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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
#5965977 - 08/15/06 12:20 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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pantsboy said: "I've seen the needle and the damage done A little part of it in everyone But every junkie's like a settin' sun."
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Yeah, life pretty much sucks I try to escape reality as much as possilbe. The bad part is when you crash, you really come down hard. But in the end we all need to find a way to deall with everyday pressures. Some people just deal with it worse then others.
yeah.... no... escaping reality will only result in all the shit you complain about 24/7 i have always been one to enbrace life. its just somtimes you have to enbrace the shity parts. lonlyness, drastic change, ect. to deny life and the life of those around you is to ignore the most inportent things in life. life does not suck. life can be crul, strange, ironic, even down right painful. but you gotta take what cards your givin. man i know you know better than to huddle in a pit of self pitty. the booze and the e are not helping you.
i cut my deck to the guees of spades, but the cards where all the same 
dont murder me
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5965981 - 08/15/06 12:22 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Word, I'm finally changing my escapist ways; meanwhile watching those that aren't lose the war as well as their lives and/or freedom. It's sad, brings me down, but also reminds me not to go back.
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
#5965990 - 08/15/06 12:26 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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thats real good to hear dark star.  you know man i may have never met you. but your courage is an isperation to me. you are a strong person. one of these days or paths will cross
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Dark_Star
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966003 - 08/15/06 12:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thank you very much brother, ha, I view you as a source of strength and inspiration as well. I really hope our paths do cross....I'm planning on hitting the road, walking the Rainbow Trail, so there's a very good chance of it. I'll make it out to the west coast, sooner rather than later I hope.
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
#5966010 - 08/15/06 12:32 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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hellz yeah. ill still be here. even if everyone else leaves
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Aninator
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966015 - 08/15/06 12:33 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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see the great thing about life is that it's got it's extremes.. I try to embrace the good with the bad, I know there are things i learn from being at extreme low points and i know there are things to learn when you're at extreme high points. This is life... learning through the extremes.
You were given life, take as much advantage of it and everything that crosses your path good and bad. there's something to be learned from all of it. So you had all the good times with your freinds and your girl... now all that's leaving you... but you have another opportunity handed to you... alone time. this is when you should fill your time up, return to your universe and get to know it a little better. and then good thigns aroudn you will be happening.
Life doesn't suck, it's just constantly handing you lessons to learn.
Keep your head up boy life is full of surprises.
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966055 - 08/15/06 12:48 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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much love, brother.
i've been feeling kinda shitty and depressive as of late, too.
Since it costs a lot to win, and even more to lose, You and me bound to spend some time wond'rin' what to choose.
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Krishna]
#5966071 - 08/15/06 12:53 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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If the thunder don't ya then the lightning will.
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notapillow
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
#5966084 - 08/15/06 12:56 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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quoting dead tunes i think has the same effect on my spirit as quoting the bible would have to a christian.
such a long long time to be gone and a short time to be there
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966095 - 08/15/06 12:59 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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-------------------- Acid doesn't hurt when you're on fire.
"Mushrooms are only similar to penises in their appearance." - LeBron James (2013) ToiletDuk said: "Bus squelching is not to be laughed at."
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notapillow
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
#5966106 - 08/15/06 01:03 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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that ould make a kick ass rat dog tour poster
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Dark_Star
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966125 - 08/15/06 01:16 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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notapillow said: quoting dead tunes i think has the same effect on my spirit as quoting the bible would have to a christian.
such a long long time to be gone and a short time to be there
Yeah, me too...the Dead touch my soul like no other, I feel bad for those who don't understand them, who don't feel that.....feeling.
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tales of theinexpressible



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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966128 - 08/15/06 01:19 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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keep your head up. change isn't all that bad, just don't let yourself get stuck in a rut
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
#5966154 - 08/15/06 01:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Meh i feel sorry for all you dead heads that dont understand Floyd
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barfightlard
tales of theinexpressible



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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: OldSpice]
#5966193 - 08/15/06 01:44 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Alounacara said: Meh i feel sorry for all you dead heads that dont understand Floyd
aye
same with my feelings with tool.....everyone is hit emotional on different levels and different mediums, it's all good
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Dark_Star
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: OldSpice]
#5966224 - 08/15/06 02:01 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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AH, but I do understand Floyd. I've some incredible experiences listening to their music (and not just on drugs either) It's just that the Dead touch me more, to each his own.
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Aninator
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dark_Star]
#5966230 - 08/15/06 02:04 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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they both hit me
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Aninator]
#5966236 - 08/15/06 02:06 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I feel the same about a lot of musicians outside of the dead and floyd. There's a lot of jazz musicians I listen to that are very good at making me feel happy when I'm sad or just really reaching out to my inner emotions.
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5966240 - 08/15/06 02:09 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Don't let it bring you down, its only castles burning.
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