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xxxchristian69
Your not realyour just anillusion

Registered: 04/05/06
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grace
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Hi, hubby... it's me, grace... I'm really sorry, Hubby... i really can't chat with ya for these 3 weeks... I'm having a school holiday here... so, when you're online there, the sun is still so bright here, and i think it's time for me to get relax with my family...
But, deep in my heart, i still want to chat with ya... I swear, babe...  So, i think, it would be better if i send you email(s), so we can still always connected. What do you think, hubby? I think it's a good way.  You know, Hubby, this is crazy, but i dreamed about you a few days ago. In my dream, we were in the church. We were praying together there. But, in my dream, you didn't say anything. We didn't say anything. And i don't know why. I do love to be your friend, Hubby. I want to see a 'different' Hubby. I know and i realize that this is insane. I don't know ya, i never see ya, but i do believe you. Anyway, Hubby, i'm making a book rite now. An autobiography book actually. (The school wants me to do that.) And, i plan that i will take your story to be a part of my biography-book. (if you don't mind, hubby...) Well, i really proud of you, because you know, you were a heathen. You were a sex-mania (in my vision), but you really can go out from your deadly life to a much more brighter life. And in that story, i also want to write that you're a very kind and loveable person, too. I want the readers know how much you try. I want the readers know how much you mean for everyone as a very very nice guy. So, what do you think, hubby?? Is that cool? Haha..  I do want to see my christian hubby someday... But, i want to see a very very nice chris hubby, not just a nice one. I want to see my chris hubby walking with my Lord, together. And Hubby, if you don't mind, i want to introduce you to my friend. I want you to be like him. His name is Hendrik. He's a very good man. He's 23 years old. He lives in Singapore. And he's a very very very good christian. I want him to be your friend too. I think you can learn so many things from him. He's a good guy, trust me!! I always laugh when i speak with him, i always feel comfort if i read some email(s) from him, he has a very great personality.  And, Hubby, if you have problems, or you need someone to talk, or maybe you want to share your story to me, please don't feel like i will dislike you and don't want to hear you anymore. I will always be here, Hubby. You are my friend. And i want you to be my forever friend. So, if you want to share something, just write it, and send it to me, babe. I'll be always love to hear it from you. hubby, if you don't mind, i want you to send me your story everytime you go online. i really want to hear your story in my every single day, hubby. i want to know you better, better, and much more better... and, uummm, i also want to say, that i really love to hear that you're not a nite owl anymore... it must be great, huh?? haha.. you better to sleep at that time, rite?? hubby, i don't know what's going on here. i just... umm.. i feel like i know you better, and i also do believe in you... like i said, this is crazy. i treat you like i already know ya more than 2 or 3 years... i treat you like i ever met you before... i treat you like you are me. you mean so much for me... and i'm not kiddin rite now... i never meet a person like you, a person who can make me feel really comfort to talk... a person who can make me cry and smile at the same time... i've been serious, hubby... i want to be your friend... i know that this is out of mind... but, i think i do care of you... and i don't know why... and, what do you think about me?? i mean, do you feel the same or what... well, umm... just wanna know it actually... well, i think i have to go now, hubby. it's already almost mid-nite here. Bye, my baby boy... remember hubby, friends forever...  GOD BLESS YA, HUBBY... NB: and, umm... i usually go online for about... umm... 8 pm indonesian time... and i really would like to chat with ya again... haha.. well, i just to let ya know that... i luv you, hubby... u'r just like my 'imaginary' babe...  nite, hubby... hope we can meet someday... luv ya, 9raCe my dear chris, what??? 15 days in jail? oh, man... that girl SUCKS!!! chris, you must go away from that girl. do not believe her again! she's a big liar, she's bullshit! a true friend will not get his/her friend into the jail. and you can't call a person like her as 'friend'. u know what i mean? you need a good friend, not a 'friend' like her. well, i think, you have to find good friends definitely. "if you go with bad people, sooner or later, u will be ONE of them." one day, you went to a disco. firstly, you disliked the cigarettes smoke. your nose couldn't smell with well. after one or two hours, you even couldn't smell that bad smoke anymore!! do not go to bad places anymore, hubby, even you have to go out from your house and live in a very small apartment, or anything, i do not care. Just leave your bad places!! hubby, were you drunk when the cops got ya? you don't drink alcohol, do ya? beer... okay, beer, or whatever you say, but the point is: YOU DRINK. maybe you can say: "Hey, girl, this is america!! Welcome to the place where you can drink as much as you can! That's our habbit!" but, this is NOT about habbit. This is NOT about what's ur country. This is ALL ABOUT YOU. leave that place!!! go, go far away! i believe, that you already have a job, that you already baptized. I believe you in your every single word. but one thing i think i know for sure is: you live in a very wrong place. maybe you can say: "I want to be a better christian. I want to go out of my darkness side." but, let's see the people around you. do they support you to be a better christian, or even a better person? if they don't, leave them, hubby, leave them!! don't be a pretender, chris. whatever you do, wherever you are, as long as they are still with you, it would be doesn't work!! Anyway, where are your parents? i know that your not a kid anymore. but, i think you still need them. you really need them. i'm 16 years old. once, i said "i want all my parents go out from my self! They are no use for me! I just need their money.". but, someday i realize something. i'm not mature enough to be far away from my parents. i still need my parents. i don't want to go into drugs or nite life. and without them all, maybe i can't be here. maybe i already be a 1 nite stand somewhere. but i don't. i'm still here. they saved me! and before i think it's already late, i HAVE to enjoy myself live with my parents. if your friends are bad, there are only 3 persons that you can count. They are your parents, and Jesus. i know that there will be no use if we speak about bibles rite now. and i'm sure that you're not in mood in speaking bibles. i will never talk about bibles in this message. but, this is about you. they hit you with woods, they took you into the jail. it's enough. it's ALL ENOUGH, hubby! you have to go very far away from all of bad people around ya. i don't want to hear "grace, they hit me again!" or "grace, i've been in jail." anymore. show me, hubby. Show me that you already become a different person. you are a man. not a boy anymore. you have to be mature. i have a friend in africa. he's dropped out from his school. he has only 200 dollars. he lives in a very bad rent-house. he has no computer. you still have a good house, rite? you still have a computer, a camera... you still have good food, good shirts, good jeans, (and also good hair i think! africa is HOT!!!) and as you still have them all, you have to prepare yourself to be a better person. one day, if you can't use your things well, you will have nothing. and when you have nothing, it's very hard to find a person that you can count. alrite, hubby, i have to go now. God bless ya, hubby. and please, please, please, go far from bad people. Okay?
i love ya, hubby...
God Bless You... -grace-
this is my friend she makes me fell so good
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xxxchristian69
Your not realyour just anillusion

