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ChickenPotPie
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Hey Pub!!!
#5885815 - 07/21/06 09:16 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just wanted to say hi and comment on how great it is to see this board up and running like a champ. Back in my younger days ('99-'01) I lived on here and cannabisworld. Long story short, blown out back, OC addiction, and 4 years without a computer have left me a bit behind. I used to post all the time, but I can't remember for the life of me what my name was(thanks OC!!) Anyway, I've been lurking for about four months, and been enjoying the conversations and memories. I now mentor kids, so I have to stay away from any and all illicit activity (really) The board really is better than ever, and I can't wait to ask questions about all this slang and high tech stuff you useless druggies seem to have mastered Be good .
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RandalFlagg
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Oxy's are evil.
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habitat0789
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werd
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ToTheSummit
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Now I'm wondering who you were. Oh well, welcome home.
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ChickenPotPie
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I give that a double werd!! Yeah OC is the devil. My back hurt, I took them, I felt better. My "boy" says "snort them, it's SOOOOO good.... You can see where this is going. I've been clean off that crap for almost 3 years (cold turkey) and because I never could get my shit together, they couldn't ever get a chance to cut on my back. So that's cool. One problem was that when we moved back from AZ, I couldn't remember which computer store I dropped my CPU off at, so I lost that. And yeah, I wonder who I was too. If I had my old CPU...
Just Say NO
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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ya I totally agree..oxy is some fucked up shit...I wonder how many of us who were posting a few years back(and before that) are now recovering from the addiction...I was doing so well before I started with that shit too...curiousity got the better of me and I had the access...I swore I wouldn't let myself get addicted like I had been to ritalin in teh past...I said to myself "U CANNOT GO DOWN THAT ROAD!" and yet I got totally sucked in...I had almost no control over it(I don't even realize what I've done until I'm sober usually) like it dosen't even register that I've totally fucked up once again...cause the drug makes u feel like your doing shit right
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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I'm in withdrawl right now actually...was trying to plan it out with some xanax to sleep it away but looks like I'm gonna be going through the worst of it alone ...oh well least I have some relief to look forward too...right now I feel totally exposed and like I'm flippin inside out...like my insides are being eatin away by some type of acid...one thing that really helped was taking a long fuckin shower and just getting as clean as humanly possible lol
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splifner180
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rehi.
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Boglyn
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Hey ChickenPotPie.
You taste gewd!
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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sorry didn't mean to jack your thread a lil bit there dude...just lettin ya know your not alone
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ChickenPotPie
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I withdrew SO many times. I've had 2 hernia surgeries, a shattered face, broken ribs, cracked hip, been beaten as a child ect... But getting clean killed me. I made it out a few times before it got bad, but I guess I couldn't or didn't want to remember. I mean, I'd done it all (except meth) and I always had that under control right?? I made something out of my crappy childhood right? I didn't even realize I wa caught until I was. I agree with ya' man, there's a LOT of people out there who have this problem. I wish the best for you man, and if I can help at all, holler at me.
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ChickenPotPie
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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: Boglyn]
#5885943 - 07/21/06 10:05 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm 99% vegitarian now. But I LOVES me a chicken pot pie.
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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thx bro really appreciate it...I'm doing ok...I've gotten so used to withdrawling and I know how to deal with it a lil better now...I am basically in survival mode right now...I'm telling it fuck u I"m in control u can't break me...its the only way...if u feel like your broken it will beat u over and over and over and over in every possible way imaginable...it is the most pure form of agony I can imagine
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ChickenPotPie
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NO doubt. I used to soak in Epsom salt baths. Also the Burts Bees baths were good for me as I would freeze my azz off. They also help take out lactic acid and relax the muscles. I'd take 1-4 a day for a couple of months. After 2+ years at an average 100-200 mg a day (small cookies these days from what I hear) up my nose, it took me about 4 months clean to REALLY feel a live again. I mean, I felt good after a week or so, better after a month, but there was this day when I just felt like I could run like the wind. I have dreams about OC once in a while, but I don't miss it. I've taken Vicodin PLENTY of times since due to a serious injury, and the whole being waxed feeling just doesn't appeal to me anymore, although I can see why it did then. You'll beat this cold. Try the baths, I cannot say enough about them.
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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hmm never even heard of the bath stuff...I think I'm gonna try this tonight...I need all the help I can get...I might get something for my teeth..the last time I went through this cold turkey I ended up strainin my jaw pretty bad from clenchin
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lemon_lw
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here is a list of all users that registered in 99 and havent been active since 02 (minus december cause i got lazy and users with less than 100 posts) do any of them ring a bell? if you find your name you can probably get the admins to reset your password. please take the time to look these over cause it was a pain in the ass to do this
Anyday kbone code shaker cheshire cat rev dr bong moonmage itolduso marleybob mm. Thelearner psilo cyber euronomous *hegz* red15 fluffybob younger now golden dragon rainbow psilocybe finantic nacho curious G violent-j trippyguy18 jayganja neophyte triguy buffalo trance Every1ShouldBAble2Post psi sutec stranger mojorisin521 major mushrooms newshroomer trippind cyberpunc carmex234 psylosymon barry mccafrey kriz leelu herukka revolutionist oleander lillskit ishmael pantrop nushroompharmerII mushmouth mindquester djweffa chestercopperpott walrus gadget druggie buddha
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Adden

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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: lemon_lw]
#5886144 - 07/21/06 11:35 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Goddamn half that list is familiar.
Iso old acct kthx.
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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Re: Hey Pub!!! [Re: Adden]
#5886191 - 07/21/06 11:59 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm gonna try my best not to sleep...cause the nightmares are a lil too much for me
I remember pretty much everything I dreamed about last night...at one point I was on this boat that was in the backyard of a place I used to live...but it was flooded with water...everyone on the boat was an opiate addict...and I learned quickly to stay away from teh outside because ppl were getting killed left right and center...I would see bodies floating in the water and eventually found out that it was a plot to kill off the opiate addicts...the police were running the boat and they we were there to be rid of...my family tried rescuing me but every attempt I made at escaping I was caught once again
this shifted into a situation where I was in a house that was mine but it wasn't...there were all these ppl there and I was afraid of being around them...they were all going out partying etc and I was gonna go with..but I couldn't move...they were pissed at me but I couldn't I was like a deer stuck in headlights
next thing u know I"m waking up after passing out from drugs + alcohol and not remembering anything to some guy whos involved with higher ups telling me if I didn't find so and so I was gonna be the one to take the bullet...ppl get coming in and out of the room and sometimes I would go with them...they were all these ppl in all these buildings outside in teh darkness waiting to shoot anyone who turned their light on down...and I was one of them...they were after me...everyone in the dream was either pissed at me or out to kill me...I could sense these ppl on teh roof using some type of technology to snipe me through it...they wanted me dead...and I couldn't move I didn't even know to lock the door...a deer in the headlights
and thats basically teh gist of it leaving out many details that would just take too long to explain
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


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should also mention opiate withdrawl nightmares feel more real then regular nightmares...I will never forget some of the dreams I've had...and last night I woke up many times drenched in sweat
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Adden

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They're the fucking worst, man.
Coke withdrawl nightmares aren't even as bad.
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