I found a good description of the combination on Dextroverse:
http://www.dextroverse.org/forums/index.php?act=ST&f=14&t=14267&st=0&hl=lsdxm I am fairly experienced when it comes to psychedelics I might say, having taken both DXM and LSD on numerous occations I sought out a much more intense experience for a very special occasion. I decided that combining the two would be the way to go, thus this trip report proceeds.
Special Occasion
My best friend B and I have grown up together, we've been very close since third grade, we're now in college. B and I have always tripped together(and done pretty much everything else together as well)mainly with DXM, Shrooms and LSD. Hes not much for very intense things, mainly sticks to low doses and doesnt tend to be too much of a risk taker.
I told him about the combination and despite being somewhat nervous about it, he was thrilled nonetheless. I wanted this trip to be sort of a "going out with a bang" sort of thing, it will not be our last trip but it does put an end to tripping together every weekend or every other weekend sort of thing.
The Trip
I arrived at B's house with all the things in my possession, two sugarcubes with two drops of LSD each, four boxes of theraflu thin strips and multiple canisters of nitrous. The fun begins as soon as I arrive.
T + 00:00 360mgs DXM in both myself and B
The taste in the thin strips are not too bad at all really, I just stack them all on one another and roll them into a small ball then swallow. After getting down the thin strips we decide to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force season two, during the middle of the second episode we start to feel the DXM kicking in, we're feeling pretty good, having not dexed in a few months. We're beginning to get the interesting "3rd person" cam effect where it almost feels like you're viewing everything from a movie watchers perspective.
T + 45:00 2 hits LSD each
While eating my sugar cube it fell apart in my hand a little bit leaving a little sugar behind, B swiftly reached down, grabbed my hand and licked it before I could do anything. I looked at my hand, sighed in disbelief, said "fuck it" and licked my hand as well gettin the little he had missed sad.gif
T + 1:00:00
The DXM is becoming quite dominant now, we're both quite suprised at the intensity of the experience thus far, it feels quite strong for only 360mgs. ATHF is cracking us the hell up, I am experiencing very mild nausea, barely noticeable. I begin to feel my body start to become "comfortably numb" one of my favorite aspects of the DXM trip is the numbness, I find it quite euphoric.
T + 1:20:00
I am quite sure the LSD is coming on, its very interesting how the two compounds are fusing together, I still feel dissasociated, yet theres an interesting twist on my perception of things. My head is suprisinly clear, almost sober I would say, my visuals are picking up and getting more intense with each passing second. RGB is quickly outlining the room and my trails look more like LSD trails now(I can distinguish the trails from different psychedelics)
B and I are having quite a time with this combination, we're feeling extreme euphoria, a numb and glowing feeling are both present, it feels marvelous. My head is still incredibly clear, I'm actually enjoying this, normally I like the headfuck..
T + 1:40:00
We have decided that the lights are better off with LSDXM as with DXM alone, its so interesting this feels almost nothing like either LSD or DXM alone, neither are overpowering one another, the synergy is quite amazing, it almost feels like a new drug in itself. The visuals are quite profound and intense by now, we can't escape them, I recall watching B as his entire body and face turned technicolor blue, then switched the green, then back to blue, flickered for a bit then stayed almost translucent. B looked at me and proclaimed "Dude you're lit up like a fucking Christmas tree". Intricate patterns are overlaying everything now, and a kaleidoscope of RGB is overlaying those, everything has movement and the trails are quite magnificent. I can paint words and images with the colors and move the walls and carpet with my fingers, my head is not so clear anymore, and I'm beginning to feel the most intense music euphoria I believe I've ever felt.
T + 2:10:00
Music is absolutely incredible, we listened to Dj Tiesto "Just Be" throughout the night, and the music took us to other planets, universes, and galaxies that night. B and I are conversing about how we feel and what we're experiencing, as I watch him I see his goatee get longer and more thick, then I see his face turn a beet red, his hair turns into french fries and I realize I'm talking to fry lock from ATHF. It was so mindblowing, I've never had hallucinations aside from salvia(which I was unaware I was hallucinating)that were so vivid and controllable. I then watched as he turned into a Vampire Princess Miyu(the anime) I laughed at him a few times then proceeded to bite him to see if he could feel it, he couldnt..
