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gogrowgo123
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i go insane when i trip
#5968005 - 08/15/06 11:06 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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ive tripped 8 times before, my highest doses being my last two.
one was on 4.5 grams and 4 grams of the most potent h poo shrooms ive ever come across.
during the trips, id somehow think of something and begin to believe it. the first time i thought i was a genius, and then god, and believed it the whole trip. the second time i believed i was insane. both times my mind played tricks on me and made me believe it and somehow amde it show how it made sense, and how i had somehow hidden my insanity from myself and ignoreda ll the signs. i would then realize i was not crazy when i come down.
why does this happen, and what are some ways to stop these thoughts?
also, me and some friends are going to a state park to trip. well be paying around 5 dollars each to be able to camp overnight. were afraid park rangers might stop by in the evening or night to make sure we arent drinking alcohol, etc. does this happen?
thank you!
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dubbyah
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5968008 - 08/15/06 11:07 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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you are god, you are a genius, you are insane
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Pithlit
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: dubbyah]
#5968041 - 08/15/06 11:12 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Why do you want to stop it? Isn´t the whole thing about dabbling into insanity and being able to return safely?
Always remember: Insanity is in the eye of the beholder. Your viepoint changed on so has you view on the saneness of your mind. Explore the insanity, savor it. This is as good as it gets
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DivinePsychosis
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: Pithlit]
#5968109 - 08/15/06 11:29 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I've had "insanity" based trips similar to yours,or so I think by reading your post.
I think it's a common effect of the fungi,caused by heavy self-reflection.I'm inclined to believe you actually saw the way you lived your "strait" life and the way you hid from your true self while not on fungi to be the true insanity of it all.The regular social and ego game probably seemed insane to you seeing as it masks our true nature.
I often have trips where I look at the whole social drama and ego game and see myself as insane for playing a part in it.
Don't know if your "insanity" trips are relative to mine but they seemed similar so I thought i'd share my experience.
Edited by DivinePsychosis (08/15/06 11:30 PM)
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hot48yearolds
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: Pithlit]
#5968114 - 08/15/06 11:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Here is the easy solution. Do not eat 4.5 grams of VERY POTENT home grown mushrooms. Thats just asking for insanity right there. My favorite kind of trips are 2 - 3 grams of mushrooms that arnt even THAT potent. I mean you dont really gain anything from TRIPPING BALLS anyways. Just play around with a doasge that suits your limit and stick with it for a little while until you gat more experience under your belt for the stronger doses. I have tripped at least 40 times and still have not taken a high dose yet.
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ShroomFan
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Id say youve had some good trips
Think of yourself as basically someone who has taken on this character/ego/persona based on your life and all the experiences you've had...but you are a being capable of being limitless things at any given time..this is when ego less comes into play
You explored some great depths..keep trekking..and I hope you gather many more riches along your trips
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: dubbyah]
#5969138 - 08/16/06 11:01 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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dubbyah said: you are god, you are a genius, you are insane
well said
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Herbus
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5969341 - 08/16/06 12:26 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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gogrowgo123 said:
why does this happen, and what are some ways to stop these thoughts?
These thoughts are 'stopped' quite simply, do not consume psychedelic tryptamines, furthermore, do not try and facilitate a release of endogenous compounds which could cause one to feel as if they're "tripping."
These are the FUN THOUGHTS! This is all part of the fun! Thinking you're a genius, then God and then crazy is something we all go through, don't feel alone. hahahaha. Enjoy, you know it's fun.
And for the Park Ranger question, HAHA! If a park ranger comes, ask him if he'd like to kick it. Why do some people think if you run into authority whilst tripping you're toast? Just don't freak out and start telling people you're tripping. (don't do these things)
The other week, my friend got a DUI. I was sitting wingman and, fittingly, tripping on 3 hits of Ellis. Furthermore, I had in my possession my weed, my bong and about 17 Tamazepam that I did not have a script for.
Cop comes up, "OH WOW, look at this one's eyes, what's up with your eyes? What kinda weed are you smoking?"
So I show them the weed and very subtly blow off their comments like I have no idea what they're talking about, nor any clue as to what dilated pupils may indicate.
