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lanceBjohnson
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spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane?
#6063972 - 09/15/06 09:22 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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ive done shrooms bunches of times. after the second time i did them, i started to lose grip of things. and i didnt try to correct it either. like when your tripping, and you know what you are doing is totoally not normal, and you stop. i didnt stop. i almost went into primal instinct wtih some things. i have tried listening to different kinds of music for a week straight before a trip. i have read books. articles. watched certain movies and such. and this is all just before i even eat shrooms. when i am on shrooms, i think that i almost scare some of the people around me. because i have lost grip of reality. one time i was on shrooms. and i was dressed in my traditional attire for the ngiht. no shirt. a bunch of beaded necklaces and chains, and medallions that i hold onto when tripping, i had camoflauge fatige pants on. witha bowie knife strapped to my leg, and a bandana. i consider that my alto ego almost when i am on mushrooms. im a completly different person. thats my more primative side of my personality. thats normally for when im in the woods and such. and i came out of the woods into my friends yard and to the driveway, where i saw a car pulling up. i hid in a tree an watched the car pull up without knowing i was there like a stalker, a commando ready to strike, ready for the kill. knife in hand, barefooted in a tree. i saw the people get out of the car. and i hopped down, and snuck along side of the car. i saw tha tit was my friends younger sister and friend gettin dropped off at the house. and i kinda tran up on them and scared them, but wihtout really meaning to scare them, i almost attacked them. lol i mean i knew what i had done then, and i just vanished to the darkness there after. lol i wouldnt harm anyone. i just wanted to know if i was able to be elusive and stealth.
i have tried body paints in tribal fashion. glowing paints on my faces. things of that nature. i have camped in teh woods wtih all my friends and listend to floyd in the truck wtih a blacklight on full blast smoking blunts. that was very extreme. to have your truck in the middle of the woods, wtih floyd on, and tree branches coming thew the windows cause they are down. lol
i have dressed almost like the mad hatter, i have worn a tophat, and kept all sorts of glowing lights attached to myself. when i did that, i lost it for a while, and just walked around in the the neighborhood all alone. and i felt like i was in wonderland.
i have gone to teh extreme of stealing lawn orniments of cement shrooms and knomes, and such, and building a shrine in the woods. praising it, kissing the shroom caps. and then proceeding to eat my mushroooms.
i was wondering if this is bad. i have almost built a fake world in my head whenever i am on shrooms. its reacurring. i feel like i am at war. war wtih society. i feel like its a battle over normalcy. how i dont want to conform to society, and do things other people do. i have tried to have disscussions wtih random people on the streets when im on shrooms and just asked them deep questions, what they thought about things. and people all answered the same. and i just member being so dissapointed. and then i felt that i was weird or somthing.
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Lion
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lanceBjohnson]
#6064067 - 09/15/06 09:59 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Do what you do man! I personally wouldn't be going around scaring my friend's little sister, but that's your trip! The rest of it sounds pretty bad ass.
-------------------- “Strengthened by contemplation and study,
I will not fear my passions like a coward.
My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”
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Darkflame
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Lion]
#6064080 - 09/15/06 10:02 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Possibly not entirely healthy but what the fuck? sounds like you are having a lot of fun.
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circularvortex
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Darkflame]
#6064098 - 09/15/06 10:07 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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What is normal?
As bug said, do what you do. As long as you're not hurting anybody you're fine by my book.
Your little commando episode has given me a crazy idea...I should get a group of friends together...and get some LSD...and we should all go paintballing in the woods. That way we can all act commando and stealth and have a good reason too. Also, everybody will be looking out for you. DAMN! I've gotta try this out hehe. Now to convince my friends to buy paintball guns...
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For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Under closer inspection I realised it was a funky ball of tits from outer space.
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: circularvortex]
#6064114 - 09/15/06 10:13 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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At first before reading i was going to say...yes insane. But after reading it i just though it was funny as fuck. Hell if you have that kind of an imagination and can go along with that "alter world" having that much fun, more power to you just don't lose all your grip.
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lsd25icu812
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Lion]
#6064125 - 09/15/06 10:16 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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i can totally see that happening. it seems like that now that has become your trip. many times i have felt the same sort of the thing. the thing is , and I'm judging your energy i dint even know you. but if it becomes routine, if you are not going to different places, and you are always traveling to the same place, it might be because thats your head taking you there. not the mushroom. you get high and when you get high you automatically go to that spot because it feels comfortable to be there. instead of the unknown you know feel at home. and in that it is easy to cope with the experience. or maybe you just really like being there. you might want to try getting high and exploring a different trip. maybe meditation, or a concert, or just lay down the whole time. and then if that isn't your style, then return to your old way, i mean as long as your not hurting anyone or your self i see nothing wrong with it. i have know idea like i said i don't know you but it was just an idea.
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Kenny7822
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lanceBjohnson]
#6064131 - 09/15/06 10:18 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd say keep being yourself and don't worry about what anyone thinks.