T + 2:30:00
At this point we are both heavily dissasociated and movement of any kind is extremly difficult, sometimes its so hard that I have to use all my strength to lift even my own arm. Its becoming harder and harder to stay in reality and not drift off into the abyss of visuals and get lost, B and I decide to try out some nitrous..
T + 2:35:00 one charge of nitrous each
Press, listen, align with lips, inhale sweet air, try to not fall over.
The nitrous acted faster than it normally did and much more intense, within seconds of hitting the nitrous I felt my body being taken over by a force, i fell backwards(from sitting position)and layed down immersed in space. I watched as the room broke away piece by piece revealing space and all of its wonders, I felt an ecstatic orgasm sensation over my entire body coupled with my occasionally moans of pleasure. The nitrous on LSDXM is the most sensual experience, utterly amazing and obsurdly powerful.
I slowly came back to a psuedo-reality, with a sudden urge to piss. Fuck, of all times to piss you choose now! "I can't walk right now" I thought to myself, "How in the hell am I going to make it to the bathroom" I turned on the light and watched as it came on in stages of dimness to brightness and in different colors. Very dim white light, very dim yellow light, dim green light, dim orange light, whitish-orange light, bright whitish-red light, bright red light, then slowly faded to regular yellowish light.
I tried as best as I could to ascend to my feet and stagger towards the restroom. Normally I cannot piss on DXM or LSD alone very easily, it usually takes me a good 2-3 minutes of focus to get it out, this time it all came very fluid(no pun intended). I noticed that as I looked in the mirror I looked very young and started shrinking, I shrank until I was almost what seemed two feet tall and then decided to go back to the room.
When I get back I decide to call my girlfriend, I had given her and her best friend two hits of LSD each and I wanted to see how they were doing. I checked my voicemail and saw she had called and told me they went to a party. This worried me, I had horrible visions of her and her friend getting pulled over by a cop and getting arrested, I could actual see these visions in my head or on the wall if my eyes were open. I called her several times with no answer and started to freak out.
"Why isn't she answering, where is she, WHY ISN'T SHE ANSWERING" I began to shout" B tried to calm me down until I eventually got ahold of her. She was okay, they had went to a hot tub and on the way actually did get followed by the cops, this I saw as well. I let B talk to my girlfriend for a bit, we were amazed at how bad the headfuck was now, at certain times when speaking with them on the phone we would forget that we were in his room and not in the hot tub with them. It seemed so real that we were just sitting there chatting with them.
T + ??:??:??
Things were getting very strange now, we needed to lay down and exlore our minds, go inward. We put on "Just Be" a beautiful track I must say. As soon as I layed down the music took me away. I was engulfed by a blanket of music and colors and transported out of the room to beautiful forests and seascapes flowing over different planets and cities, all of this I saw. His room would morph and change to a different setting and it alll looked so realistic, at times I would forget I was laying down in his room and believe I was in this forest or swimming through an ocean of colors. The lyrics of the music had an immense amount of impact on the things I saw and the thoughts that went through my head. I was watching his ceiling, it turned completely white, started glowing, then I noticed it had became a projector screen, and there were notes on it, I must be in class taking notes, fuck I didnt want to be in class. A certain note caught my attention and suddenly I saw two crowds of people yelling and arguing at one another with labels over their heads. One labeled Creation, on labeled Evolution. The two crowds were debating and arguing their beliefs and trying as hard as they could to win me over to their side. They were very demanding and I didnt want to be there, I didnt want to be put on the spot.
Suddenly I'm at a temple floating upwards. A temple in the sky, inside is an altar, fire is burning, I have a burning desire to enter. I am told by someone that I cannot enter until I have passed...
I think of this not, I tell him that I am ready to die and that I've been ready, I want to die and enter the altar, this is where I want to be. I then see a miracle of light escape me and shine over the room engulfing the temple and all that surround it. I feel liberated, and instead of an empty feeling I feel full of life, I see lots of mountains, they are getting closer until I'm right up on them, I travel up the side of the mountains until I'm at the peak, sitting atop the Cliff I see myself in the full-lotus position, with no shirt, wearing native american clothing, I have a rainbow of auras surrounding me and I see the sunsetting above my head.
Absolutely beautiful. Awe Inspiring Intense Spiritual Awakening
There is nothing I can say to describe the feeling and emotion the bled from my body and soul when this happened. It was just so marvelous I never wanted it to end.
The song ended and I somewhat returned to reality, I snapped B out of his trance, he told me he had been to other realities and lived different lives, I told him I knew.
