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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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My Life
#5926552 - 08/02/06 07:26 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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I live alone in a depressing drug chamber. I'd don't get too many visits and when I do it's usually just someone asking for LSD. I'm not bothered by having empty house during the day, because I throw parties and get fucked up almost every night.
The last week or so has probably been the best and most rewarding week of my life. Apparently it's true that all good things do come to pass. As of yesterday, one of my best friends and best drug buddies just moved down to South California, so I'm all alone again.
Here's a picture of me and her hanging out in my room:

Here's another one just of her:

 
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Dreamer987
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5926581 - 08/02/06 07:33 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thats deppresing. Sorry to hear that dude.
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king_cobra
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5926720 - 08/02/06 08:13 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah, all of my friends have moved/turned into retarded pieces of shit.
i like to cut myself too..
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princestoadstool
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That is some fucked up shit, right there.
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king_cobra
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5926751 - 08/02/06 08:25 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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by the way, she kind of looks like a scenester.. maybe her moving wasn't such a bad thing afterall.
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Cepheus
Balance



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dude I so have issues.....
can I have some drugs now?
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Dark_Star
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Whoa dude... you need help, seriously..that shits not cool. Now, I'm not trying to offend ya, I have my issues too...I'm the opposite, you hurt yourself to kill other pain, I drown my pain in pleasure (heroin mainly, and other drugs...OxyContin, crack cocaine, powder cocaine, bezos and alcohol mixed in with the heroin.) However, I've pretty much pulled myself out of it all, It's been a hell of a battle, and it's a constant battle, but it's well worth it. I've been through some hellish shit, and lost a lot of good friends to the system. That's just the start, I've been through, and seen a lot of fucked up shit, seen the negative sides of life, been suicidal, but man ya gotta go on, ya gotta keep on trucking.
All that shit made me stronger, yeah it's hard, yeah it hurts...but you have to try to find the bright side of things. Cutting yourself is not the answer, it doesn't help you, it hurts you....same as drowning myself in heroin did to me. Get help my friend, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to have your life. I could go on, but Iwon't...if you need someone to talk too, I'm here. PM me anytime, IM me anytime. Much love to you, and good luck.
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Cepheus
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Quote:
Dark_Star said: Whoa dude... you need help, seriously..that shits not cool. Now, I'm not trying to offend ya, I have my issues too...I'm the opposite, you hurt yourself to kill other pain, I drown my pain in pleasure (heroin mainly, and other drugs...OxyContin, crack cocaine, powder cocaine, bezos and alcohol mixed in with the heroin.) However, I've pretty much pulled myself out of it all, It's been a hell of a battle, and it's a constant battle, but it's well worth it. I've been through some hellish shit, and lost a lot of good friends to the system. That's just the start, I've been through, and seen a lot of fucked up shit, seen the negative sides of life, been suicidal, but man ya gotta go on, ya gotta keep on trucking.
All that shit made me stronger, yeah it's hard, yeah it hurts...but you have to try to find the bright side of things. Cutting yourself is not the answer, it doesn't help you, it hurts you....same as drowning myself in heroin did to me. Get help my friend, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to have your life. I could go on, but Iwon't...if you need someone to talk too, I'm here. PM me anytime, IM me anytime. Much love to you, and good luck.
dude hes joking. Type self harm into google images and on the first page that image comes up.
LUCKILY
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Stonerguy
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5926785 - 08/02/06 08:37 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Damn...
I have one question.... Why the hell did she choose SC?
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king_cobra
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Re: My Life [Re: Cepheus]
#5926813 - 08/02/06 08:50 PM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah bro, i was just dicking around. if i were to cut myself i wouldn't post about it on the net, i'm no attention whore heh. thanks for the concern regardless.
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Dark_Star
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Oops...my bad dude.
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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Quote:
Dreamer987 said: Thats deppresing. Sorry to hear that dude.
Luckily, I've found the antidote: 
-------------------- Acid doesn't hurt when you're on fire.
"Mushrooms are only similar to penises in their appearance." - LeBron James (2013) ToiletDuk said: "Bus squelching is not to be laughed at."
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pantsboy
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king_cobra said: by the way, she kind of looks like a scenester.. maybe her moving wasn't such a bad thing afterall.
I don't know what that means, but she did litterally feed me tabs of LSD for like a week straight, so yeah.
-------------------- Acid doesn't hurt when you're on fire.
"Mushrooms are only similar to penises in their appearance." - LeBron James (2013) ToiletDuk said: "Bus squelching is not to be laughed at."
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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Quote:
Stonerguy said: Damn...
I have one question.... Why the hell did she choose SC?
She doesn't really have a place to go or a home. She was offered a place to live down in SC and had to take it since she didn't really anywhere else to stay up here.
-------------------- Acid doesn't hurt when you're on fire.
"Mushrooms are only similar to penises in their appearance." - LeBron James (2013) ToiletDuk said: "Bus squelching is not to be laughed at."
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king_cobra
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5927618 - 08/03/06 01:14 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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pantsboy said: I don't know what that means, but she did litterally feed me tabs of LSD for like a week straight, so yeah.
damn, i'm sorry you lost such a good friend
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5927624 - 08/03/06 01:18 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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Slaps you in the freakin head.......
You got a freakin drug hole you call home! Why the hell you gonna let someone else say hey you can stay with me in So cal. Fuck that! Ask her to stay!
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pantsboy
I troll because I care.


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She lived at my house for like a week. I thought my parents wanted her to leave but I guess I misunderstood them because they said she couldn't stay indefinitely not she has to leave. She's also happens to be one of my best friend's girl friends so whenever she spent the night here so would he. I think he also may have been feeling kinda awkward about the fact she was always with me while he was at work.
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notapillow
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Re: My Life [Re: pantsboy]
#5950258 - 08/10/06 11:39 AM (17 years, 5 months ago) |
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god damn it dude you area fucking sac you know that you have everything you could ever want fucking music, istraments, good parents, lovable dog. youve got it made dude. yeah its sad she fucking left. but she fucking had to. she has alot to learn. shes still young. and so do you. life is not about sitting in your room alone dreaming about drugs and making inane posts on the shroomery. you are a good guy man. you are funny original. and very very creative. use it. i have been your freinds for years now. i have stood by you as best i can. through the drunkness. through the verbal abuse. but some time you just gotta stand up and say. "fuck it. im too good for this shit." you have everything you need to make your dream a reality.its gonna take work. and dilegence. it wont be easy. so get the fuck up, put your shoes on and go have some fun. reflect on your human experiance. you have a unique world veiw. cherish that
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