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 Simisu
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 Cleaning 
#5853936 - 07/13/06 08:20 AM (16 years, 10 months ago) |
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my mom constantly nags about how dirty the house is and how she has to clean it, occationally she'll nag ME to clean it or help her. by all means i should help her! i should get off my numb ass and sweat untill everything is to her liking! i should be doing this without her having to ask! i should help with the dishes and i should occationally cook a dinner! i might even do my own laundry if i knew how 
and yet...
i don't!
i can't ever get over my ego or whatever it is, i can't EVER do any of this "right"!
if i clean, my mom will find SOMETHING wrong with what i did or how i did it or when or why... 
so i avoide it leaving my mom to take care of all of these things while i grow roots on my chair
when my perents go on vacation i always clean (although i don't bother cleaning the floors unless there's good reason to do so) and it's usually even FUN! i enjoy it!
i just can't handle it when it has to be in a certine time and a certine way 
so yeah... i just cleaned the house (all on my own) i cleaned my own room (which was running out of space with all the things laying around...) and now it even smells kinda nice
i was quite pleased with my self actualy untill she woke up and started asking me things implying that she's no satisfied with what i did... i ignored her untill i snapped and told her to stop asking me all these things because they no longer matter!
i think if she'd just SHUT THE FUCK UP once in a while i might actualy help with out being asked, and even manage to feel GOOD about it?
/end rant 
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 avapxia
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 Re: Cleaning [Re: Simisu]
#5853957 - 07/13/06 08:43 AM (16 years, 10 months ago) |
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Move out so you can be a slob in your own house.
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HarvestTheBrain
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Re: Cleaning [Re: Simisu]
#5854091 - 07/13/06 09:44 AM (16 years, 10 months ago) |
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show her this rant, it might help
or make her more pissed
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CaRnAgECaNdY
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Yup to both of thier ^^^^ answers. 
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Simisu
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well... thing is my perent's won't be that pleased if i'd move out
they'll consider it a "waste of money and time" they don't want me to "work a dead end job to pay the rent"
things with my mom are weird or maybe... i'm weird right now!
i don't feel like i have a right to say anything about what goes on over here so i rather not talk about it with her...
i might move out with my friend in a few months but untill then anything can happen i guess...
when i quit my job i was sure i'm either going to fly abroad or rent my own place (i chickend out on both ) i don't see any sense of getting a job and staying here either though!
i don't see any sense in doing anything actualy (yeah it's a problame...)
though i actualy feel kinda balanced lately (which is rather new to me so i'm guessing "something" is right?) more then ever anyway!
positive/negative
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