Last time I was tripping I wore a pirate hat and patch and also had a plastic sword and I was pretending to be a pirate and it was fun. So I see nothing wrong with what you do and you're not hurting anyone so it's fine.
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lanceBjohnson
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Kenny7822]
#6064150 - 09/15/06 10:24 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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thanks guys, yeah i mean i dont plan on hurting anyone . . . and i hope i dont. lol
i was just wondering because i have tried different trips, different music and things. i mean ive done them in houses and just relaxed and stuff. but i dont know why, when i shroom hard, i get this calling from like the woods or somthing. i just like have to be in the woods, and i have to be in my camo and shit. i think it has alot to do with watchin the movie apocalypse now. lol haha
but other then that, yeah thanks for the imput. concerts are definatly fun. thanks for the suggestion lsd25icu812
has anyone else tried doing the Dark Side of the Rainbow movie? i thought that was like earth shatteringly amazing.
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lsd25icu812
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lanceBjohnson]
#6064182 - 09/15/06 10:33 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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well ya dude if thats what you feel like you need to be doing then have at it bro..... no Ive never tried the dark side movie everyone says its pretty rad though
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lsd25icu812]
#6064194 - 09/15/06 10:37 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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standing out so much on shrooms might be kinda dangerous if there is any chance a cop might drive by and see rambo freaking out in the middle of the street
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mecreateme
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lanceBjohnson]
#6064430 - 09/15/06 11:41 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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witha bowie knife strapped to my leg
Dress up and do what you want to do. But I would not bring along a weapon. Mushrooms are a very powerful mind altering drug. You never know when the real you might take a sabbatical while the "you" on mushrooms goes and slices some shit up.
Weapons should not be a part of a trip, IMO. That is if you and your friends enjoy being safe.
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: mecreateme]
#6064448 - 09/15/06 11:46 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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if weapons are involved in this modern world we may have a problem with resolving fantasy and reality this will be exacerbated with psychedelics. so lose the knife. only practice gentle rituals.
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lanceBjohnson
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: redgreenvines]
#6064464 - 09/15/06 11:52 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah man, thanks. normally i keep it on me for when we are in the woods. and this time i was coming out of the woods. lol and weird shit happened. since then, it hasnt been wtih me. lol haha
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: lanceBjohnson]
#6064496 - 09/15/06 12:02 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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You sound sane to me. You also sound like a fun guy to hang around with. Ever go to festivals? You would fit right in there.
-------------------- No ONE wants to know the ultimate TRUTH, as soon as YOU find IT out, YOU want to forget IT.
You are everything's way of feeling itself.
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: mecreateme]
#6064587 - 09/15/06 12:33 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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lanceBjohnson: it sounds like you are pretty unstable because of drug abuse. If you don't want to freak out give yourself a chance to integrate your experiences in your "normal" life. That means no drugs until you get stable. During hard times consider giving meditation a chance. Don't loose contact with reality.
I understand you because I had similar problems. Psychedelic state of mind isn't natural. If you do mushrooms to often you can find yourself in permanent psychedelia. It will burn all your energies and can lead you towards the Abyss. You've asked your mushrooms about how you look and behave. Do they say "it's okay" or "take it easy"?
Just my opinion based on my own experiences. Good luck!
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Kras]
#6065228 - 09/15/06 03:40 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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You would probably enjoy scout camp. It's in Eastern Washington, done by this org called "Coyote's Path" Basically a week-long game of stealthy, nocturnal capture the flag. The game is held right next to their property, in the state park. Once you cross the cattle guard, and the sun goes down, the game is on! In the day, they have shit planned out. You fuck around with different camoflauge techniques, sink and fade, intelligence gathering, animal forms, sensory awareness, etc. It's a fucking blast. Best challenge of my entire life. I Wholeheartedly reccomend it.
It was especially challenging because it rained on and off the entire week. And during the last night, "raid night", where you use the information and mapping you're team has gathered throughout the week in order to infiltrate enemy bases and steal the flag, It rained all fucking night. It poured buckets. I spent 3 hours up in a ponderosa tree, keeping watch over my territory. When I heard people creeping along beneath me, I screached like some sort of donkey-monkey creature in order to scare them off. It was intense, and full of little hidden surprises that the staff had planned all along. On the last day, they announced that there had been shadow scouts, spying on us the entire week. These crazy fuckers all came converging out of the trees dressed like camo-ewoks or something.
I could go on and on.
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Great Scott
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Re: spiritual rituals, pink floyd, shrooms, and alter egos... am i insane? [Re: Great Scott]
#6065252 - 09/15/06 03:46 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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And we didn't sleep. Total sleep deprivation. Some people would nod off every now and then. Most people would catch little naps during the day, before and after meals and such. I was awake for 4 days. Too amped and alert to sleep. It's a trip. Spending every night out in the woods with only a tarp and a wool blanket.
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