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This recurring dream...
    #5885477 - 07/21/06 07:21 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

I keep having this recurring dream and each time I have it more and more is revealed. I only remember bits and pieces but it all involves an ex girlfriend I had a really hard time getting over. I'm not sure if I'm even over her yet because these dreams have me waking up wanting to get on my knees and beg for her back.

It's like the whole dream it's just me and her, talking and talking and I can't remember specifics but I never ask her to get back with me. We'll chill in the dream, and talk, and flirt, but we never talk about each other and the dream always ends with me searching for her apartment so I can finally ask her to take me back but I never find it in time, I always wake up and can't fall asleep again to finish it.

I loved this girl more than anything else in my life. I would have died for her...we connected on such a deep level I didn't think seperation was possible, but she ended up getting back with the guy she broke up with for me. This makes it the second time she's broken up with me.

She's a little younger than me, but seemed more mature than me. She seemed really legit and I felt safe where our relationship was. We never fought, always got along, and I really wanted her to be the one. I realize now, after being dumped twice out of the blue that she doesn't want me. I know this but I don't feel like it. She broke up with me right before 420 and I still feel the same way about her. I could pick right back up and be with her but I don't think it'll happen.


Every time I have this dream I just want to call her and try to get her back. I still feel like we belong together and I don't think she sees it. She's told me she's never connected with anyone like she has with me, and she's said girls would kill to have someone like me, but alas, she still broke it off.


Now I'm going to see her tomorrow night at a KMK show that's coming to town, and it'll be the first I've seen of her since that night. I'm really hoping something will just click inside her head when she sees me after this long break and she comes back. I've lost a lot of weight, I put myself back in school, and I quit smoking cigarettes. I've gone through a lot of self-improvement, for myself and in hopes of finding love again.


I don't know...I'm really lost and I don't know what to believe with her anymore. I'm still hooked though. She was perfect and I'd probably do anything to get back what we once had.

What's your opinion? Is this dream trying to tell me something or is it just false ambition. I have a lot of psychic moments many times a day, and I'm curious to see if this is maybe another omen or something.


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Re: This recurring dream... [Re: Newbie]
    #5885653 - 07/21/06 08:21 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

Personally my dreams resemble memory(s) of real life. Like last night, I was having sex with dead people at my work, who is one of my friend's sisters, using one of my friends condoms that he had already worn. But I couldn't orgasm, and my friend whose sister it is was there too, and I asked him to leave because I was master bating with the dead body. Don't ask me.. I sure hope my dreams aren't trying to tell me that I'm a really fucked up person.. lol. (my friends call me a necrophiliac, since I like girls that aren't very tan.) So no, don't take your dreams seriously, but maybe they are trying to tell you, it's time to get over your X.


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Re: This recurring dream... [Re: MustNotBe]
    #5886793 - 07/22/06 05:54 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

Your post reminded me of my ex. You need to get over her. Find a new girl that'll make you forget about her. She's already fucked you over twice and she'll do it again if you let her.

I know that's shitty advice, but it's true. It takes just takes a lot of time or a new girl. Took me more than a year to get over my ex of 3.5 years.


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Re: This recurring dream... [Re: fastfred]
    #5890445 - 07/23/06 12:49 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

I can't believe how much my dreams influence it though.  When I'm fully awake, fully conscious; at my peak of the day basically, I have no real desire to see her, talk to her...I mean yeah I still think about her but it's in my dreams when I get that real heartache.  The second after waking up has me at my most desperate point, but why?  I'm sick of starting days wishing I could get  back with the one who hurt me  twice. 

I know I'm basically holding onto an emotion I falsely thought we both shared, I just can't stop the dreaming.  I even think differently in my dreams too so it's not like I can just walk up to her and tell her to eat shit and die, because in my dream I'm a lost fucking puppy  :crankey:


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Re: This recurring dream... [Re: Newbie]
    #5901031 - 07/26/06 03:46 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

she dumped u for her ex, enough said

forget the dream, or take it as forget her, instead of trying to give her another go,


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Re: This recurring dream... [Re: Newbie]
    #5901427 - 07/26/06 09:26 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

I had a similar situation with a woman who had left her ex and I was who she victimized on the rebound before returning to her ex. Later, she wanted to leave her ex yet again and get back together with me.

I said "NO"!

You need to JUST SAY NO.

Being in love with a woman who can't make up her mind is no fun at all. You can't change your dreams but you can work towards regaining your emotional independence while you are awake. It sounds like you are still 100% emotionally dependent on this woman, and she is 0% emotionally dependent on you. Not good.

If you really want her back, become the uncaring asshole that most women are attracted to. Ignore her, treat her like shit, and she will be calling you and begging your forgiveness. Then you can spite fuck her and dump her and the cycle of abuse will be complete.


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