Ok, so last night, i decided to take 2 grams of mushrooms that i had just purchased, to test them out. I went outside and played hackysack untill they kicked in, and things got strange, it was ok, nothing intense, just that wierd feeling like your body is turning into jelly...
So after a while, i decided that i wanted a bit more..so i consumed another 2 grams, and then smoked a tiny bit of salvia, after the salvia, things got really wierd, i started to set goals for myself to keep myself from getting into trouble (becuase i was alone). I got a peach from the fridge, and it seemed to morph into my hands, it was melting and felt really soft and swuishy in my hands...
...so i decided to go outside and eat it. My backyward has a pond and a lot of flowers and blue lights, it is very peacefull. I sat there eating what had to be the tasiest peach ever, i was reverting back to my primal self, becuase the normal rules of society no longer mattered. I then decided to plant to peach seed in my garden, i sat on the wet ground with a candle, digging in the mud with my hands...
..soon after planting the seed i decided to go back inside, it took me about 20 minutes to get to my door. I was feeling all the vines on my brick wall, listening to them, and making music with them. i worked my way along my outside wall feeling the brick, and listening to my house...
...i finally got inside, and started walking very strangely to my computer room, i sat there in the dark infront of my computer, unlocking all the secretes of the objects infront of me. i spent a good 20 minutes inspecting a monkey skull, learning it's origin, and hearing it's stories. At this point i was completely insane, i kept saying that i was mad, a complete lunatic. After an hour or so of listening to music, and being totally consumed by my own madness, i went up to smoke some tobacco in my room. somewhere between my computer room and my bedroom i got the idea to do salvia instead, i started chanting lets go do some salvia, lets go do some salvia, lets go do some salvia, it was calling me.
...i also brought my blanket with me, as it was now my intimate friend, and i could not leave it behind.
...i packed what seemed like a MASSIVE amount of 20x salvia, the biggest amount i have ever attempted, i inhaled billows of smoke, it was a massive hit, and then i fell back, and i was gone.
..i remember being transported through layers, and that was it, it was just layers of nothingness, and then i tried to come back, just to see if i could, and then it was as if i was locked out of the real world, nothing existed, not even my mind, it was just pure and complete nothingness.
..sometime after that i think i told myself to get up and get food, it took me a good 10 minutes to get out of my room, and then i got icecream, but only becuase i remembered that it was a normal thing for my body to like icecream, and i wanted to see if i could (in my englightened egoless state, to act normal). It seemed so trivial and pointless to act as i once did in civilization, nothing mattered anymore, i sat infront of my computer totally englightened.
...a while later (time did not exist at this point) i went outside and played hackysack in the street and waited for my friend to come over. I had complete understanding of the universe, the fact that everything is just "cells" and we are all connected. There was nothing more to learn, my mind was completely open to everything. The hours that followed were just a mass amount of ideas flowing through my mind, the floodgates were wide open. I was living on a higher plain of consciousness. Two people walked by and joined in our hackysack game, it was a very intense experience to talk to people without having an ego, it is completely different, i can't even explain what it's like....Eventually i snapped out of it while smoking some shisha in my garden with my friend and then we watched a movie, and went to sleep.
wild.
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