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wwonka
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This stopped me, literally
#5840099 - 07/09/06 07:47 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I had 1/16 of a chocolate that i know the potency of, and the age of. These mushrooms were recently used by a friend who said they were still potent, and last i experienced them they were still potent. (those were preemptive answers)
I ate it to celebrate the warm sunny days summer has to offer and to get a little vitamin d. For the first 45 minutes i was okay set and setting wise, but was being impatient with how slow/deep i was going. I was conciously thinking "they will take you where you are ready, when you are ready, go with the flow" etc but I couldnt help my impatience.
shortly after that (during that time i was experiencing CEV's and minor OEV's) a voice (my own ((i think))) came into my head and asked "You are doing this to learn?" and i said yes "Well then today will be useless" right after that a sign appeared in neon pastel colors that said "The End" and i opened my eyes, and was done tripping. I had a few more minor OEV's and my words weren't coming out right all the time. But i knew trying to get back in wouldnt work.
I am very intrigued by this occurence. I was wondering if anyone else had experienced something of this nature?
Also, thats basically the conversation, although i dont remember the exact words (if words were even used)
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leery11
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Re: This stopped me, literally [Re: wwonka]
#5840165 - 07/09/06 08:09 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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wow.
well that is very interesting. You know what it means more than we do. But maybe you had nothing else left to learn. Or you need to learn sobriety.
or mushrooms, to you, are for fun, not learning.
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wwonka
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Re: This stopped me, literally [Re: leery11]
#5840211 - 07/09/06 08:21 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I would be suprised if i had nothing left to learn. I have only recently began experimenting with entheogens and more recently been interested in them beyond 'just getting fucked'
But thats the marvel of it all i guess.
Also, I was wondering if different strains would offer different levels of spiritual/visual attributes. I used regular cubes and was wondering if there was something i could explore with next that would be more in tune with spirituality.
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leery11
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Re: This stopped me, literally [Re: wwonka]
#5840260 - 07/09/06 08:34 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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don't you think the mushrooms are telling you to look for spirituality elsewhere? or your brain is?
the buddhist approach to enlightenment is to abandon desire for sensory stimulation.
siddhis, magic powers, visions, etc..... come after enlightenment.....
if the mushrooms are spiritual, and they aborted your trip, don't you think you should heed that?
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (07/09/06 08:34 PM)
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wwonka
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Re: This stopped me, literally [Re: leery11]
#5840288 - 07/09/06 08:45 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Mushrooms opened my eyes to my own spirituality, I think I have a reliance on them for moving me forward. eg, if they opened my eyes why wouldnt they push me farther?
Without mushrooms i don't know what resources to tap. I'd like to read about spirituality but most books i pick up seem to advanced or discuss things i thoroughly do not understand.
Not that I'm dumb I just am new to the whole thing.
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SmokenBabyJesus
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Re: This stopped me, literally [Re: wwonka]
#5840615 - 07/09/06 10:12 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Read "Be Here Now" and "Journey Of Awakening" both are by Ram Dass and also read "Awakening The Buddha Within" By Lama Surya Das
they are easy to understand.. and I think they are my favorite books
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I've eaten 3 grams of mexican without it ever happening anything at all.
I've eaten half a gram and tripped my nuts off, thinking that the world (i.e me) would disappear into the darkness and such.
Its not possible to predict. Allthough in hindsight it is.
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