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ChickenPotPie
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Hey Pub!!!
#5885815 - 07/21/06 09:16 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just wanted to say hi and comment on how great it is to see this board up and running like a champ. Back in my younger days ('99-'01) I lived on here and cannabisworld. Long story short, blown out back, OC addiction, and 4 years without a computer have left me a bit behind. I used to post all the time, but I can't remember for the life of me what my name was(thanks OC!!) Anyway, I've been lurking for about four months, and been enjoying the conversations and memories. I now mentor kids, so I have to stay away from any and all illicit activity (really) The board really is better than ever, and I can't wait to ask questions about all this slang and high tech stuff you useless druggies seem to have mastered Be good .
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RandalFlagg
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Oxy's are evil.
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Now I'm wondering who you were. Oh well, welcome home.
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ChickenPotPie
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I give that a double werd!! Yeah OC is the devil. My back hurt, I took them, I felt better. My "boy" says "snort them, it's SOOOOO good.... You can see where this is going. I've been clean off that crap for almost 3 years (cold turkey) and because I never could get my shit together, they couldn't ever get a chance to cut on my back. So that's cool. One problem was that when we moved back from AZ, I couldn't remember which computer store I dropped my CPU off at, so I lost that. And yeah, I wonder who I was too. If I had my old CPU...
Just Say NO
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Iamthewalrus
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ya I totally agree..oxy is some fucked up shit...I wonder how many of us who were posting a few years back(and before that) are now recovering from the addiction...I was doing so well before I started with that shit too...curiousity got the better of me and I had the access...I swore I wouldn't let myself get addicted like I had been to ritalin in teh past...I said to myself "U CANNOT GO DOWN THAT ROAD!" and yet I got totally sucked in...I had almost no control over it(I don't even realize what I've done until I'm sober usually) like it dosen't even register that I've totally fucked up once again...cause the drug makes u feel like your doing shit right
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Iamthewalrus
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I'm in withdrawl right now actually...was trying to plan it out with some xanax to sleep it away but looks like I'm gonna be going through the worst of it alone ...oh well least I have some relief to look forward too...right now I feel totally exposed and like I'm flippin inside out...like my insides are being eatin away by some type of acid...one thing that really helped was taking a long fuckin shower and just getting as clean as humanly possible lol
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Hey ChickenPotPie.
You taste gewd!
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Iamthewalrus
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sorry didn't mean to jack your thread a lil bit there dude...just lettin ya know your not alone
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ChickenPotPie
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I withdrew SO many times. I've had 2 hernia surgeries, a shattered face, broken ribs, cracked hip, been beaten as a child ect... But getting clean killed me. I made it out a few times before it got bad, but I guess I couldn't or didn't want to remember. I mean, I'd done it all (except meth) and I always had that under control right?? I made something out of my crappy childhood right? I didn't even realize I wa caught until I was. I agree with ya' man, there's a LOT of people out there who have this problem. I wish the best for you man, and if I can help at all, holler at me.
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ChickenPotPie
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: Boglyn]
#5885943 - 07/21/06 10:05 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm 99% vegitarian now. But I LOVES me a chicken pot pie.
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Iamthewalrus
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thx bro really appreciate it...I'm doing ok...I've gotten so used to withdrawling and I know how to deal with it a lil better now...I am basically in survival mode right now...I'm telling it fuck u I"m in control u can't break me...its the only way...if u feel like your broken it will beat u over and over and over and over in every possible way imaginable...it is the most pure form of agony I can imagine
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ChickenPotPie
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NO doubt. I used to soak in Epsom salt baths. Also the Burts Bees baths were good for me as I would freeze my azz off. They also help take out lactic acid and relax the muscles. I'd take 1-4 a day for a couple of months. After 2+ years at an average 100-200 mg a day (small cookies these days from what I hear) up my nose, it took me about 4 months clean to REALLY feel a live again. I mean, I felt good after a week or so, better after a month, but there was this day when I just felt like I could run like the wind. I have dreams about OC once in a while, but I don't miss it. I've taken Vicodin PLENTY of times since due to a serious injury, and the whole being waxed feeling just doesn't appeal to me anymore, although I can see why it did then. You'll beat this cold. Try the baths, I cannot say enough about them.
