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1orange
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my take on it all
#5890017 - 07/23/06 09:45 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ever since i lost my ego one night the veil was lifted from my eyes and i remebered who i was or who i wasn't. we are one and the same you are me writting the post i am you reading this post we have been each other at least once for every life lived that soul has lived everyother life jesus was hitler and hitler was jesus he was also every single person he ordered to death as where you and me. the reason for this matrix was to creat life where none has existed before. we are but a thought and from that thought came the desire for company and not to be alone anymore the reason we suffer is so that we will except the new freedom and love after this one.
the thought of being alone and being infinite initially filled me with terror, you are figments of my imagination it is a horrible thought. but im a figment of my own imagination and yours it really doesn't matter how we look at life it is as it is. i find it hard to believe that i lived the first twenty odd years of my life to come to the conclusion that its just a game 2012 around the corner i think that god the creator aspect of our shared mind wants us to grow and move through the void of space creating as he did. mankind is in its infantcy of godhood soon to be born anew
excuse the spelling,
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5890035 - 07/23/06 09:54 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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isn't this a trip report?
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1orange
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not really its the conclusion reached after many trips, but if it is in the wrong place im sorry im new to this board have you any theory on where we came from and where we are headed?
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5890249 - 07/23/06 11:33 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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trip reports are usually spiritual so nothing is out of place here,
where did come from, I came from an unconscious state and headed to an uncertain state, apart from that I can't really say for sure,
One theory I liken is that our conscious continues to grow and grow until we transcend our physical state, and the laws that govern this physical state, we become omnipotent to a higher existence, and that existence to even a higher existence until we become liken to gods in our own right, maybe god was a mere mortal at one point in time, and he/she continued evolve, until he/she was given powers to create his/her own universe, so this makes a connection that your talking about, where we are direct reflection of our creator and also his creation
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Re: my take on it all [Re: capliberty]
#5890338 - 07/23/06 12:10 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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i like the idea that i am but a part of the whole rather than the whole is but a part of me. as toth said you are but a cell in the growth of the creator or somthing along those lines.
the first time i left my form was on one golden teacher i saw an entity that a friend later described as a chakra an object made of bejewelled light moving in multible directions covered with eyes my mind could not of imagined the image it was to complex but i knew it was apart of me and my thoughts were flowing like a mighty river without the dialog that i usually think with, 1000 thoughts a second.
i like the idea of evolving beyond the laws of space/time but only if we all go together i dont want to be alone
if you take it for granted that you are god you created the world that you live in ask yourself what is the point? what is the goal?
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5890548 - 07/23/06 01:24 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I think we are windows for the universe to see itself.
I believe all life is connected, but not the same. I don't think that you are me and I am you. I think we may be part of the same substance but there is something seperating you from me.
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5890584 - 07/23/06 01:36 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I wasn't imlying that I was god but likened to god, that god is the all encumpusing, and we live under that encumpusing consousness that is the direct source of all creation within our universe, but as being alive one becomes more complex from the years of learning and the years of experiencing that we grow to transcend our mortal limitations, and become god like, which gives us more capabilites to create our own universes being that our existence expand beyond the 3 deminsional universe that we now reside in, and no it doesn't have to be that we're alone in doing this, such evolution shouldn't imply that we have to be limited in any way, but even less constrained to entertain any fantasy as being a true reality, so if you want to have others around then that is totally up to you, but this just my eyedias though
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That's a nice way of putting it. But I think that the seperatory thing you refer to is just perspective. Each of us individually experiences an extraordinarily narrow perspective (view/subjective experience) of reality.
That's why Right View in Buddhism is to not have any view about things being one way or the other. Just seeing reality as it is is Right View. We are perceivers, but we perceive such a tiny fragment of reality that we often act out of ignorance. Our interpretations and perceptions are very frequently inaccurate because there's something missing. It's always helpful to ask yourself "Are you sure?" when perceiving things.
