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Im feeling lone and blue
    #5964634 - 08/14/06 11:17 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

standing on the moon....
I'm at a very weird place in my life. alot of my very oldest friends are leaving me. the woman i love is leaving me.
it feels like soon i will once again be alone with my thoughts.
i dont want to get depresses as i know all things must decay and nothing is built to last.
but at the moment my future looks very hazy. i know i have it in me to make my dreams reality. but when ever i try to look to the future and get some sort of plan going i feel as if i am being crushed by a falling brick wall.
i just pray this time alone will result in some creative blossoming. i need to start righting music and getting better equipment.
i need to fucking get down to business.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964641 - 08/14/06 11:20 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

:hug: you always have us at the shroomery! you know we love you and will always be here for you when ever and however you need!


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #5964655 - 08/14/06 11:22 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

u know thats true.
this place has been a major part of my life throughout my entire adolesence. but with all the new people and how much the site has morphed over the years i kinda lost alot of my intrest in the actual community.
good to know there are still caring people here in the pub :hug:
i will get by


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964658 - 08/14/06 11:23 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dety]
    #5964670 - 08/14/06 11:25 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

man, dont get bummed.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964674 - 08/14/06 11:27 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

yeah over the last year this place has changed a lot but there are still those die hard shroomites that are real and caring.. Thats why I love this place.. I havent seen you around much lately you have been missed!


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Leanin]
    #5964676 - 08/14/06 11:27 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

im trying not to
its just my first freind left today.
a girl i diddnt even knwo all that well (freind of my gf) and it just kinda knocked me into a bad spot.
i want to cherish the time i have here, especialy with my girl freind. i dont want to let this shit get me down.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964683 - 08/14/06 11:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Look on the positive side of life, that is the only thing that has helped me out thoughout my years. Life is getting better for me finally, It can get even better. You just got to make it happen.


Edited by skunk78395 (08/14/06 11:31 PM)


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Skunk420]
    #5964695 - 08/14/06 11:34 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

very true
thank you skunk
its just a weird weird world out there man.
i gotta figure out how to make it work for me.
iv pimped systems before. i can pimp this one too :wink:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964700 - 08/14/06 11:35 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

yeah there comes a point in time when you realise life is gonna pass right by. and all those things you want to do need to get done or be forgotten.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964718 - 08/14/06 11:39 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

i am not in your situation, but do the best you can... I am gonna make my life better, and move forward, even if it takes a while..


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Skunk420]
    #5964750 - 08/14/06 11:47 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

hey man thats good too.
we can only change ourselfs.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964831 - 08/15/06 12:06 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Just keep you head up, I got a month of probation left, gonna go hit up some bars/clubs when I can afford it. I hope i can find a better job soon, I have friends helping me out with a lot of things these days.
Of course I have been helping them out too.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964840 - 08/15/06 12:09 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

notapillow said:
standing on the moon...




I watch it all roll by
All roll by
All roll by
All roll by




Sometimes thats all you can do. I hope everything works out for you my man.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964927 - 08/15/06 12:32 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

inspiration for both words and music comes from the ups and downs of life.

I know you will keep the faith.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5964995 - 08/15/06 12:59 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Pillow, you are one cool cat and smart to boot. You will overcome the obstacle of loneliness. I am sorry to hear of you sadness, but life moves along and we must ride it out. Our spirits are strong and can withstand the test of time. I hope you find your understanding and see that there is a path there. In fact, there are many paths and I hope you find the one to elevate yourself. Good luck, buddy.

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: blissedout]
    #5965005 - 08/15/06 01:04 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

"I've seen the needle and the damage done
A little part of it in everyone
But every junkie's like a settin' sun."

:syringe: + :pills: = :drool2:

Yeah, life pretty much sucks I try to escape reality as much as possilbe.  The bad part is when you crash, you  really come down hard.  But in the end we all need to find a way to deall with everyday pressures.  Some people just deal with it worse then others. :syringe:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
    #5965018 - 08/15/06 01:08 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Life is a gift, man! What are you talking about? I used to think that escaping your problems is the best way to deal, but I was wrong. Facing your troubles is the best and fastest way to get over it and move on with living your life. I wish more people would figure that out.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: blissedout]
    #5965049 - 08/15/06 01:18 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

I suck at facing my problems.  I usually ignore them until they go away.  Sometimes they only get worse when I ignore them but by that point the problems is beyond me.  I know it's unhealthy, but I tend to hold in all my emotions until it becomes too great a load.  It's usually at that point where I feel the need to find some sort of release.  The things I love, hurt me and the things I need, kill me.  I know I can't keep burying my problems and ignoring them forever, but I really don't like to think ahead.  I've always been one to live in the moment.  When things get bad all deal with it then, instead of worrying myself over something that has even happend yet. :frown:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
    #5965069 - 08/15/06 01:26 AM (17 years, 5 months ago)

I tend to have the same passive aggressive feelings, but I am constantly working to change that aspect of my personality. It's a hard thing to do, but it is making my life alot better not acting that way.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
    #5965977 - 08/15/06 12:20 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

pantsboy said:
"I've seen the needle and the damage done
A little part of it in everyone
But every junkie's like a settin' sun."