Long story short I walked away from the scene with my backpack of goodies... and they did not take my weed. I love Mendocino county, just a tip for anyone who comes to Mendo and is unfortunate enough to get bothered by the cops.
Be honest, tell them you've got weed, so long as it isn't a ridiculous amount... just a little personal stash.
More often than not they'll send you on your way, usually with your weed.
Too much paperwork for a few bowls of weed, which as much as they'd hate to admit, 50% of the town's population probably carries around in their pocket on a daily basis. (exaggeration, but you get the point)
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: Herbus]
#5969368 - 08/16/06 12:40 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well you mentioned thinking something at the beginning of your trip. I'd suggest making sure that during the coming up, just make sure you're doing something that has you in a total trance, maybe a psychedelic screen saver or something. Or if you're into it, try to find some meditative music and just clear your mind so that your cup is totally empty for the trip (even though the shrooms will quickly empty them already, it'd be nice to have a headstart). Then hopefully the trancey distraction will keep you occupied, and let you sit back and enjoy the shrooms.
Or the more popular alternative, just take more so you lose your ego and sense of yourself, and are totally mindfucked to the other side of the solar system
Thinking that you are insane on shrooms sounds like a trip I'd be interested in though.
Edited by Hix (08/16/06 12:53 PM)
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AlteredAgain
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: Herbus]
#5969735 - 08/16/06 02:50 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Herbus said: Be honest, tell them you've got weed, so long as it isn't a ridiculous amount... just a little personal stash.
More often than not they'll send you on your way, usually with your weed.
not where i live..
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knowhereman
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5969797 - 08/16/06 03:07 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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watchu talkin 'bout willis?
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gogrowgo123
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: knowhereman]
#5974369 - 08/17/06 09:14 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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wow guys thes are all great responses
now i enjoyed the one where i was a genius and god, it was so insane how i was planning how to live th erest of my life and how i figured the world would recognize me as god and worship me.
but hte insanity thing kind of was a bad trip for a little bit. it was not like what youre imagining. it was like in a beautiful mind where someone shows him how crazy he is and how he is hiding it from himself, it was pretty scary.
and yeah, giving advice to others regarding how they should handle their narcotic possessions in front of authority figures should always lean towards the most safe thing to do. ive yet to meet someone in person (in my area) who was in a situation where a cop didnt bust them for a roach.
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wrestler_az
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5974544 - 08/17/06 10:01 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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ive come to realize i am the only sane person on the planet.
and that scares me.
seriously though, what scares you about insanity?
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Ginseng1
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Quote:
hot48yearolds said: Here is the easy solution. Do not eat 4.5 grams of VERY POTENT home grown mushrooms. Thats just asking for insanity right there. My favorite kind of trips are 2 - 3 grams of mushrooms that arnt even THAT potent. I mean you dont really gain anything from TRIPPING BALLS anyways.
I find that you can gain a whole lot from balls
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5974721 - 08/17/06 11:29 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude...I trip to GO INSANE.
That's my goal. Because I'm already crazy, so there's nothing to lose when I go completely insane. 
Whenever you feel like you're "going crazy" while tripping, it probably means you need to let go of your attachment to sanity. Sanity is relative guys! Who cares? GO CRAZY. It's part of what tripping is about.
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DeathCompany
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: MOTH]
#5974946 - 08/18/06 12:57 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Whenever i start to have a bad trip i tell myself toNot agree nor deny any thought.
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MOTH
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: DeathCompany]
#5974956 - 08/18/06 01:03 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I DECIDE..."I'm going to make the best of what I'm given" and things always work out.
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: gogrowgo123]
#5976164 - 08/18/06 03:18 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mantra's dude, mantra's... Next to being spiritual vehicles, they allso calm the mind
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Gomp
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: dubbyah]
#5977966 - 08/19/06 08:36 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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dubbyah said: you are god, you are a genius, you are insane

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beatnicknick
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: Gomp]
#5978155 - 08/19/06 10:56 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I never feel like I'm insane while tripping. Instead I feel my senses and awareness are sharpened and I've risen to the next level.
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StickyWater
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Re: i go insane when i trip [Re: beatnicknick]
#5978214 - 08/19/06 11:26 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Edited by StickyWater (05/03/08 02:19 AM)
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