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zSDMF
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is it bad that after my first[real] experience i'm ready to drop my whole wallet on more? i think my first real pub post ever is a cocaine fiend thread. goddamnit i hate myself
*as bad as i want to, i know i have the control not to do anymore of this stuff for a while.. it was really fun though
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927035 - 08/02/06 09:55 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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it gets old. really, really fast.
do yourself a favor and never touch the shit again.
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zSDMF
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i've done it maybe.. 3 times in the past. once with my two cousins, only one or two lines. once a month or so ago, only two bumps. this time i owed a guy 50 bucks, and he just wanted me to buy a gram and let him do a little. i went home with like.. .7g's
i've never lusted for a drug like this, and this isn't even my favorite drug. not by far.. it just surprises me that i want it soooo bad. like i said, no other drug's done this to me. not even h/methadone, and i have to admit i was the biggest junky i knew for a while
i think i'll take your advice, though i don't like the feeling of 'fiend' this drug gives me
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927069 - 08/02/06 10:01 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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what really fucking gets me is i'm not even out, and i'm debating mentally about buying more.
fuck
asdfasdfasdfasdf seriously god save my mind.
*i don't think i'm really flipping out as bad as i'm making it out to be
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927072 - 08/02/06 10:01 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I dont understand how people are like this. It really boggles my mind.
I mean, sure, when you come down you think, "Man, another line would be nice" But what makes you want to pull out your wallet and buy another eight-ball right away?
I've shot cocaine and not felt like that. I've smoked crack and not felt like that. You KNOW its just because your coming down that you feel that way. So why not just ride it out?
I guess I dont understand how people can get addicted to cigarettes either. Just dont have an addictive personality, I guess, even though both my parents were raging alcoholics.
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927077 - 08/02/06 10:02 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Take your avatar's advice.
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927103 - 08/02/06 10:06 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Remember the Three Golden Rules Of Coke Use
1.) Don't Buy It 2.) Don't Sell It 3.) Don't Turn It Down
The high is not worth the come down. Weed helps
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Quote:
Madtowntripper said: I dont understand how people are like this. It really boggles my mind.
I mean, sure, when you come down you think, "Man, another line would be nice" But what makes you want to pull out your wallet and buy another eight-ball right away?
I've shot cocaine and not felt like that. I've smoked crack and not felt like that. You KNOW its just because your coming down that you feel that way. So why not just ride it out?
I guess I dont understand how people can get addicted to cigarettes either. Just dont have an addictive personality, I guess, even though both my parents were raging alcoholics.
i'm really exagerating my feelings, but i'm far from lying about anything i said in this thread. i really want more, but it's not like i'm ready to load up in the truck and uby more.. the thought is in my head, but i'm definitely stationary.
normally i think like you too, and that's why i'm so flipped out. NO drug has ever done this to me.. not even cocaine in the past. during withdrawl from said opiates, i turned down a methadone offer. yet, i'm ready to go broke (not really.. but i've said that like 50 times already) on a drug i just started
wheeee god i'll be e-ashamed of this in the morning
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927116 - 08/02/06 10:09 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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>The high is not worth the come down. Weed helps
fortunately i have a few lorazepams on hand. i'm about to call it a night i guess and pop these, and go to bed
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927134 - 08/02/06 10:13 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Please know it is not recommended to take ANY downers with coke.
And please remember that cocaine is a VERY addictive substance. Some maybe more powerful than it some are not.
I have put many ounces into my poor body and my health and mental wellness suffered. I have quit but don't regret a fucking thing. Live and learn. The highest I have been in my life was smoking cocaine (like near death wise too).
I'd go for despisedicon's list as well
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927139 - 08/02/06 10:14 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey man, I know exactly how you feel. 6 moths ago I hadn't done any drug that is not a psych in probably 5 years. I met this chick that was all into coke and one night i decided to split an 8 ball with her. I don't even really like coke well... atleast i use to think that. This wasnt my first time Ive done it in the past but for some reason this time I did a bunch started to crave it. I guess because I can use it.. feel good but still do whatever it is i need to be doing. I became a closet coke head for like 4 months. I would by Q-O's and do lines all day every day... nice and spaced out but I was still doing the shit daily. The fact that I could come down and go to sleep if I needed to made it even easier for me to keep up the habit.
Do yourself a favor. Get rid of what you got and come down. In a few days you wont even think about the shit.
I did that 2 weeks ago and I no longer even crave it. You will for about a week or so, but dont do it.
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927148 - 08/02/06 10:16 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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zSDMF said: what really fucking gets me is i'm not even out, and i'm debating mentally about buying more.
It happens man. When you get down to a very small pile you start to plot ways and justify buying more. After you're done for the night it's a shitty comedown and you feel guilty about blowing your money and your time. Your best bet is never buying it again, if you decide to anyway best of luck to you. It's a long rocky road bro, tkae it from somebody who went down it and back. Cocaine is a love hate relationship.
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927189 - 08/02/06 10:25 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Good luck my brother. The best advice here was pass out and ride out the hurricane. Take the train, stop shooting up in vain. Don't ever sell your wedding ring for cocaine. Tjhat's where you're headed if you buy more. WD will be bad the first two weeks. Be prepared for manic episodes and mental slugs.
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If he did it for one day, one bag, I doubt he'll be WD'ing for 2 weeks.
He'll be fine tomorrow...
-------------------- After one comes, through contact with it's administrators, no longer to cherish greatly the law as a remedy in abuses, then the bottle becomes a sovereign means of direct action. If you cannot throw it at least you can always drink out of it. - Ernest Hemingway If it is life that you feel you are missing I can tell you where to find it. In the law courts, in business, in government. There is nothing occurring in the streets. Nothing but a dumbshow composed of the helpless and the impotent. -Cormac MacCarthy He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God. - Aeschylus
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Madtowntripper said: If he did it for one day, one bag, I doubt he'll be WD'ing for 2 weeks.
He'll be fine tomorrow...
if he quits RIGHT NOW, he Will be fine tomorrow BUT. he will be wanting more by day 3 or 4 when the depression hits. Trust me. If he really did that much this iwll be a hard battle for him. The first time you go deep, immediately afterwords is very important for your recovery factor.
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Re: cocaine [Re: zSDMF]
#5927252 - 08/02/06 10:44 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I tried coke once at a party. I had a good time, and didn't particularly crave it afterwards. But when I was on it, I felt my ego getting bigger, like I was the life of the party. I acknowledged this as simply an effect of the drug and shrugged it off, but I can see why it could lead people down a dark and destructive path.
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Re: cocaine [Re: rawtoxic]
#5927379 - 08/02/06 11:29 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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rawtoxic said: Please know it is not recommended to take ANY downers with coke.
So.... who recommends doing coke alone? Benzos are quite a help during a coke comedown.
btw coke will eat your soul
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Re: cocaine [Re: d33p]
#5927514 - 08/03/06 12:24 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Coke is stupid, I was 14 and doing this shit everyday. I spent so much money every week doing about a teener to a ball a day. I pawned most my shit and the only thing it led to was a heart attack at 5:30 in the morning in my freinds basement. Yeah try explaining that the next morning. So if i were you, and if u fiend for it again get drunk instead.
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