:syringe: + :pills: = :drool2:

Yeah, life pretty much sucks I try to escape reality as much as possilbe.  The bad part is when you crash, you  really come down hard.  But in the end we all need to find a way to deall with everyday pressures.  Some people just deal with it worse then others. :syringe:



yeah....
no...
escaping reality will only result in all the shit you complain about 24/7
i have always been one to enbrace life.
its just somtimes you have to enbrace the shity parts. lonlyness, drastic change, ect.
to deny life and the life of those around you is to ignore the most inportent things in life.
life does not suck. life can be crul, strange, ironic, even down right painful. but you gotta take what cards your givin.
man i know you know better than to huddle in a pit of self pitty. the booze and the e are not helping you.

i cut my deck to the guees of spades, but the cards where all the same :gd_icon:






dont murder me  :sun:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5965981 - 08/15/06 12:22 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Word, I'm finally changing my escapist ways; meanwhile watching those that aren't lose the war as well as their lives and/or freedom. It's sad, brings me down, but also reminds me not to go back.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
    #5965990 - 08/15/06 12:26 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

thats real good to hear dark star. :laugh: :gd_icon:
you know man i may have never met you. but your courage is an isperation to me. you are a strong person.
one of these days or paths will cross


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966003 - 08/15/06 12:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Thank you very much brother, ha, I view you as a source of strength and inspiration as well. I really hope our paths do cross....I'm planning on hitting the road, walking the Rainbow Trail, so there's a very good chance of it. I'll make it out to the west coast, sooner rather than later I hope.  :laugh:  :heartpump:  :sunny:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
    #5966010 - 08/15/06 12:32 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

hellz yeah. ill still be here. even if everyone else leaves :wink:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966015 - 08/15/06 12:33 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

see the great thing about life is that it's got it's extremes.. I try to embrace the good with the bad, I know there are things i learn from being at extreme low points and i know there are things to learn when you're at extreme high points. This is life... learning through the extremes.

You were given life, take as much advantage of it and everything that crosses your path good and bad. there's something to be learned from all of it. So you had all the good times with your freinds and your girl... now all that's leaving you... but you have another opportunity handed to you... alone time. this is when you should fill your time up, return to your universe and get to know it a little better. and then good thigns aroudn you will be happening.

Life doesn't suck, it's just constantly handing you lessons to learn.

Keep your head up boy life is full of surprises.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966055 - 08/15/06 12:48 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

much love, brother.

i've been feeling kinda shitty and depressive as of late, too.

Since it costs a lot to win, and even more to lose,
You and me bound to spend some time wond'rin' what to choose.

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Krishna]
    #5966071 - 08/15/06 12:53 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

If the thunder don't ya then the lightning will.  :gd_icon:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
    #5966084 - 08/15/06 12:56 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

quoting dead tunes i think has the same effect on my spirit as quoting the bible would have to a christian.

:gd_icon: such a long long time to be gone and a short time to be there :gd_icon:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966095 - 08/15/06 12:59 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)



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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
    #5966106 - 08/15/06 01:03 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966125 - 08/15/06 01:16 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

notapillow said:
quoting dead tunes i think has the same effect on my spirit as quoting the bible would have to a christian.

:gd_icon: such a long long time to be gone and a short time to be there :gd_icon:




Yeah, me too...the Dead touch my soul like no other, I feel bad for those who don't understand them, who don't feel that.....feeling.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966128 - 08/15/06 01:19 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

keep your head up.  change isn't all that bad, just don't let yourself get stuck in a rut

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
    #5966154 - 08/15/06 01:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Meh i feel sorry for all you dead heads that dont understand Floyd


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: OldSpice]
    #5966193 - 08/15/06 01:44 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

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Alounacara said:
Meh i feel sorry for all you dead heads that dont understand Floyd




aye

same with my feelings with tool.....everyone is hit emotional on different levels and different mediums, it's all good :thumbup:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: OldSpice]
    #5966224 - 08/15/06 02:01 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

AH, but I do understand Floyd. I've some incredible experiences listening to their music (and not just on drugs either) It's just that the Dead touch me more, to each his own.  :headbang:  :dancing:  :rockon:  :sunny:


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
    #5966230 - 08/15/06 02:04 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

they both hit me


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Aninator]
    #5966236 - 08/15/06 02:06 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

I feel the same about a lot of musicians outside of the dead and floyd.  There's a lot of jazz musicians I listen to that are very good at making me feel happy when I'm sad or just really reaching out to my inner emotions.

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
    #5966240 - 08/15/06 02:09 PM (17 years, 5 months ago)

Don't let it bring you down, its only castles burning.


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