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AA2277
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drinking bitch vodka
#5892567 - 07/23/06 09:51 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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what the fuck is this shit!? the tall blonde or something like that. it sucks hard, its just sharp, i hate that about vodka. I had alot of bacardirum but its all out, i drink alot. Im on my fith shot.
hhhm
the beach is about...50 feet away from my house, the alcohol even closer, and the specials are playing over the stereo. just watched fight club for the....something around 30th time...
i love i love i love you all
and i need to fucking fuck someone soon. Im sick of being a virgin. ive come soooo close, but the fuckin nervosa keeps me back. Im allll agoraphobic and OCD and bipolar and all this other shit. My best friend wont talk to me anymore other than to say that i need fucking therapy because of a talk we had about my "suicidal issues".
fucking bullshit.
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AA2277
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: AA2277]
#5892612 - 07/23/06 10:05 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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you check this out now, youll laugh at how insane the fucking PROPAGANDA is in this shit, take the test figure it out lol.: http://www.abovetheinfluence.com/the-influence/default.htm
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Atheist
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: AA2277]
#5892617 - 07/23/06 10:06 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
AA2277 said: Im sick of being a virgin.
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eris
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: AA2277]
#5892622 - 07/23/06 10:08 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Confidence is important as far as finding a companion goes.. do you go out and do things often? I've gone through my share of anxiety and similar feelings in the past, but in time, with the right attitude you can overcome it all.
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AA2277
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: eris]
#5892660 - 07/23/06 10:30 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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no, actaully, i never go out and do thing anymore. I feel like people are watching me and judging me and the thought keeps me from going out much at all. Unless im fucked up or with people i actually trust, and are worthy of trust, i avoid any other people that may pose a threat to me.
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AA2277
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: Atheist]
#5892667 - 07/23/06 10:32 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
SpicyTunaRoll said:
Quote:
AA2277 said: Im sick of being a virgin.
everytime i get to that point with a girl, i cant go through with it. probably something to do with the three hospital date rapes
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eris
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: AA2277]
#5892670 - 07/23/06 10:34 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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AA2277 said: no, actaully, i never go out and do thing anymore. I feel like people are watching me and judging me and the thought keeps me from going out much at all. Unless im fucked up or with people i actually trust, and are worthy of trust, i avoid any other people that may pose a threat to me.
Sounds normal. I know others who think or have thought this way.. in reality most people probably don't think bad things.
Sounds like a lot of it is in your own mind. Even if someone does think negative about you, they aren't even worth your time.
It's best to just be yourself and not give a fuck about anyone thinks.
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AA2277
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: eris]
#5892679 - 07/23/06 10:38 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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lol easy for you to say. its not what other people think, its what I think OTHER PEOPLE think thats got me down
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Lily_Morgan
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: eris]
#5892681 - 07/23/06 10:39 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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<3 The Specials
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AA2277
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: Lily_Morgan]
#5892684 - 07/23/06 10:40 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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<3 the specials me too. My faV SONG is the man at c & a, althoug message to rudi is nice too lol, and ghost town awesome, i like the faster version better
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eris
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Re: drinking bitch vodka [Re: AA2277]
#5892690 - 07/23/06 10:42 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I know, I've thought the same way before really. The only way to get over it is to face it. It isn't easy and wont happen over night.
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