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Yeah you have to be cautious about the picture your painting for yourself, is it one that makes sense or does it extend towards your own dillusional illness
but really you live and you learn
Edited by capliberty (07/23/06 02:37 PM)
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Re: my take on it all [Re: capliberty]
#5890879 - 07/23/06 02:48 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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thats a good point its difficult to pin reality down with words. but some of the trips ive had and i know thats all they were, well they were beyond words on my last/latest shroom trip my mind unfolded and i became so much more than i am. like a mandala within a mandala until i could think clearly it was weird cuz at the end of it when i returned to my body i took on the form of a lion and then spend the next hour in tears. i dont know what difference that makes to our current situation but t put a new spin on my outlook
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5890963 - 07/23/06 03:03 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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""Ever since i lost my ego""
Is not Capitalizing the 'i', the same as ego-loss? ('Phun' intended.)
just something about that opening statement that seems ...
strange..
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Re: my take on it all [Re: Gomp]
#5891059 - 07/23/06 03:24 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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i/we/me not quiet sure what you mean but i was referring to the first trip where i realized that there was more to life than breathing and eating.
prior to that i didn't believe in a spirit or soul i liked the thought that we are born we live we die and thats it.
Edited by 1orange (07/23/06 03:34 PM)
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5891082 - 07/23/06 03:31 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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That is good that you realize that!
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Re: my take on it all [Re: 1orange]
#5892495 - 07/23/06 09:28 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
1orange said: Ever since i lost my ego one night the veil was lifted from my eyes and i remebered who i was or who i wasn't. we are one and the same you are me writting the post i am you reading this post we have been each other at least once for every life lived that soul has lived everyother life jesus was hitler and hitler was jesus he was also every single person he ordered to death as where you and me.
the thought of being alone and being infinite initially filled me with terror, you are figments of my imagination it is a horrible thought.
i'd say you hit the nail on the head. your the first person that has come to the same exact conclusion as me on both points mentioned. one i believe that i will have to live as everything at least once...and that means every living thing, not just humans. but with humans in mind, i will be hitler, i will be jesus, i will be a rockstar, a doctor, a bum, a quadrapalegic, a mentally challenged person, a starving child in Africa...
why? it doesn't make sense, but it's going to happen because it is possible. i might even live as the same person again eventually, i dont know. but i know you cannot exist unless i see through your eyes at least once.
anyway, yes the thought of infinity seems like hell almost, but its devised in a way which you never remember your last life. every new life is a new start, new parents, new body, new everything. so essentially, you never realize you are living forever. obviously things like mushrooms and peyote and other things have been planted on this earth to let you remember that you are not just mortal, you ARE God...
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Re: my take on it all [Re: nivek33]
#5892703 - 07/23/06 10:47 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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i honestly think that i wont be reborm on this planet anymore and thats why i realized what i came to realize. in this form im a mear mortal like a feather in the wind i have no say as to where i go. so i purchased the shrooms that led me to the trip that opened my eyes. just as the story or the plan dictated, so if i wrote my own story i know i wouldn't have discovered the truth. i could have lived this life unaware of the true meaning of my excistence, but i didn't i found out. why? thats not my happy ending 2012 the dead will walk the earth and humanity will be united and reborn into new ever lasting forms or able to pick and choose our own forms.
look at your own life if you are another character in the story just like me what does the potential of 2012 mean to you and your life. being reunited with loved ones that have passed taking on a new body, a new lease on a new life with the memories of the earth born one. i would appreciate the light alot more because i would remember the darkness of this world.
why? it doesn't make sense
it makes sense to me its the best way of white washing a soul no karmic dept everyone is equal. i mean some pretty nasty shit has been done on this planet and you/i done it and we done it to ourselves. on judgement day none will be judged all will be forgivin and made as new and our souls healed and refreshed
Edited by 1orange (07/23/06 10:59 PM)
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