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LuNaTiX
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I'm at a loss of spirituality
#5812216 - 07/02/06 11:43 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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At one point I was so sure about everything, but about 6 months ago I litterly went insane for a good 3 months I spent in and out of the hospital on and off different medications. It was hell, thats all I can say to describe it; its like one big all natural acid trip, except theres no way to know you are tripping.
So now I have a new appreciation for life in a sense, my eyes are opened just a little bit more to new ideas, I believe it was because of an ego loss. I'm more kind and gentle and patient when it comes to various situations in life.
So with that said, I'd like ask you people of the shroomery to try to breifly explain there spirituality concept, I like hearing about other peoples ideas and concepts now and then.
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: LuNaTiX]
#5812225 - 07/02/06 11:48 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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This reality is composed of a pure energy that interlocks and connects everything to it. All action/non-action that takes place in this world is composed of vibrations of this energy. Death is a blank void just as it was before birth.
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LuNaTiX
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: Syle]
#5812248 - 07/02/06 11:56 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nicely said , when you look at the atom, thats all that it really is; its just negitive and positive energy.
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shymanta
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: LuNaTiX]
#5812277 - 07/02/06 12:03 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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LuNaTiX said: Nicely said , when you look at the atom, thats all that it really is; its just negitive and positive energy.
And a lot of empty space... void.
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: LuNaTiX]
#5812331 - 07/02/06 12:15 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I went through a similar experience. I knew where I was in life. Everything seemed to make since back then. I had been on meds from about age 8. At about age 25 I decide the doctors have used me as a guinea pig long enough and stop taking any pharms. This was a complete loss of who I was. I lost my "designer personality".
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LuNaTiX
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: shymanta]
#5812597 - 07/02/06 02:20 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Are you on meds now? what exactly happened when you stopped taking them if you don't mind me asking.
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: LuNaTiX]
#5813001 - 07/02/06 05:08 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I am curious now too shymanta...
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: Syle]
#5813718 - 07/02/06 09:22 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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LuNaTiX said: Are you on meds now? what exactly happened when you stopped taking them if you don't mind me asking.
Don't mind a bit. Not on any pharmaceuticals now. Herbal remedies are a different matter.
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Syle said: I am curious now too shymanta...
I had a certain way of doing things that worked well. A way of thinking about things or looking at things that worked. A self-esteem that was well balanced. An outlook on life that was good and pretty well set in place. What ever chemical balance was struck by having these meds in me every day for 17 years was destroyed when I stopped taking them.
It was like all of my patterns, habits and ways of doing things was erased. (Not all habits, still addicted to sugar.) It felt(feels) like I was robbed of all that I had worked for to become a balanced and well oriented person. I am glad I stopped the meds, though. Even though I felt robbed, I see it as a new beginning. A chance to start over with who I am and who I will become.
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: shymanta]
#5813744 - 07/02/06 09:30 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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start over if you like
but don't expect it to happen
this is it...
You a born again christian?
I'm nothing.
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shymanta
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Re: I'm at a loss of spirituality [Re: Schwammel]
#5814089 - 07/02/06 11:10 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Schwammel said: You a born again christian?
No.
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#5814358 - 07/03/06 12:54 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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1. You can't "look" at an atom. 2. There is no real way of knowing anything. 3. Being insane is hell, I know.
I remember going around at the Roskilde festival 2005 going "how the fuck does ALL these people fit into my head, and god damnit I have a fucking good imagination to hallucinate so many different faces and shapes and yattayattayatta". And that was a good 3 months since I wigged out on acid. I don't remember much of the festival itself, nor do I clearly remember the bands I watched. I smoked 18 grams of hash and drank ... I have no idea how much beer ... in three days, to rid myself of deja-vu and head-fuck. It didn't work.
It made it worse.
4. Spirituality isn't a concept imho. It is something, or that, which cannot be defined. The underlying of all and everything. The fundament of why/how/when/which/who and so on.
Spirituality is the belief that there is something behind the curtains. Perhaps not reason nor meaning. Perhaps not afterlife. Perhaps not eternity. Perhaps not an answer, or even a question. Perhaps it is not even what it was. Perhaps it is not constant change. Perhaps it is not static. Perhaps it is not dynamic. Perhaps it is not. Perhaps it is not void. Perhaps it is not space. Perhaps not death. Perhaps not existence. Perhaps not movement. . . . But perhaps.
Maybe, just maybe ... I don't know.
Maybe I don't know. Maybe I do. Maybe I don't grow. Maybe I do.
Maybe this is so, or maybe it is not. Whenever it is low, I find what I thought.
Maybe I should go, or maybe I should not. Theese seeds I will sow, .....because...... the battle has been fought.
The spirit is the poet within, it is the soul without the sin. Where can it be held? Seen, heard or smelled?
Noone can never nothing be akin.
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LuNaTiX
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Nicely said, I appreciate your post. I Hope you find an answer, even thought it may not last
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