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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Im feeling lone and blue
#5964634 - 08/14/06 11:17 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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standing on the moon.... I'm at a very weird place in my life. alot of my very oldest friends are leaving me. the woman i love is leaving me. it feels like soon i will once again be alone with my thoughts. i dont want to get depresses as i know all things must decay and nothing is built to last. but at the moment my future looks very hazy. i know i have it in me to make my dreams reality. but when ever i try to look to the future and get some sort of plan going i feel as if i am being crushed by a falling brick wall. i just pray this time alone will result in some creative blossoming. i need to start righting music and getting better equipment. i need to fucking get down to business.
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KristiMidocean
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964641 - 08/14/06 11:20 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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you always have us at the shroomery! you know we love you and will always be here for you when ever and however you need!
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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u know thats true. this place has been a major part of my life throughout my entire adolesence. but with all the new people and how much the site has morphed over the years i kinda lost alot of my intrest in the actual community. good to know there are still caring people here in the pub  i will get by
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Dety
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964658 - 08/14/06 11:23 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Leanin
Student of theIron Game

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Dety]
#5964670 - 08/14/06 11:25 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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man, dont get bummed.
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KristiMidocean
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964674 - 08/14/06 11:27 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah over the last year this place has changed a lot but there are still those die hard shroomites that are real and caring.. Thats why I love this place.. I havent seen you around much lately you have been missed!
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Leanin]
#5964676 - 08/14/06 11:27 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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im trying not to its just my first freind left today. a girl i diddnt even knwo all that well (freind of my gf) and it just kinda knocked me into a bad spot. i want to cherish the time i have here, especialy with my girl freind. i dont want to let this shit get me down.
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964683 - 08/14/06 11:30 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Look on the positive side of life, that is the only thing that has helped me out thoughout my years. Life is getting better for me finally, It can get even better. You just got to make it happen.
Edited by skunk78395 (08/14/06 11:31 PM)
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Skunk420]
#5964695 - 08/14/06 11:34 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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very true thank you skunk its just a weird weird world out there man. i gotta figure out how to make it work for me. iv pimped systems before. i can pimp this one too
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Corporal Kielbasa

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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964700 - 08/14/06 11:35 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah there comes a point in time when you realise life is gonna pass right by. and all those things you want to do need to get done or be forgotten.
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Skunk420


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964718 - 08/14/06 11:39 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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i am not in your situation, but do the best you can... I am gonna make my life better, and move forward, even if it takes a while..
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: Skunk420]
#5964750 - 08/14/06 11:47 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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hey man thats good too. we can only change ourselfs.
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Skunk420


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964831 - 08/15/06 12:06 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Just keep you head up, I got a month of probation left, gonna go hit up some bars/clubs when I can afford it. I hope i can find a better job soon, I have friends helping me out with a lot of things these days. Of course I have been helping them out too.
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rockytop83
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964840 - 08/15/06 12:09 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
notapillow said: standing on the moon...
I watch it all roll by All roll by All roll by All roll by
Sometimes thats all you can do. I hope everything works out for you my man.
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KaptKid
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964927 - 08/15/06 12:32 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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inspiration for both words and music comes from the ups and downs of life.
I know you will keep the faith.
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blissedout


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: notapillow]
#5964995 - 08/15/06 12:59 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Pillow, you are one cool cat and smart to boot. You will overcome the obstacle of loneliness. I am sorry to hear of you sadness, but life moves along and we must ride it out. Our spirits are strong and can withstand the test of time. I hope you find your understanding and see that there is a path there. In fact, there are many paths and I hope you find the one to elevate yourself. Good luck, buddy.
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: blissedout]
#5965005 - 08/15/06 01:04 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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"I've seen the needle and the damage done A little part of it in everyone But every junkie's like a settin' sun."
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Yeah, life pretty much sucks I try to escape reality as much as possilbe. The bad part is when you crash, you really come down hard. But in the end we all need to find a way to deall with everyday pressures. Some people just deal with it worse then others.
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blissedout


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
#5965018 - 08/15/06 01:08 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Life is a gift, man! What are you talking about? I used to think that escaping your problems is the best way to deal, but I was wrong. Facing your troubles is the best and fastest way to get over it and move on with living your life. I wish more people would figure that out.
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pantsboy
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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: blissedout]
#5965049 - 08/15/06 01:18 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I suck at facing my problems. I usually ignore them until they go away. Sometimes they only get worse when I ignore them but by that point the problems is beyond me. I know it's unhealthy, but I tend to hold in all my emotions until it becomes too great a load. It's usually at that point where I feel the need to find some sort of release. The things I love, hurt me and the things I need, kill me. I know I can't keep burying my problems and ignoring them forever, but I really don't like to think ahead. I've always been one to live in the moment. When things get bad all deal with it then, instead of worrying myself over something that has even happend yet.
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blissedout


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Re: Im feeling lone and blue [Re: pantsboy]
#5965069 - 08/15/06 01:26 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I tend to have the same passive aggressive feelings, but I am constantly working to change that aspect of my personality. It's a hard thing to do, but it is making my life alot better not acting that way.
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