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daimyo
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Fuck
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Family history of schizophrenia and heart troubles. Rare disease that'll probably kill me by 35. Got some good friends that care, but none like whiskey. Homicidal rages from time to time make my blood heat to boiling and my mind go blank. Usually brought on by the lackadaisical pieces of shit that currently inhabit my country, and the scumbags that run it.
I'm a danger to myself and society and I don't give a fuck.
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818360 - 07/04/06 12:06 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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some1whoisntme
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818361 - 07/04/06 12:07 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Uh, you don't sound like you're in a good mood. Might wanna put the bottle down?
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daimyo
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Haven't even picked it up yet.
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daimyo
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What the hell are you doing here this early on your birthday?
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818372 - 07/04/06 12:09 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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At least we have something in common. Just made me feel more comfortable about the shitty hand I got dealt.
Throw in some crippling social anxiety and genetic high blood pressure, too.
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818377 - 07/04/06 12:10 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm schizophrenic, and it isn't so bad...
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king_cobra
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818380 - 07/04/06 12:10 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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you're not alone buddy..
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818384 - 07/04/06 12:11 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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you could always be wheel chair bound, touched with downs syndrome, and a virgin....
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818402 - 07/04/06 12:13 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's only 11pm here.
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Re: Fuck [Re: Jim]
#5818405 - 07/04/06 12:14 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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My APRN tried to trick me off the tranquilizers the other day. I mean fuck, if she thinks my diagnosis is a bit off or needs to be tweaked, fucking tell me, don't misinform me about Abilify after I see your drug reps leaving. I might have to find a real shrink. Fucking FUCK FUCK.
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818414 - 07/04/06 12:15 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I like abilify and its the only thing that really worked for me...
except haldol, but try functioning normally on that...
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daimyo
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That's what I mean. Shouldn't you be out and about? Doesn't anybody like you?
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king_cobra
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818430 - 07/04/06 12:20 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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i think his birfday is tomorrow..
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yeah, it's not my birthday yet.
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: dr_gonz]
#5818443 - 07/04/06 12:24 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yea, I'm in there damn near all the time. Put 40 pounds on my bench in the last 2-3 weeks, and almost 30 on my military press.
You still at it?
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Re: Fuck [Re: Jim]
#5818446 - 07/04/06 12:25 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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She said, "Abilify will take care of your slight OCD, your anxiety, and your [situational] depression".
From abilify.com, "A Treatment Option for Schizophrenia and Bipolar I Disorder".
Since I've given her my entire medical history for treatment, she knows I have genetic high blood pressure with a family history of diabetes (both sides).
As well as a heart murmur that will kill me before I can even worry about being "over the hill".
Possible side effects: tachychardia, increased blood pressure, and seizures.
Great, my fucking heart will explode. Thanks doc!
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daimyo
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I see said the blind man. All the best to you tomorrow then. Got any good plans?
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818457 - 07/04/06 12:27 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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at least your not on sequel.. that shit put me in a coma...
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818458 - 07/04/06 12:28 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Good to know I'm not the only one that's all fucked up. Damned genetics.
Up side is we can do whatever we want without much regard for the possible long term consequences.
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818459 - 07/04/06 12:28 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Couldn't you make a fortune as the head chef in a classy restaurant? If you don't already?
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Re: Fuck [Re: Jim]
#5818470 - 07/04/06 12:33 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was on Seroquel. It *made* me schizo. Knocked me the fuck out on higher doses though.
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king_cobra
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818473 - 07/04/06 12:33 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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are heart murmur's really that bad? i have one but was led to believe that it was nothing to worry about..
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818475 - 07/04/06 12:34 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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gonz - good to know you're over it. Now get in there and get back to beastly. I need to get more into running. It's the only area I slack. Heavily concentrated on bulking up lately since I got lazy for a few months. Won't stop until I'm a gorilla now 
S_2 - I'm nothing of a chef. I like cooking for friends, family, and self. Money isn't an issue either.
Thought about opening a restaurant, but the stress would almost certainly put me under.
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Depends what kind of murmur you have.
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: dr_gonz]
#5818490 - 07/04/06 12:39 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Not yet. Have considered it, but until I reach a plateau I can't get over I won't give it any real thought. For now I'm motivated through the fact I KNOW I can be much better physically.
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818492 - 07/04/06 12:40 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Breakfast with the grandparents, then I'm getting drunk.
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: dr_gonz]
#5818506 - 07/04/06 12:43 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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HT - sounds like a good way to do it. I'll be sure to slam a few in your honor tomorrow.
gonz - thanks, you do the same. And happy 4th to you and yours.
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818508 - 07/04/06 12:43 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was taking 1600mg of seroquel a day, prescribed...
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Re: Fuck [Re: Jim]
#5818510 - 07/04/06 12:44 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Jesus christ!!
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daimyo
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Re: Fuck [Re: Adden]
#5818514 - 07/04/06 12:46 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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That would have my dick in the dirt.
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Re: Fuck [Re: daimyo]
#5818529 - 07/04/06 12:53 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
daimyo said: Family history of schizophrenia and heart troubles. Rare disease that'll probably kill me by 35. Got some good friends that care, but none like whiskey. Homicidal rages from time to time make my blood heat to boiling and my mind go blank. Usually brought on by the lackadaisical pieces of shit that currently inhabit my country, and the scumbags that run it.
I'm a danger to myself and society and I don't give a fuck.
Indulge your impulses. When your impulses move to change, indulge them.
When you die, you'll just wink out. Just no record, nothing.
If you believe in an afterlife, it will most likely not be a singular consciousness entity.
But, that would essentially be like winking out, only, you don't know you've joined into a greater "being".
Sort of a damned if you do, damned if you don't scenario.
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Re: Fuck [Re: GnuBobo]
#5818546 - 07/04/06 01:00 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Will you adopt me?
srsly
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GnuBobo
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I stole your avatar for a 4th of July email. I think it would be incestuous.
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Re: Fuck [Re: GnuBobo]
#5818683 - 07/04/06 02:14 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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hey everybody! so whats the topic tonight? and y hasnt anybody started a LNC?
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Re: Fuck [Re: JoeCool]
#5818699 - 07/04/06 02:26 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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