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fireworks_god
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This post is also representative of your internal dialogue, which, no doubt, is clearly responsible for your experienced state of mind.
I suspect your thoughts are entirely overactive and that you have not maintained any sort of discipline in your thoughts, which has probably been aggravated further by usage of psychadelics.
I think you need to find some comfortable setting to immerse yourself in, and start to take the role of the impartial observer. There is clearly a lot of attachment to negative emotions in your oppurtunity. In actuality, I think it might be more important for you to begin consciously changing your internal dialogue, the impartial observer can bear witness later (or at the same time).
Its as simple as sitting down, writing who you really wish to be, the way you want your mind to work, and then coming up with affirmations to begin the transformation. For example, in place of this...
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my life is being wasted
Try "My life is a fufilling experience".
And so on. If you have a "thought disorder", it is time to start thinking new thoughts, and energizing them. Obviously, the mind has already formed a way of operating, but this can be changed. Every time you tell yourself "My life is a fufilling experience, my mind enables me to live my life as I wish", etc., there are bound to be contradictory thoughts that scream "Bullshit! My life sucks! My mind is destroying myself and my brain!". Not only that, but the thoughts will also inflict negative emotions upon you in order to justify to you that they are the correct ones....
All the more reason to put more and more energy into the thoughts that you need to start living your life effectively again. It truly is that simple, my friend, and employing this will be as easy as you make it out to be, if you know what I mean.
I suggest finding a copy of Handbook To Higher Consciousness by Ken Keyes Jr. I wish we could find an e-book of it to attach to threads like these, as Huehue has with the Castenada books... we could truly help some people this way. Anyone know where to find it?
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If I should die this very moment I wouldn't fear For I've never known completeness Like being here Wrapped in the warmth of you Loving every breath of you
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I haven't been able to find it in e-book format, but this link contains many of the central ideas:
http://community-2.webtv.net/babaluie/LivingLoveThe/
Keyes based his books upon the work of Dr. Albert Ellis, so you will also find these Rational Behavior Therapy methods here:
http://www.squidoo.com/rebt
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stuck is good sink into it with your mind in all directions and in this way you can get a bit looser. remember to go backwards in order to make any advances it's a looking glass world in here.
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Become another person. Design the person you want to be...like if you were playing D&D. Then become that character and adopt their attributes and beliefs. When you tire of that person create another character to become. Soon you'll see that you are nobody with unlimited potential to be or do whatever you desire. A web forum is a great place to start practicing personal change of this sort...then move it to real life.
-------------------- "A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That's control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go. That's abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind. No one can push him; no one can make him do things against himself or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive, and he survives in the best of all possible fashions." ― Carlos Castaneda
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Huehuecoyotl
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"I suggest finding a copy of Handbook To Higher Consciousness"
I am reading it right now...it is very powerful. Icelander gave it to me...
-------------------- "A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That's control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go. That's abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind. No one can push him; no one can make him do things against himself or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive, and he survives in the best of all possible fashions." ― Carlos Castaneda
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fireworks_god
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Convert it to e-book! 
Even if you do not strictly adhere to the system that he has created, it is still quite useful. In fact, I'd recommend to others to not follow "The Living Love Way", or whatever, but to simply realize what is being presented and to apply it. I'd imagine it gets dismissed as another self-help book too much, but it is really directly connected to some timely wisdom and so on and so forth.
It was this book that brought me to start the path of really bringing awareness into myself, to quest to understand and to apply... 
 Peace.
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If I should die this very moment I wouldn't fear For I've never known completeness Like being here Wrapped in the warmth of you Loving every breath of you
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I may give it a try , but that is a long process to scan every page...
-------------------- "A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That's control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go. That's abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind. No one can push him; no one can make him do things against himself or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive, and he survives in the best of all possible fashions." ― Carlos Castaneda
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Huehuecoyotl
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Have you checked the limewire and edonkey networks? I just checked bittorrent and found nothing. I found the Castaneda file on a publishers ftp unpassworded. It is a sample product I believe.
-------------------- "A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That's control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go. That's abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind. No one can push him; no one can make him do things against himself or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive, and he survives in the best of all possible fashions." ― Carlos Castaneda
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