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do you like my friend
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coda
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...um, what?
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Flop Johnson
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drtyfrnk
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Quote:
xxxchristian69 said: do you like my friend

Nude Pix?
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ClammyJoe
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You're fuckin nuts
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drtyfrnk
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TheMadConductor said: You're fuckin nuts
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xxxchristian69
Your not realyour just anillusion

Registered: 04/05/06
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she's a good friend that wants the best for me i just wanted you to see a peice of her soul
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Flop Johnson
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Quote:
xxxchristian69 said: she's a good friend that wants the best for me i just wanted you to see a peice of her soul
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drtyfrnk
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xxxchristian69 said: she's a good friend that wants the best for me i just wanted you to see a peice of her soul
How about a piece of her nude breasts/ass?

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myownelegy
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she's fucked up dude.. run far away from her trust me lol
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drtyfrnk
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myownelegy said: she's fucked up dude.. run far away from her trust me lol
How do you know unless...
AHA! YOU ARE HER!
YOU ARE GRACE!
Now...
Nude pix?
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xxxchristian69
Your not realyour just anillusion

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my firend grace is so sweet she is so nice
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drtyfrnk
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xxxchristian69 said: my firend grace is so sweet she is so nice
That's good. I'm glad she is. I'm bored, i'm going on IRC.
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