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leery11
I Tell You What!

Registered: 06/24/05
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: Silversoul]
#5885146 - 07/21/06 05:38 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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bukkake said: I don't want anyone to kill themselves, but I was struck by that comment. This world is devolving into a mess. I don't blame people for wanting to die.
not really dude, it's just different. there's plenty of beauty left, and sometimes man does something right and makes something beautiful too, if you know how to look at it right.
it would be really good to go lie or sit down somewhere in nature and not get up at all until you feel better.
bring some food and water and you have yourself a picnic/retreat.
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (07/21/06 05:38 PM)
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LiveByFreedom
Catalyst


Registered: 03/21/05
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: leery11]
#5885440 - 07/21/06 07:10 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hey man, i love you no matter what you've done in the past ok?
You've obviously put yourself through a lot of stress/anger, possibly for years, BUT you can help yourself man.
Think back to any moment in your life where you saw the light and saw that everything is going to be good, you saw that you really are a beautiful person and we all are.
We all have so many needless desires, and after so many years it's SO hard to step away from them. It's SO hard to see what you really are and what you can really do, but in all honesty you can have what you want, it takes work, years and years of work, but you can start now.
Please share with me or us, what you're thinking, what's caused you to want to kill yourself. PM me and let's talk, seriously. I can help you look at your situation in a different light, but you have to do the work to change yourself.
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MustNotBe
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I think you people are all to happy. But I'm sure there is something you enjoy in life that you want to live for? A few things? I figure so. And I'm sure you don't want to talk about why you want to suicide on here. But when life gets to hard. Just run away. Really... Go as far as you can, away from everyone. I like to just walk, walk til I cant. Or go to someone you trust, if you trust anyone. But even when you run away you might not want to turn around. Just keep going. But it helps get it out of you, or sometimes you'll emotionaly breakdown. Even though you probably want to be alone thats when you need to talk to a friend. At least that is a personal experience. But no matter what you do, lifes not worth wasting.
-------------------- Junkies United we stand , Devided we're sick as fuck. - - - "Hallucinations are something heroin users are not at all accustomed to," said Const. Conor King, Victoria police drug expert. "They react like you or I would react if we took Aspirin and all of a sudden the TV got up and started walking across the room." - - - Make drugs legal, or alcohol and tobacco illegal. Either way it's more fair.
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rod
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Registered: 06/29/05
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Just quit getting wrapped in the negative stuff. There is so much, to live for and enjoy. I know life can be a bummer sometimes, but it does go in cycles.  Get a pet to live for, very few people with pets, ever thing about ending things, because they know a another living creature is depending on them. Good luck
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carshissbymywinda

Registered: 03/18/06
Posts: 2,697
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a better person? you are who you are and that's that. it doesn't get any better than that. you're going to miss out on so much if you leave and you know that. face the pain don't bury it. take care.
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Dreamer987
The VerbalHerman Munster


Registered: 04/15/03
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Loc: Texas
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Good! why don't you fucking talk about it, and tell us whats wrong.
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fireworks_god
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: Dreamer987]
#5886547 - 07/22/06 02:52 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I don't think anything is wrong, he just wanted to express his interest in providing for the sporting goods department's increase in sales for the day. 
 Peace.
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JonnyOnTheSpot
Sober Surfer


Registered: 01/27/02
Posts: 11,527
Loc: North Carolina
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: Dreamer987]
#5886773 - 07/22/06 05:47 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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thanks for all the concern yall. i had a really bad night the other night.
theres alot wrong really..just alot of things building up and all colliding at the same time, no point in getting specific. my life isn't really going anywhere and i'm not proud of what i've done with it, so to strt i think i need to spend less time on the internet. i gotta get my shit together before it's too late.
it's time for a change. i'll be back once i figure some shit out.
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carshissbymywinda

Registered: 03/18/06
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Good to hear you wanna work things out in your life Take care peace man
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Dreamer987
The VerbalHerman Munster


Registered: 04/15/03
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Your life isn't going anywhere? Join the club. Its not a reason to end it. Than you just gotta start all over again in the next, and you really think the next ones gonna be any better? Its probly the same old shit, only you have to learn the same lessons again. Its good that you decided to talk about it, and even better that you'v decided to get off the computer, if its holding you back. Come back on in a few months, and tell us how good you are doing.
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trendal
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Registered: 04/17/01
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Loc: Ontario, Canada
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JonnyOnTheSpot said: thanks for all the concern yall. i had a really bad night the other night.
theres alot wrong really..just alot of things building up and all colliding at the same time, no point in getting specific. my life isn't really going anywhere and i'm not proud of what i've done with it, so to strt i think i need to spend less time on the internet. i gotta get my shit together before it's too late.
it's time for a change. i'll be back once i figure some shit out.
Take whatever time you need to sort your life out! I know you're a good guy and all you need to do is get things in order 
Much love, brother!
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Silversoul
Rhizome


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Loc: The Barricades
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: Dreamer987]
#5888164 - 07/22/06 05:11 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dreamer987 said: Your life isn't going anywhere? Join the club.
Quoted For Truth
If I took that as a reason to kill myself, I'd be dead several times over by now.
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SuperD
Cacti junky


Registered: 10/05/03
Posts: 6,648
Loc: The bridgesii bridge
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Re: i'm going to wal-mart [Re: Silversoul]
#5889175 - 07/22/06 10:26 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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my life is fucked too, but i'm still generally in a good mood most days. suicide isn't even part of the equation for me. i hope things are going well for the OP
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DarkFluFFy
Vapid Soul

Registered: 01/04/05
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JonnyOnTheSpot said: thanks for all the concern yall. i had a really bad night the other night.
theres alot wrong really..just alot of things building up and all colliding at the same time, no point in getting specific. my life isn't really going anywhere and i'm not proud of what i've done with it, so to strt i think i need to spend less time on the internet. i gotta get my shit together before it's too late.
it's time for a change. i'll be back once i figure some shit out.
Your going to die anyway, why do you need to go somewhere with your life? Why not just live and let the universe take you.
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