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DLittle
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A new and very depressing feeling
#5900141 - 07/25/06 10:45 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I had been talking to this girl for about 2 months on the phone and online be for I got back home to. At first I was just talking to her because I thought she was really interesting to talk to before I knew I was coming home. But when I found out I was coming home I started talking to her a lot more. When I finally got home we hung out twice and I didnt really make any real hint that I was interested. Well the third night we both took 2 pills of extacy. It was the most amazing thing I ever experienced. I honestly enjoyed holding her so much more than having sex. Well anyway that was 2 days ago and I havent seen her and its driving me crazy. I've talked to her a couple times but that doesnt make much of a difference. It was only after drinking earlier tonight that I have had relive from my irrational wandering mind. When we first started to get physical she told me how she didnt want to have sex because she wanted to get to know me better and how she had fucked and left other guys in the past. But shit happened and now I'm scared as shit I wont see her again. Sorry if this sounds sappy but I'm drunk and rambling and it feels good.
-------------------- "I used to do drugs. I still do, but I used to also." Mitch Hedburg "Keep on dreamin', cuz when you stop dreamin' it's time to die" Blind Melon
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absolute zero
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Re: A new and very depressing feeling [Re: DLittle]
#5900297 - 07/25/06 11:17 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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No worries, man.
Its only been two days, give her a call yet?
Girls come and go...
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crazeefairy
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Re: A new and very depressing feeling [Re: absolute zero]
#5902258 - 07/26/06 03:51 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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im sure its nothing to worry about just ring her and talk to her like you was doin b4 the other night if she wants to get to know you better then let her.
and smile
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DLittle
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Re: A new and very depressing feeling [Re: crazeefairy]
#5908762 - 07/28/06 12:02 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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She got back with her on and off boyfriend the day after we were together. I have never hurt so bad in my life. I dont regret a thing, it was the most amazing night. The combination of the x hangover and knowing that things will never be the same was just unbearable though. I dont think I said it before but that was my first time having sex. I am just now starting to feel better. Thanks for the encouragement.
-------------------- "I used to do drugs. I still do, but I used to also." Mitch Hedburg "Keep on dreamin', cuz when you stop dreamin' it's time to die" Blind Melon
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Cowgold
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Re: A new and very depressing feeling [Re: DLittle]
#5908773 - 07/28/06 12:07 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Atleast you're aware of what's leaving you so vulnerable. The X hangover, alcohol and... she was your first?
Scary combination.
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some1whoisntme
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Re: A new and very depressing feeling [Re: Cowgold]
#5908803 - 07/28/06 12:24 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's fucked up. But if you ever feel like you want to get together with her, remember that you don't want to be involved with someone like that. But your mind WILL play tricks on you. Women are terrible for men, in general.
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