I must say, it was amazing. Very different from my trip in amsterdam. My gf beleives she had a stronger trip this time around, while i say it was "different".
In amsterdam when we peaked, we peaked hard. Visuals Everywhere, Patterns Colors/Insane laughter.
But this second trip. It was as if I was in a dream. Ive never tried LSD,but i somehow feel that this second trip was similar to that.
Walking around at night, my neihborhood seemed like a gothic dreamland. Everything was exaggerated, I felt a vibe and life in EVERYTING, bricks, trees, etc.
When we went back to my home, i heard music on mushrooms for the first time. WOW. it wasnt sound, it was a feeling. Every sense was on a different level. Gatorade tasted amazing.lol
We ran and played like children. It was beautiful. I felt as if i was crying the whole time, but no tears came out.
Like i said, no real patterns or visuals (only sometimes - as appose to my first trip, where they were EVERYWHERE).
At one point we felt creative and energetic(amused by the simplest tasks), my gf started shuffling through books while I cleaned the room.
The only negative part was when my father woke up. (dont get me wrong, i am NOT underage by far, and the purpose was spritual as much as recreational. (so please no speeches on respect).
It was towards the come down and i had somewhat control. My dad was sick the past few days, so when i heard him upstairs, i felt the need to go ask him if he is ok. After i did so, paranoia kicked in for the rest of the comedown(an hour or so).
I had one more encounter with him, and even though all was 100% fine, it definitly made the vibe uncomfortable (my gf left at this point).You question how "normal" you really were.
The next day, i was very anxious and my nerves were on edge, but this has worn off, and the true nature of the trip has become a beautiufl memory/experience.
As they say, it is all about set and setting. Next time - we will be 100% alone and free. Afterall, this isnt amsterdam - the carefree vibe of the trip is a missing link when shrooming in my homeland.
Like i said, very different trip. I had more control (probably lower dose) and marveled in the perceptive differences, and emotional/physical euphoria. While the first time was an all out insanity blast. I beleive ive learned a little more about my freind the mushroom. (and about myself).
I was a very emotional/sensative the day after. But with a life altering experience like that, it is expected.
After all..we travel to a new dimension, and then come back. Somewhere...stuck in between worlds.
Thank you shroomery, for being here. The research and reading material has helped me understand how to properly use shrooms while minimizing negative aspects and events.
For reference in the dam I had 15g fresh mexi cubes.
and here i had about 1.7 dry (not toalyl dry, they werent fully brittle) cubes.
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^ Thank you veyr much for your reply.
I guess, based on my 2 experiences - i beleive i have gotten a pretty good idea on how the dosage effects the trip. The first time when it hit hard after a few hours. I could no longer walk, i just sat in bed tripping and laughing/crying. It became too much at times because i wanted the visuals to chill out [towards the very end - it was time to sleep], but this time around, i was simply in a dream world; A child who was experiencing new sensations, and learning new things all over again. But with somewhat of a blurry connection to the real world. (Hence being able to face my father, or stay on the phone with my gf as she drove home - to make sure she was safe)
I find that this one was emotionally different.
A) i was in my home environment and B) because i didnt trip as hard...i can somewhat remember a little better the events and how my mind was warped. The thought of this is hard to grasp at first. Almost makes you wonder WHY you did it...but after the shock fades, and you take a day to get back to "reality" - something about the trip stays with you; a constant reminder of the beauty and the amazement of all that you experienced. Im nto ready to trip again. But when the time is right, and i feel prepared. I will.
Edited by GSxx83 (08/14/06 12:21 PM)
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