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Iamthewalrus
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hmm never even heard of the bath stuff...I think I'm gonna try this tonight...I need all the help I can get...I might get something for my teeth..the last time I went through this cold turkey I ended up strainin my jaw pretty bad from clenchin
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lemon_lw
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here is a list of all users that registered in 99 and havent been active since 02 (minus december cause i got lazy and users with less than 100 posts) do any of them ring a bell? if you find your name you can probably get the admins to reset your password. please take the time to look these over cause it was a pain in the ass to do this
Anyday kbone code shaker cheshire cat rev dr bong moonmage itolduso marleybob mm. Thelearner psilo cyber euronomous *hegz* red15 fluffybob younger now golden dragon rainbow psilocybe finantic nacho curious G violent-j trippyguy18 jayganja neophyte triguy buffalo trance Every1ShouldBAble2Post psi sutec stranger mojorisin521 major mushrooms newshroomer trippind cyberpunc carmex234 psylosymon barry mccafrey kriz leelu herukka revolutionist oleander lillskit ishmael pantrop nushroompharmerII mushmouth mindquester djweffa chestercopperpott walrus gadget druggie buddha
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5886144 - 07/21/06 11:35 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Goddamn half that list is familiar.
Iso old acct kthx.
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Iamthewalrus
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: Adden]
#5886191 - 07/21/06 11:59 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm gonna try my best not to sleep...cause the nightmares are a lil too much for me
I remember pretty much everything I dreamed about last night...at one point I was on this boat that was in the backyard of a place I used to live...but it was flooded with water...everyone on the boat was an opiate addict...and I learned quickly to stay away from teh outside because ppl were getting killed left right and center...I would see bodies floating in the water and eventually found out that it was a plot to kill off the opiate addicts...the police were running the boat and they we were there to be rid of...my family tried rescuing me but every attempt I made at escaping I was caught once again
this shifted into a situation where I was in a house that was mine but it wasn't...there were all these ppl there and I was afraid of being around them...they were all going out partying etc and I was gonna go with..but I couldn't move...they were pissed at me but I couldn't I was like a deer stuck in headlights
next thing u know I"m waking up after passing out from drugs + alcohol and not remembering anything to some guy whos involved with higher ups telling me if I didn't find so and so I was gonna be the one to take the bullet...ppl get coming in and out of the room and sometimes I would go with them...they were all these ppl in all these buildings outside in teh darkness waiting to shoot anyone who turned their light on down...and I was one of them...they were after me...everyone in the dream was either pissed at me or out to kill me...I could sense these ppl on teh roof using some type of technology to snipe me through it...they wanted me dead...and I couldn't move I didn't even know to lock the door...a deer in the headlights
and thats basically teh gist of it leaving out many details that would just take too long to explain
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Iamthewalrus
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should also mention opiate withdrawl nightmares feel more real then regular nightmares...I will never forget some of the dreams I've had...and last night I woke up many times drenched in sweat
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Adden

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They're the fucking worst, man.
Coke withdrawl nightmares aren't even as bad.
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Iamthewalrus
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: Adden]
#5886293 - 07/22/06 12:33 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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ya man theres nothing really worse that I can think of
time for some fight club :P my fav thing to do while in withdrawl...I've worn the fuck outta that dvd(one of the few dvd's where I own the original)
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Iamthewalrus
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awwww I Just scored some clonazepam...like 20 2mg for free...actually the person who gave them to me thought half of em were zanaflex(which is a muscle relaxer which could help with withdrawl) but after getting home I realized those pills have "clonazepam" written right around the pill and are also 2mg...so needless to say I feel 100x better...I think I actually feel high which I don't usually get from clonazepam
so basically 2 diff generic brands of 2mg clonazepam...life just got 1000x easier
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CaRnAgECaNdY
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Welcome back.
