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covert
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Immense power =D
#5755491 - 06/15/06 10:10 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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So damn awesome!!!
I took 2.2 grams and was screaming inside my mind. Screams of joy and excitement at how wonderful i was feeling. I could focus on any sensation and amplify it to a level of pleasure WELL beyond that of orgasm. I was drunk with power. Laughing at my greatness, I look at my arm. I make my skin more tanned and I make black veins appear. Then I look at the ceiling and do a "grab" motion with my hand. I make the ceiling shake. I laugh more and more in contempt of my immense power. I stop to think about the things i could do while in this elevated state. I tell myself maybe I should think about things that are constructive in my life; such as my studies. Then I think to myself I could draw anything.. but that i don't even need to draw it because i could make just make it BE. So then a dark thought flashes through my mind which i first ignore but then give into: If i control everything.. then nothing matters anymore.. its all too easy and nothing means anything anymore..
at the same time, my friends knock on the door to ask if I'm OK. i think to myself: "oh.. what have i done.. Ive messed up my perception of our shared reality.. so when they're asking if I'm OK.. they're also implicitly saying "i hope you're not screwing up our reality constructs in there". so i thought oh no i cant go back now i know too much-- Ive become too powerful.
so i decided to empty my stomach so that the buzz would end-- while there was still time to do something. i flushed my stomach easily and with no pain at all. drank water and vomited repetitively. then i laid down on the floor, concentrating on resisting the buzz and focusing on things as i remembered them to be. i would listen to the music, and my friend talking, reassuring myself that at least time was still moving forward. and that it might all end eventually. I thought maybe i could ask my friend to hit me so that id fall asleep and not have to be conscious for the rest of trip. but i didn't. instead i rationalized my way through the end of the buzz.
overall i felt a bit of dread but no panic. all good. the three hours of complete utter paradise was well worth it. when i try again i will feel safer knowing that its only a trip and that it will all end in due time.
phew hope you enjoyed the read =o
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CptnGarden
fuck this site
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Re: Immense power =D [Re: covert]
#5755501 - 06/15/06 10:13 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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welcome to the shroomery, you gonna post more than once?
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covert
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Re: Immense power =D [Re: CptnGarden]
#5755504 - 06/15/06 10:16 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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are you picking on me o.O? bully
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LazyCrash
I like gas.


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Re: Immense power =D [Re: covert]
#5756990 - 06/16/06 11:35 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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You have become too powerful. I've alerted the feds about your activities...
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covert
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Re: Immense power =D [Re: LazyCrash]
#5758176 - 06/16/06 05:33 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
LazyCrash said: You have become too powerful. I've alerted the feds about your activities...
haha oh noes
an hour later the dog got very agitated and started barking at something inside the bathroom. he wasnt looking at any perticular location but he would just bark aggresively at the bathroom, walk in circle a bit and bark again.. he usually just chases bugs around so it couldnt have been that.
hehe maybe i evoked some kind of evil creature in there :P
Edited by covert (06/16/06 05:34 PM)
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