Lyrics to "Just be":
----- You can travel the world But you can't run away From the person you are in your heart You can be who you want to be Make us believe in you Keep all your light in the dark If you are searching for truth You must look in the mirror And make sense of what you can see
Just be Just be
They say learning to love yourself Is the first step That you take when you want to be real And flying on plains to exotic locations Won't teach how you really feel Face up to the fact that you are who you are And nothing can change that belief
Just be Just be
'Cause now I know It's not so far To were I go The hardest part is inside me I need to
Just be Just be
I was lost and I'm still lost But I feel so much better.
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All of this happened through the course of one 8 minute song but I literallly lost all concept of time and thought that I might have died and been there for eternity atop that cliff meditating. I was happy atop that cliff and never wished to leave it.
The headfuck was drastic still, B asked if we had talked to my gf, I didnt know, I thought we did but I might have hallucinated it, we thought about it a little more and figured we must have if we both had a vague memory of doing it.
B and I were discussing what we had witnessed and experienced when suddenly he stated that he could swear he feels someone in the room with us and that out of the corner of his eye it looks like there was someone sitting in the chair watching us. I had the same feeling and just told him not to look at him. I leaned over the B and whispered "Psst, don't talk about him loud, he might hear us" I must have really been delusional, I literally was open to the concept that there may well be someone else sitting there watching and listening to us.
T + 7:30:00
We had decided that in order to be at least somewhat able to make it through the day we must get some sleep. Usually I have trouble sleeping on both LSD and DXM however sleep came suprisingly easy this time. I layed down and watched as a celebration dragon sped its way through the streets of Tokyo holding lit torches to guide its path, auditory hallucinations were intense in the silence, I would hear a train in the distance until it got so loud as if it were right next to my head. B explained to me that every time he heard a noise he would see that part of the room magnified to every atom and see every atom, all millions of them and the ones that were making noise would be holding a sign indicating they were making sound.
I pulled the covers up over me but there was something on it, which my brain immediently referred to as "baggage" which in an instant I saw myself in third person pulling up A woman, middle aged, with three kids, up in place of the blanket and putting my arm around her. I wanted the blanket(her) but I must also take the baggage(the kids) if I wanted it. It was amazing how fast the visuals would interact with my actilons.
After a few minutes of watching my visuals and thinking I did an amazing thing.
I slept.
The Day After
I awoke with the most glorious afterglow I've ever had, it exceeded any previous DXM or LSD afterglow. I felt amazing, full of life and energy, even with only five hours of sleep. Everything radiated its energy and I still had very nice trails. Life was glowing. I was immensly happy and felt connected with life and especially my best friend B for having gone through that with him. It has made us closer friends and definitely given us something to remember. It started with us, and it ended with us. We definitely "went out with a bang" but I am planning to move down there soon so I'm sure we will pick up the exploration where we left off, It's just a Hiatus I'm sure.
The synergy between LSD and DXM was astonishing, the dissasociation of DXM was present as were the visuals, however the visuals became highly highly defined, more color involved, more vivid and extremely lucid. Controlling the visuals was quite fun, yet I prefer to just let them engulf you and let them show you what they want. The mental headfuck got quite intense at times and even frightened me a time or two. The body high was just insane, absolute euphoria albeit there is a lack of movement, it is VERY difficult to move, walking was a huge chore, even when compared to DXM alone.
This turned out to be quite the experience, I regained a lot of my spiritual side and regained my trust in it. The bond with my best friend has been strengthened and will never be broken. This has been the best combination I've ever tried and it was amazing how well they fused. They played off each other perfectly boosting you up higher and higher as the seconds passed. I definitely recommend this combination for any experienced tripper. Emphasis on experienced, the threat of a bad trip is very prevalent, and Serontonin syndrome may also be a risk. I had very few side effects from this combo aside from minor shaking, mainly a trembling jaw and jittery hands, slight tachycardia, and I was pretty hot for awhile, although I get that on DXM alone and it seemed no worse.
Please take all mentioned above as fictional and for amusement purposes only, I do not use/abuse illegal or legal drugs nor do I condone them to be used in this fashion. Take this imformation and interperet it as you will
On a side note, I highly recommend all of you either buy or download Dj Tiesto's "Just Be"
Notable Tracks:
Loves Comes Again Traffic Ur(amazing male vocals) Just Be(soundtrack for my life) Adiago For Strings
<3 all, John
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