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ChickenPotPie
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Thanks boys and girls. I didn't recognize any of those names from '99. I've been trying to reconstruct that time (ate my babies for the first time in late '99) and it's a little hazy to say the least. I HAD to have posted before I, er', "found" my veggies right?? This is starting to kinda bug me. Maybe a couple of more Blue Moons and I'll get it
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lemon_lw
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how heavy of a poster were you? like thousands or hundreds? was your name a hard name or easy but just cant quite recall it?
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Iamthewalrus
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where did u hang out? I was mostly mushroom cult back then helping putting double tubs on the map(fuck I miss those days) in the very near future I'm gonna be diving back into hardcore mycology
Edited by Iamthewalrus (07/22/06 11:56 PM)
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Iamthewalrus
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lil side note...I took a shit load of acid(but I just dosed yesterday so its only mild)...I would have lost it without it...acid is one the best things u can do for opiate withdrawl ime...but this is not something most would want to dive into...I"m really not trying to brag but I am in complete control of acid...I can use it whenever I want and I never lose control..it is truely a tool for me
the person I went to get the clonazepam off of had no clue I had taken 20hits of primo cidl...we had a good discussion
it frees my soul
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ChickenPotPie
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Not a heavy poster, just enough to get my questions answered and trade a little chit-chat. Things were different back then, and honestly, that time was the peak of my drug using days, and weirdly enough, now that I'm sober, the dis-connect is HUGE. Man those first few PF tek runs (PF and different strains) were amazing! Perfect and SO potent! We STILL have people asking us if we might be able to get in touch with the "hook up" we had back then. It's been 4 1/2 years since I traveled down that path, and it'll be a few more at least, but I couldn't be who I am without what I was taught by our babies, good and bad. Well, at least I'm back in my once again worldly form. Who knows where it might lead??
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ChickenPotPie
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Anything to do with golf? Longball, ect??
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lemon_lw
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how bout gooball
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lemon_lw
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5889435 - 07/23/06 12:27 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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how bout longbong or longbone
longbong fits into your timeframe i believe
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lemon_lw
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5889442 - 07/23/06 12:30 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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yea longbong registered in 2000 last post early 2002 and spent alot of time in mush cult.
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ChickenPotPie
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5889449 - 07/23/06 12:33 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dam man, that COULD be me. I've grown up SO much since then, it's hard to say where my mind may have been at. Longbong 20%, Longebone .05%. It's almost like I wanted to keep my professional life and "secret" life seperate now that I look at it. What about e-mails? I KNOW I could pull all of them up if I dug a bit. Thanks for the help!!
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ChickenPotPie
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5889450 - 07/23/06 12:34 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nope, longbone's out then. Oh man, this could get me all tripped out
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Iamthewalrus
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hahah who cares your now chickenpotpie which I like anyways...5 shrooms for u bro for your withdrawl tips...I think I'm about to go soak in a bath of epsom salts but I might just crash out...the kpins have hit me pretty hard
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ChickenPotPie
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Hold it down man. My turning point came when I just admitted that I loved the shit!! I screamed it out my window. I mean fuck, if I didn't love it, then why was I dying to stay with it?? So I feel about OC the way I feel about a certain girl in my past. I loved her, I can see why, don't blame other men for being sucked in, but honestly, if I could get away with it, I'd probably kick the SHIT out of her!! Dirty lying murderous bitch!!! Sorry for the rant. I mean, I dream about both of these dirty bitches. Oh well, I beat them BOTH down in their own ways. Keep it up Walrus, it may take a while, but it's worth it!!
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Edited by ChickenPotPie (07/23/06 12:47 AM)
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Iamthewalrus
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I'm getting clean soon...I got shit I gotta get going on right now and this shit in shit is just not an option
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Iamthewalrus
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I fuckin hate oxy...turns me into a selfish prick...hating a drug and not being able to stop is painful
totally fucks up my goals too
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lemon_lw
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yeah i agree with walrus tat your chickenpotpie now (its catchy) but i think its still cool if you could figure it out.
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