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Invisibledr_gonz
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    #5881018 - 07/20/06 11:04 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: dr_gonz]
    #5881064 - 07/20/06 11:22 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

I feel like that alot, ive never been happy living within the bullshit ways were suppost too.
Only time ive ever been really happy in myself was when i fucked off abroad for 3 months.
If i had any sense i should do the same thing again, then i could live in a life which i control and enjoy.
What is the point in sitting around day in and day out, all those days blending together like they don't even matter.
As soon as i get my car sorted i'm going to start disappearing alot more often.


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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: dr_gonz]
    #5881068 - 07/20/06 11:24 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

I propose that this society is designed to make you feel that way. So that you lose all hope and just go along with what is placed in front of you.

Understand that the so-called ruling class sees us as "The Common Man". We're treated as vulgar rabble barely fit to dress ourselves every day.
in terms of day to day society, we're not supposed to be truly happy. We're supposed to be enthralled by technology. We're supposed to subvert our true inner happiness and gauge it in terms of how much neat stuff we have. We're supposed to be good workers who don't question the boss.

It seems like you can see past the bullshit. Turn the system on it's head by turning depression into righteous, inspiring anger. Get mad at the degenerates who foist this on us like we don't even have the right to a decent existence. Get mad because we've gone along with it for so long!
Thoughts of suicide could indicate that you're ready for a massive change in your life.


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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: dr_gonz]
    #5881070 - 07/20/06 11:24 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

You are living an illusion of what you concieve to be the truth. The truth in what they tell you.
"Go out get a job, pay bills, start a family, blah blah, fuck. "

Why not go out and do what YOU really want to do. Have you ever thought to yourself,"boy i wish i could do this" Or "wow that would be really cool" Why not take those thoughts and do it. Stop self loathing, stop the misery. Start doing what you were ment to do.


Sound like a bitch if you got to turn to drugs to hide from the actual reality of the greater plan you were put here for.


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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: Corporal Kielbasa]
    #5881211 - 07/20/06 12:06 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

maybe you did choose to be here, and you forgot.

either way, you don't want to repeat the mistake if existing in an unsatisfactory world, by turning your cards in for another set.

you want free? you throw your life away and you'll have one again, I can almost guarantee it. but none of your problems will be resolved, and will carry their own momentum with you.
"It seems like you can see past the bullshit. Turn the system on it's head by turning depression into righteous, inspiring anger. Get mad at the degenerates who foist this on us like we don't even have the right to a decent existence. Get mad because we've gone along with it for so long!
Thoughts of suicide could indicate that you're ready for a massive change in your life. "

that's actually really profound!


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....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!


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Invisibledr_gonz
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    #5881662 - 07/20/06 03:03 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: dr_gonz]
    #5883342 - 07/21/06 12:19 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

Money is nothing. Literally.. they make it out of thin air. Our so called debt is numbers in a computer. It's the psychological aspect of slavery that is so valuable. The U.S. is not on the gold standard. We have what's called fiat currency, which means it's only accepted because the government says it should be. There's no precious metals behind it.

Still, money can make the difference between life and death. Isn't that fucked?

It's possible to survive with very little if you're willing to "work".
Hitchhike/bike around if you want to travel. Work odd jobs here and there. Exchange work for goods..cut out the cash altogether. this may require some sacrifices of the lifestyle you're used to but it might be better than suicide. In fact many people I've seen are slowly committing suicide by living their oh-so comfortable lives and ingesting all the delicious tasting and cool smelling toxins around us.


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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: Clean]
    #5883977 - 07/21/06 09:55 AM (17 years, 6 months ago)

Quoted from Goward Beale in the movie Network from 1976


[Howard Beale: I don’t have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It’s a depression. Everybody’s out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys a nickel’s work, banks are going bust, shopkeepers keep a gun under the counter. Punks are running wild in the street and there’s nobody anywhere who seems to know what to do, and there’s no end to it. We know the air is unfit to breathe and our food is unfit to eat, and we sit watching our TV’s while some local newscaster tells us that today we had fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes, as if that’s the way it’s supposed to be. We know things are bad - worse than bad. They’re crazy. It’s like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don’t go out anymore. We sit in the house, and slowly the world we are living in is getting smaller, and all we say is, ‘Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel-belted radials and I won’t say anything. Just leave us alone.’ Well, I’m not gonna leave you alone. I want you to get mad! I don’t want you to protest. I don’t want you to riot - I don’t want you to write to your congressman because I wouldn’t know what to tell you to write. I don’t know what to do about the depression and the inflation and the Russians and the crime in the street. All I know is that first you’ve got to get mad.
Howard Beale: [shouting] You’ve got to say, ‘I’m a HUMAN BEING, Goddamnit! My life has VALUE!’ So I want you to get up now. I want all of you to get up out of your chairs. I want you to get up right now and go to the window. Open it, and stick your head out, and yell,
[shouting]
Howard Beale: ‘I’M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I’M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!’ I want you to get up right now, sit up, go to your windows, open them and stick your head out and yell - ‘I’m as mad as hell and I’m not going to take this anymore!’ Things have got to change. But first, you’ve gotta get mad!… You’ve got to say, ‘I’m as mad as hell, and I’m not going to take this anymore!’ Then we’ll figure out what to do about the depression and the inflation and the oil crisis. But first get up out of your chairs, open the window, stick your head out, and yell, and say it:
Howard Beale: [screaming at the top of his lungs] "I’M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I’M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!" ]


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Re: You ever feel like your ultimate "program" is self destruction? [Re: Corporal Kielbasa]
    #5885474 - 07/21/06 07:20 PM (17 years, 6 months ago)

Hey. You can change yourself man, you don't have to view life like this, you can create your own rules.

I recommend getting the fuck out of your daily surroundings (i'm not talking about escaping your problems) for one day, at least, preferably in nature.

It takes years, decades of serious work to change yourself, but you gotta start sometime if you really wanna change.

I know that a lot of the time, i drown out what i'm thinking, how i feel. I don't usually think to myself "now where did this thought come from, what created it exactly, how do i change this?", but that's what it takes. You have to be in control of yourself as much as possible, and the more you work at it, the more free will you'll have.

I'm all fucked up in the head right now man, i've been going through lots of shit, and i'm looking at my gf getting an abortion atm. Every moment i choose not to take any action when i know i can, it's mental abuse, and it's sooooo fucked up that i do this to myself, we all do.

It's hard to act and not react to situations, but next time today that you're about to react to something, think to yourself why you're reacting this way, and how you can take action to further what you really want to accomplish.

We all need to focus on what we really want, not focusing on all the god damn obstacles in our path, but it's hard.

I do practice what i preach, but honestly i'm a fucking fool, and a lot of the time i don't practice what i preach.

I hope this helps you at all, and that you see that you can have what you want, and learn how to better deal with these obstacles, transform them.


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