three years in bed, unable to move, and gained a lot of weight. he was eventually 'rehabilitated' by this quack who screamed insults at him. he can sort of talk now, and sing, but if you read an interview with him, it's obvious he's in the same dimension as ozzy osbourne.
jimi hendrix - musical savant who took massive doses of everything in what i can only assume was an effort to martyr himself for the Cause. overdosed on heroin and died.
'john fisher ford died
tried his hand at chemistry,
made some LSD,
and it killed him
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and the children got downdowndowndown
and the animals got downdowndowndown
and the world got hiiiiiiigh
and died'
-marcy playground
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in peace,
just footsteps
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Adamist
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"The shaman seers of the Fourth World generally agree that those who tenaciously cling to the past will fall into mass insanity. The serpent power of the Aquarian Age is upon us. The Kundalini of Gaia is about to awaken. No one can avoid being affected. Most human beings may go out of their minds; others will go beyond mind." --John Hogue
Hold on, stay inside...
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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Re: the videogame [Re: Adamist]
#621386 - 04/28/02 01:55 PM (22 years, 5 months ago) |
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would you say i cling to the past, lol. i am constantly changing mentally and i feel insane but i know i am not, i just can't communicate my idea's properly anymore for i have almost lost contact with this demension. All my visuals have sky rocketed again and i have even lost more fear of the unknown, the pixelation is getting stronger everyday, and now there is constantly every time i look, crystal white orb floating in front of me, the purple spinning wheels are coming back as well as the alice in wonderland perception. the breathing and perception changes are so cool, when i drink beer i get this huge energy rush like ecstacy, i can't even remeber what it felt like to be drunk before, don't belive me, let it go like me and you will be in for a surprise, if you hold on to this plane with only just one thread, you will eventually lose it as the shamans say cause you search for higher meaning when there is non, only ascension through the pyramid back and forth.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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adamist please share where you aquired this info.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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Adamist
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I picked it up at deoxy.org, if you find any more information about it let me know... 
It explains perfectly what I already felt inside is happening.
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