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QuantumMeltdown
Space Monkey



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Feeling cracked out/strung out
#5963426 - 08/14/06 05:11 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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This sucks I did too much E on sat night 5 pillls throughout the period of the night. I was fine all day sunday but this morning I wake up feeling all strung out like a methhead or some shit. I had terrible anxiety for no reason, feel really weak absent minded. Man am I having to pay for my mistakes. That was the hardest I have ever rolled though I was in a trance for a long time feeling complete euphoria. I have now developed an a habitual habbit to X it seems if I have a bag of ten I just munch down for a while the shits like crack. Im off to buy some 5htp and get some rest and take it easy for awhile.
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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Corporal Kielbasa

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nothing like killing your brain i tell ya.
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TarMonkey
symmetry isscary.

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Shroomery is a big personnal journal.
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stefan
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Taking it easy for a while sounds like a good idea  good luck with the strung out feeling, I hope it doesn't last too long
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Corporal Kielbasa

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Re: Feeling cracked out/strung out [Re: TarMonkey]
#5963509 - 08/14/06 05:33 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah it is
thats why i wanna get rid of all my past posts
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stefan
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good luck deleting them one by one
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Corporal Kielbasa

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Re: Feeling cracked out/strung out [Re: stefan]
#5963518 - 08/14/06 05:35 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah tell me about it. i think i will one day resign and ask for a total deletion.
Its not like my posts even have any value
I did it once before back in 02 or three.
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QuantumMeltdown
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I really don't get it but I haven't been using the stuff to extensively in the recent past or ever. Ive gone through maybe 7-9 experiences in the past year. Each one taking a little more and redosing more often. I haven't done any two trips with less then two weeks between them but it seems the crash is getting worse and lasting longer last trip on the stuff I felt like this for half the amount of time Im feeling it now. It seems alcohol and xanax provide tremendous relief though from the symptoms its mostly like and uncontrolled anxiety for no reason. Anyone else experience any adverse reactions like this to X if so anything help you along?
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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Cepheus
Balance



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Quote:
QuantumMeltdown said: I really don't get it but I haven't been using the stuff to extensively in the recent past or ever. Ive gone through maybe 7-9 experiences in the past year. Each one taking a little more and redosing more often. I haven't done any two trips with less then two weeks between them but it seems the crash is getting worse and lasting longer last trip on the stuff I felt like this for half the amount of time Im feeling it now. It seems alcohol and xanax provide tremendous relief though from the symptoms its mostly like and uncontrolled anxiety for no reason. Anyone else experience any adverse reactions like this to X if so anything help you along?
Best thing you can do is get some 5-htp. Most healthfood shops will sort you out on this one, although they'll be very suspicious of you.
Failing that, after a hard weekend of drugs, nothing picks me up like a cup of coffee, followed shortly afterwards by a pint of freshly squeezed orange juice.
Laze around, eat lots of fruit, and smoke a few reefers and you'll be fine
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Corporal Kielbasa

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Re: Feeling cracked out/strung out [Re: Cepheus]
#5963582 - 08/14/06 06:00 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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i would say take tyrosine a precurser to Dopamine. Take it before you trip on any drug. It goes in the blood and then interacts with the drugs so that you arn't depleting your own personal stash of dopamine.
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flo
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hook a brother up with that 5htp
you sound like me last week...3 day rave,it was crazy
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Wysefool
I AM SKELETON JELLY

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I hate when people delete their posts and you're searching the archives and come across a deleted post. What are you worried about? I doubt your shroomery account will ever be traced to you and cause trouble unless you use your shroomery name everywhere.
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Newbie
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I know the feeling. Just give it a good break...everything should fall back into place.
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QuantumMeltdown
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Well I just got back from the health food store and picked up this concoction called HTP Calm it seems they are cocktailing 5htp now with St. Johns Wort in one pill each pill contains 100mg 5htp. Just took 5 heh. Alot of the anxiety has already passed or is being masked because of some beers Ive been drinking since getting of of work. That was the worst work day today up on a roof 90degrees out 90% humidity fuckin brutal I lied and told the boss I had to work half a day in the morning(dentist apt BS) because I knew I couldn't make it all day. I think I will try the tyrosine shit next time but that wont be for a long fuckin time(knocks on wood)
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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Corporal Kielbasa

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taking more pills isnt always good for you............
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QuantumMeltdown
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Not always good definately also depends which ones. I wish I hadn't done so much the other night thats for damn shure.
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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champ
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That sucks, man. I get the anxiety thing, too. It's one of the reasons I haven't done E for over a year now.
Hope you feel better soon.
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