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AA2277
Resident DiphHead


Registered: 05/06/06
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Most Intense Night Of My LIFE (long)
#5801161 - 06/28/06 10:39 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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may i say before hand thank you to all who read this. Ive learned alot through this experience, or maybe just wont ignore common sense anymore. HERE IT IS:
Ok, so last night, out of an impulsive decision, i walked down to albertsons and grabbed two boxes (after long time of considering) of DXM. Just normal syrup. thats...708 mg. two four ouncers.
thus began the craziest night of my life...i will try to give you as much as i remember.
+20 minutes...about 10:00
god this shit is nasty aftertaste... Lights just have solid orange around them, having trouble walking. I make my first mistake, going inside. Music is nice, i get on IRC.
+45 minutes
Music has gotten slowed and warped, badly confusing, so i just turn on some lowercase (ambient noise) and turn the light out. I get a girls number from my chat room. This was a god send.
+1.15
The letters on my screen had gotten very very jumbled, everything was becoming solid colors. I couldnt walk well, and i couldnt stop talking to myself. I decided to book it upstairs with a cup of water and try to fall asleep.
+1.20 I decide to smoke a cig, probably the worst thing i couldve done. This made it kick in massivly. My constant talking had become like this:
"you wont survive!" "we have to survive! we will survive" "no you wont, you cant" "i will, will will will will will will willlillliliilililllililililil"
i couldnt stop talking, and my voice sounded like a robot. I kept saying this is what they want for you also. I couldnt handle seeing any part of myself and it made me fall over. I tried to drink, but i spilled it all over my bed. I couldnt focus my eyes, and i was having alot of siezures.
+1.30 PEAK I tried to stand up and go refill my cup. The reason i spilled it, i had realized, was because i couldnt stop talking, even when i was drinking. My voice had gotten a very deep echo to it. I fell over onto the ground and looked up at a towel that was next to me.
The towel turned into a turtles head, and it walked over me. My room had changed into a prehistoric island and i was seeing all these dinosaurs and turtles walking around. I shook myself and tried to ignore it.
Walked into my bathroom and looked at my eyes. Seeing myself made me sad, but i couldnt resist. I didnt really realize that whatever this thing was was acutally me. It was moving alot and talking to itself. My eyes, well, there was no color. It was eniterly pupil, cept for a mm or two thick ring of color around the edge, not even that much. It looked like my pupils were all cloudy, but it was probably my mind.
+2.00
things get cloudy at this point. from waht i remember everything was making noise, lots of bad noise. I have a small tendency to get sinaesthetic on dex (sp?) and everything was making a noise equivalent to its texture. all i could make out was solid colors and shapes, nothing else.
when i tried to sleep and i closed my eyes, all i saw where these horrible images. Mutilated organs and animals. Some of it was really cool looking. It wasnt as much scary as it was distracting. Hard to sleep. there were faces, crying, all over my wall. Im starting to realize that all of this, i wasnt actually seeing, but more it looked so crazy that my mind just filled in the blank. maybe you guys understand that.
+6.30 waking up.
I cant walk. Thank god im in the after glow. The afterglow feels like my normal dex trip, so i mildly enjoi it, besides being all hungover from the night before.
This was a little bit much for me. I really liked it, but i dont think i could handle another night like this for a while.
I shouldnt have ignored My set and the Setting, Im starting to think that this whole trip couldve been saved if i just wouldve gone outside...
BE CAREFUL! common sense i know, but this was around my everage dosage, and it blew my mind, you never really know!
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Phishe
Lysergic Bliss


Registered: 01/21/06
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Re: Most Intense Night Of My LIFE (long) [Re: AA2277]
#5801196 - 06/28/06 10:50 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I dont know two much about going outside or being inside. But i think you probably shouldve payed more attention to the hallucinations than just trying to ignore them.
Or does that sound stupid?
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AA2277
Resident DiphHead


Registered: 05/06/06
Posts: 699
Last seen: 16 years, 1 month
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Re: Most Intense Night Of My LIFE (long) [Re: Phishe]
#5801202 - 06/28/06 10:52 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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why would i do that? i was just living, not ignoring or paying attention.
now that i think about it, some music wouldve helped too. I shoulnt have tried to stay normal, i think thats what scared me.
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avapxia
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Registered: 04/26/06
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Last seen: 16 years, 4 months
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Re: Most Intense Night Of My LIFE (long) [Re: AA2277]
#5801609 - 06/29/06 12:41 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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That does not sound pleasant in the least.
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