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Help, Unidentifiable Pain
#5981794 - 08/20/06 04:13 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I have this cone shaped pain in the left side of my chest from its top, going down into my abdomen. It feels as if all my insides in that area are being pulled downwards into one point in my abdomen. The area where it ends in my abdomen is making me extremely nauseous, unable to eat more than a mouthful or two of anything, and aside from the nausea I am in extreme pain. The sensation of pulling downwards also extends up my neck and into the back of my brain.
This might sound odd, but there seems to be all sorts of negative and fearful thoughts contained in the point in my abdomen.
I was hospitalized for this 2 days ago (I has vomiting from the pain), but the doctors could find nothing after physical tests, blood tests, x-rays, and an MRI. I've had this researched in the past and nothing was found then either. According to tests I'm in perfect shape.
I've had this for the past 6 years, and it has gotten much worse since then. When using drugs it can become 10 times more severe in just a moment, and it's the feeling of everything going down - like a tank being emptied. The problem is, the effects don't disappear with the drug, they stay. Also, in moments where a real connection of love has been felt, a huge release happens, feels like being filled up, in just a moment. Not that one such experience cures everything, but one that significantly helps. Unfortunately, I'm lucky if I experience that just once in a year.
This has come to the point where I can no longer do anything but lie in bed in pain. I can't even stand straight up or the pulling pain is intensified, so I walk bent over while holding my side. And according to all doctors I've met there's no problem, nothing's there.
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ZippoZ
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Re: Help, Unidentifiable Pain [Re: Disco Cat]
#5981827 - 08/20/06 04:24 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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oddly enough i was just reading a book about this, and linking psychosomatic pain to past lives..... very interesting read.
i have pains like this on occasion, from eating cheese, and drinking beer...
aside from that, do you find that anything helps aviod the pain, or times when it does not happen?
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: Help, Unidentifiable Pain [Re: ZippoZ]
#5981862 - 08/20/06 04:34 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Some days the pain is numbed but it will be felt again. It can be controlled by controlling my thoughts - negative thinking and despairing will create a downward spiral while thoughts of guidance, like repeating mantras or imagining a guiding figure from my life is helping me on this issue, can help a little. It can obviously be controlled by my mind, but there's so much weight to carry that I get overwhelmed, and often when I try the hardest I end up worsening it the most. It also isn't a pain that is there only under adverse circumstances, it is mostly only worsened under adverse circumstances. It is there day and night.
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Re: Help, Unidentifiable Pain [Re: Disco Cat]
#5981993 - 08/20/06 05:34 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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im curious, do you find that you always have a head full of thoughts? troubble sleeping? your thoughts definately have a big impact on how you feel. you might have a very active imagination that takes hold of you.
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zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: Help, Unidentifiable Pain [Re: ZippoZ]
#5982129 - 08/20/06 06:50 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sometimes, yes. The worse the pain gets, the greater the ball of negativity gets. I don't control what the thoughts suggest, just whether they get better or not. However - whatever the situation with the thoughts are, the impact they have is felt physically and should therefore be physically detectable. A friend suggested that the problem is spiritual, and I think it might be too, but it doesn't make sense to have so much pain and not have doctors be able to detect it. I suppose that medical science is still far from complete, but doctors should consider that themselves.
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Re: Help, Unidentifiable Pain [Re: Disco Cat]
#5982138 - 08/20/06 06:56 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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well if its not physical, i would highly bet on mental.
im willing to bet that your mental state is what is causing these episodes, not just the end result.
what is going on in your life personally, how are your realations with family and friends, school and work?
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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