It was actually my second time, but the first time wasn't strong enough to count.
I'll give you all some background info on how much experience i had prior(which was not very much). First time shrooms - laughed alot, puked, followed by depression. Second time shrooms - minor visual weirdness, followed by puking.
To start i bought one hit which was from the same batch my sitter had previously taken and told me had had a pretty scary ride. I dropped the lucy at about 9, and smoked up some bowls with my sitter. I was blasting off an hour and a half later. I wasn't lost and i had I knew who i was and everything, but the visuals were amazing. Everything had life to it and it synched with me. Made me have little giggle fits. I remember seeing a towel that changed to so many different images. It first resembeled some were two faced design and then another weird cat, and then a gorilla I was basically yelling at excitement at this moment.
My thoughts at one point began leading into pretty sick stuff. Clown faces with knives, in their hands, sick bunny's weird stuff. The scariest part was after eating a chocalate chip cookie, i looked at my hands and i saw several wounds in them. My sitter was luckily able to avert me from this and i realized it was actually chocalate on my hands and i wiped it off. we decided to play uno but I could not play i kept throwing the cards in the pile! but that got rid of the bad mainly.
I'd also like to mention that through this whole time, colors would be constantly morphing and i'd be seing people in colors i'd never seen. Such insane colors that would constantly move. posters were also breathing (and man were they trippy poster).
At this part, i looked up at this giant american flag on the wall. And it just breathed, i saw flying creatured, demons goblins, elves, weird creatures you cant describe, and then yoda?wtf?!
So moving on, I then decided to start drawing, This was such a weird part. I just got the sudden urge to draw, even though i never draw in my life and im not good at it. I was stunned at what i was drawing. It all looked so good and was making crazy faces. In the end i just started scribbling circular wavy patters, and then done! a masterpiece i didnt look at it anymore. (it was actually quite a terrible picture once i saw it sober)
This was the most life changing and trippy part of the whole experience. My friend decided to go to sleep and i thought it was cool and that i had stopped tripping for the most part. I started playing video games and they were pretty fun and alive, weirdly purple. I decided to lie down on the couch and i was looking at this poster on the wall of hendrix and it is a trippy poster as itself, bot as i looked at it, his face seemed to change the way it was shaped. First it was regular many colors, then the black crawled and formed his face. His nose was quite weird.
Now this was the most spiritual part for me. Jimi hendrix seemed to judge me. I was infront of him, and he was judging me. But i grew up. I became experience. I became a higher being. More mature. Like i was opening things never seen before by the normal man.
This was the point where i decided to try to go to sleep (which was impossible!) i kept thinking i want to go outside and see how things are, how i will see them in this new birth form, and how i will experience everything like ive never seen it before, and oh was i amazed by the time i got out there.
After hours of sitting there and thinking about random weird stuff like am i going mad? Did i bring out a mental illness or have i just been enlightened? I kept seing weird faces in the walls and floors but it wasnt as intense.
And this was the best part. I Go for a walk at about 8 or something in the morning and i dont really remember if i got sleep but i doubt it. When i walked outside wow! The afterglow was the most amazing part. It was like they repainted the town all these new colors. The birds were so live and free and it was just amazing and beautiful everything. I really was experiencing the world as a newborn.
Life changing, stunning, amazing, insane, and breathtaking.. Probably a thousand more words to describe it.
Thank you for reading it, it really helps writting it down cause its been on my mind and i feel like i need to share it. Get it off my shoulders. I appreciate any comments.
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That poster is fucking sick....
btw I could see like how you would think that poster judged you, espically when your frying.
-------------------- Trodding through creation in a irie meditation. As they walk through my garden and steal my fruit, damn devils in a three piece suit. yeah they walk through my garden and eat my fruit damn puppets, the boys in blue.
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