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goobler
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#5861018 - 07/15/06 07:39 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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It was love at first sight, well not really To tell the truth, More like first kiss. Even at that time I knew you were what I wanted, All my dreams, desires, you completed me. Never failing always by my side, unyielding Steadfast, my rock. Neither of us knew what time would bring Only to find we’re still together after all, Together we build our future never once Having to ask what we wanted I knew, YOU KNEW Now, after all these years Gray hairs, children, life passes by All the things we did Never seeing what was really going on You control me My mind, my body, my soul Only now I see you for what you really are Robbing me of my family, my life, MY time Eventually everything ends.
I’m quitting drinking today…..
Forever
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OldSpice
Geritol Breath...


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Loc: Crankytown, Texas
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Cheers Goobs...we do good things
-------------------- So hard to be ....WDWGFH? Texas is humongus compared to France Our Gair, who art in Texas, Paw Paw be thy Name.... My friends are thirsty
You never see a motorcycle parked outside a Psychiatrist office
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goobler
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never again paw
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OldSpice
Geritol Breath...


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Loc: Crankytown, Texas
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Things change ...you cant go back and expect it to be like it was
-------------------- So hard to be ....WDWGFH? Texas is humongus compared to France Our Gair, who art in Texas, Paw Paw be thy Name.... My friends are thirsty
You never see a motorcycle parked outside a Psychiatrist office
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goobler
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I'll never know what it could have been...
this is gonna be fucking hard
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Organic
Lloyd

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Good luck Goobler, your friends here support you
How long have you been drinking the grain? I've fought(fighting is more appropriate, it never ends) opiate addiction that I thought I would never turn away from a few years ago. My father was an alcoholic my entire childhood and was abusive to my mother, brother, and myself. He kicked it though and has never looked back, so it can be done.
You have support and you are certainly intelligent enough to understand this is what *has* to be done and to then follow through on it. Feel free to PM me or anything.
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goobler
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a long time
23+years
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goobler
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I owe it to my children to get my head outta my ass
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Gillette
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good luck
-------------------- ~Earth is the Insane Asylum of the Universe~ A closed mind is a wonderful thing to lose.
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goobler
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thx sweetheart
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Corporal Kielbasa

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I wish my parents had realised these things. I think they are also realising it as we speak. Well maybe slightly.
I wish you much success.
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The_Hobbit
Bilbo Baggins


Registered: 04/06/04
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Cool. My friend's uncle just died at 56 because of drinking and my dad will die early because of it. Why bother? Save it for special occassions like a few glasses of wine when going out to dinner or on a hard day's night. If you cannot control yourself, then don't give in at all.
-------------------- Smoking my hobbit leaf... Please keep in mind that I am just a human being. Please read my posts carefully and interpret their meaning for yourself.
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Neon
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If you need help getting through WDs and nothing else is working, you could look into kanna (sceletium tortousum). It's a powerful mood elevator, the most powerful I've ever tried next to MDMA, and it's been used in alcohol rehabilitation. Drinking on kanna will make one ill, making alcohol less appealing. If you need any info on kanna let me know, I've used it extensively. You're one cool bastard I hope you beat this thing one way or another.
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shroomphunker
what an asshole


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Quote:
goobler said: I owe it to my children to get my head outta my ass
you are the fucking man, goobs. i know you can do this. get back into working out like a madman, and jam out to some good tunes!
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wrestler_az
PsiLLy BiLLy


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you are a good man, generous and loving to even the strangest of strangers. its seems to me you got the proper motivation, and i wish the best of luck to you. and once again, thanx for the tents 
-------------------- how's your WOW?
Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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goobler
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Re: .. [Re: Neon]
#5864468 - 07/16/06 06:32 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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anything I've quit I've quit cold turkey
but we'll see about this and hell, I'll save a lot of $$$
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OldSpice
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Ill quit with you Goobs, You might wanna give wellbutrin a try Its really good for curbing desires that will arise from time to time
-------------------- So hard to be ....WDWGFH? Texas is humongus compared to France Our Gair, who art in Texas, Paw Paw be thy Name.... My friends are thirsty
You never see a motorcycle parked outside a Psychiatrist office
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goobler
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I really dont take many pills, except vitamins
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Silversoul
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That's great, goobs. 
I'm proud of you.
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goobler
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Quote:
Silversoul said: That's great, goobs. 
I'm proud of you.
thanks guys
not that I have anything against alcohol , just need to try the other side
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dr_gonz
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0xYg3n
topdawg


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goodluck, Goobs.
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blissedout


Registered: 11/11/04
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Good luck, Goobler! I only wish the best for you, man!
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