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 cHeMiCaLbLuE
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 just let it go 
#620025 - 04/26/02 11:40 PM (21 years, 7 months ago) |
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let the bullshit go, let your illproven beliefs go, let satan go, let jesus go, let your state of mind go. I look in the mirror now and don't reconize who i see, but i don't care. My mom came shopping at my work today and i barely recognized her for she is an illusion just like you and i, if you could feel my energy right now you would be truly alive. I don't care about anything but my love for those who can understand me, where there is no understanding. You are all hipocritts, you think you are so right when there is no such thing ( hey i was once one of you ), feel like you did when you were a kid, have fun, did you think about this bullshit when you were a kid? peace>
the beer is my god for right now, the pot and shrooms tomorrow for that is as real as it gets here. tomorrow i won't give a fuck just like right now for there is no meaning here, hey if i was scared of anything i wouldn't be truly alive, this is a riot. A kid can be born today and die tomorrow, ha, or i could be killed in a fatal car accident, so what, fuckin enjoy every moment you have left.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
Edited by cHeMiCaLbLuE (04/26/02 11:51 PM)
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 Sclorch
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Registered: 07/12/99
Posts: 4,805
Loc: On the Brink of Madness
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Riiight...
I really don't know how to respond to this.
Is it really that hard to run your post through a word processor's spelling and grammar check?
Cut and paste, my friend... cut and paste.
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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Re: just let it go [Re: Sclorch]
#620058 - 04/27/02 12:25 AM (21 years, 7 months ago) |
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i'm fucked what do you expect.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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i'm replying to my own message, imagine that. what do you wan't me to say, do you wn't me to make things better, how could they be. hey i remeber the first time i did shrooms i thought i was god, it wass the best feeling, i thought i was supposede to watch out for you everbody cause it is not real, then i put my hand into the light and it was great , everbody loved me cause i knew everything because i knew nothing, just like being a kid again.
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
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Sclorch
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I'd like to redirect your attention to my reply three posts above this one...
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Catalysis
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hey chem, i was just wondering; If you think that life is not real and that everyone including your mother is just an illusion, why do you constantly talk about love? Surely this must also be an illusion and it would not matter anyways because everyone that you share this love with does not really exist. Are you saying that we should just accept this delusion and reject all others? What would be the benefit of that besides simply boosting the ego?
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cHeMiCaLbLuE
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Re: just let it go [Re: Catalysis]
#620420 - 04/27/02 01:01 PM (21 years, 7 months ago) |
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the beer gods showed me love. with regards to the illusion thing, i'm begining to think that mybe it is just starting to seem that way because i am changing so fast and have different perspectives now, i still think that stuff is changing for everybody but i of course have little proof that things are changing, whats happening to me could have happend to alot of others already but how can i be sure of that, or anything anymore, that is the illusion, knowing nothing, wondering why i am like this, why we are the same yet so different from one another, who i am, and if it would make a difference if i died right now? not recognizing my mom, it feels like i am dissasociated from my body as well as everyone i know, im not saying i don't know who they are?
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insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.
Edited by cHeMiCaLbLuE (04/27/02 01:03 PM)
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MentalHygene
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Try "tripping" on sobriety for a while.
here is a quote witch I think you should seriously take into consideration. " Over-thinking, Over-analyzing seperates the body from the mind"
Take it easy for a while my friend.
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Floydian
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you poor arrogant fool
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