Wow, I'm still buzzing from when went down today on my shopping trip to the local bead, leather, and stone store for some new rocks to work/play with.
A week ago I went into the store to buy a new stone for some third eye work, as well as the giant lingam I've already posted about.
The lady behind the rock/crystal/stone counter is very special. I could sense this the first time I went into the store and bought my moqui marbles and a few other rocks. She seemed to have a very serene and ballanced energy about her. I got the imrpession that if there really are "indigos" or "lightworkers" she was it. I told her on first visit about my run-in with brother fox in my totem -- and she used her medicine cards to help me understand better.
Fast forward to last week. I go in, pick my lingam and ask for her sugestion on a rock for some third eye work. That's all I said. She opens an old book, studdies it for a second and then whisks me down the counter and pulls out a tray of rocks. She hands me an oval piece of snowflake obsidian with a flat back. She sticks it to her third eye and goes, "see like this!" I bought it on the spot...
Ok, well that dosen't sound wierd right? Well, I come to find out after using this stone that it's astrological sign it's alligned with is Sagittarius. I'm a Sagittarius! It also is a stone of "uncovering" -- helping one remove blocks in their spirit/psyche in order to continue forward progress. It's also not particularly "third eye active". . .
I had a serious blow-out in my home sunday. Many, many repressed feelings were released. I feel "recapitulated" in a way. After the drama, I returned and researched and found all this out about the obsidian. I was in shock...it was if this lady KNEW that I needed this stone at this time to release what was bottled up.
Fast-forward again to today. I have my stones researched this time, and I go in looking for the Aqua Aura Crystal (quartz treated with gold) and some amyethyst. . . She's busy helping others, but soon walks by me, touches my shoulder and says "hi hon, I saw you come in but ive been helping others, what are you looking for..."
I then told her about the aqua aura I was interested in..and as I looked them over I told her about the stone and how it had really been so synchronistic in my recent life. I told her how I'm a Saggitarius and how the stone turned out to have an affinity with that sign. I also told her that I asked a friend two nights back, "damn I feel like Mercury is retrograde again..." and turns out I was right!
After this exchange another customer walks over to us. She's about mid-40's, dressed in professional office clothes. The saleswoman picks up a crystal on the counter and gasps lightly and says to the other customer, "Oh wow, I just felt a baby being born!"
The other customer instantly goes, "yes, a boy...I can see what your feeling". . . At this point I got the idea that these two women (saleswoman and customer) were friends or knew eachother.
The other woman then tells me that every time she comes into the store, the saleswoman and her always end up in a triangle with some other customer. She then tells me a little about herself and how she has visions in her dreams and does alot of crystal work.
I spent about an hour with these two women. Both highly, highly psychic. I have NEVER been around such openly psychic people, or psychic-types at all!
I tried my hardest to project confidence, openess, love, and total acceptance. I couldn't help but feel like a 3rd grader in front of some older middle-school kids. 
I told both women about my intense bout of sleep paralisys, along with the deafening drone inside my head I would wake up to in-between the paralasys...Instantly, both women seemed to "tune into" my story and go "inside my head" and "see/feel" what happened to me..(thats my best guess) because they started to interupt me and finish eacother's sentences. . .
When I said, "I remember fighting to move--" and was told, "You were being held..." and I said, "by an echo of myself, or a famillier?" and both women tried to say, "no...androgenous...*gasp*...it's your.." the other woman finished with, "guide" and the salesclerk finished with, "like your guardian angel of sorts".
They seemed in total agreement that that night I was being contacted by a higher entity, and that my feelings of "otherness" in the room combined with feeling bound up and hearing this insanely loud droning in my head had somthing to do with it. The saleslady also told me that it's a part of me, or becoming a part of me, making me a multidimensional personality/person.
They kept picking out stones/rocks and showing me them...I ended up buying the following:
-Lepidolite -Fuschite -Aqua Aura point -plantinum & silver quarts crystal -Iridium and quartz crystal -astrophyllite point
I'm going to take these women's sugestions on these rocks. They booth seemed to "see" somthing in me just as I could "sense" somthing in them. They both told me in their own words that they knew, "your ascending, reaching for enlightenment...you're on the right track, everything is going just right!"
They also encouraged me to contact this entity that they were so adamant about me being contacted by.
As I was checking out, the saleslady sharpened up and said, "Jesse"...your spirit guide's name is jesse...hm..but it's spelled funny, "Jesfe"...she wrote it down for me. 
As I left, she came out from behind the counter and gave me a hug! 
She also gave me a 20% discount (employee discount I assume?) on my whole purchase...additionally, looking over my new rocks/stones, I discovered she never charged me for this one polished gem. I have no idea what it is (she didn't give me the name written down like the others)...but, I remember seeing it on the counter and her saying, "here this stone is for you...hold it! It's been waiting for the right person, and I'm pretty sure it's you!"
So I got "gifted" a stone! I think this stone along with a few others gifted to me are somehow a little more special than the others...Things given freely from the heart resonate so pure for me!
Anyway, this lady is very special. . . I asked her at one point, "I could tell the last time I was here that you "knew" somthing about me...I wasn't sure but I knew..." and she replied, "I don't know how I know the things I know, but I thank Spirit every day for it!"
I could just feel the trifecta of us raising our energies higher and higher as we talked about esoteric and mystical experiences, esp, clarvoyiance, dreams, and spirit guides.
Funny, me being 23 and these lady's both being in their 40s-50s didn't seem to alter their level of respect for me. I know that cultures where shamanism is still active, there are somtimes very young shamans that even the elder medicine men consult for answers. I guess it raised my confidence in my own level of attainment in some strange way. I realized that just because I'm a youngin' dosen't mean I can't know the unknowable!
It was interesting too, because I was a young male, the sales lady looked very "earthy" and the other lady customer looked like she belonged in a law firm office. All three very diffrent lives, but all three of us understood the "unity of all" and discussed how we are all mirrors for eachother.
I remember getting a dizzying sensation when I chirpped up the following, "One of the greatest lessons I have learned in my 23 years is that we are all mirrors for eachother. I look at my dog and I see myself. I look at the chair, and I see myself..." I got nothing but warm approval, smiles and nods from these two women.
I just had to share this story because of how GOOD inside it made me feel. I really had a rough Sunday with my family...I'm lucky im not out on the street today...but through it all, I can really feel that things in my life have taken a turn for the better--the relationships I have now are more open and honest. I intend to keep them that way.
Namaste -MM
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i'm suprised neither of them told you that the droning/sleep paralysis would indicate you're waking up at the border bettween awake and OBE. allow the drone to wash over you and fill you completely, relax into the paralysis and you'll wind up out of body if you're interested in that sort of thing. it will get very intense, you have to keep going with it if you wind up out of body, and its not hurting you/going to even though it may feel like it.
tip: it helps to have very clear goals before you wind up out of body. also, your first 50-100 will probably be just learning how to move. i would reccomend asking for help from jesfe. assuming they are correct he/she/it will be able to help you accomplish whatever goals you set.
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