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king_cobra
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later mattz, hope you feel better.
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MOTH
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The problem is that I can't stop changing it...it's constantly changing and being rewritten.
But I feel like I'll know when I'm done. It might be years yet. I hope to be done by 2012, just in case.
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752140 - 06/15/06 01:26 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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theuser said: Um you look like a cute girl?(note I'm tripping so don't be offended plz) :click:
Hey what you trippin on user?

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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: MOTH]
#5752145 - 06/15/06 01:28 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Reserve a copy for me!
My pensmanship is horrible, but I've started writing more lately. It's the only way I can keep my writing private, since I don't have my own computer. I got some interesting stories. I'm much more of a short story writer though. But because writing for me seems such an exercise, I don't spend as much time as I should doing it. So instead, I jot down quick poems.
How's it going matt?
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king_cobra
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Re: LNC©® [Re: Spooge]
#5752153 - 06/15/06 01:34 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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g'night everyone else
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Spooge
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Holy smokes, everyones gone already?
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theuser
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no?
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752184 - 06/15/06 01:55 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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hehe i thought you'd be kicking around.
How's your night flowling so far?
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eligal
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Re: LNC©® [Re: Spooge]
#5752197 - 06/15/06 02:02 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Story of my Life... 
Hey sugar how you doing huh Your pretty face don't match that nasty attitude What you mean where my girl Probably with your man Can we fuck?
She won't let me fuck (babyyyyy) I really need to bust a nut (ohhhhhh) She won't let me fuck (honeyyyy) I really need to bust a nut (ohhhhhh)
hey check this out
It's so flustrating yeah Being a man All these sexy women Don't understand Things we need to do yeah Every other day or two (like what man) Like take you home baby yeah And make sweet love to you But you you won't let me fuck
She won't let me fuck (You say the mood ain't right uh) I really need to bust a nut (I know that pussy's tight) She won't let me fuck (ooooh give it to me baby) I really need to bust a nut (ohhhhh)
Her heart is still broken Her emotions are sore She's trying to recover From the man before Her ex boyfriend He probably can't see That it was easy for him But uh he made it hard for me Cause she she won't let me fuck
She won't let me fuck (oh give it to me baby) I really need to bust a nut (you know just what I need yeah) She won't let me fuck (girl you eating all my food girl drinking all my beer) I really need to bust a nut (you're smoking all my weed yeah)
You rub your ass against me On the disco floor I asked you for your number And you said hell nooooo You always hang around me Everydaaaaaay Different women wanna kick it But you scare them awaaaay Now I get offended When you come around Cause I'm tired of my organs Going up and down That sucks Cause she won't let me fuck
She won't let me fuck (oh give it to me baby) I really need to bust a nut (don't play with my head again) She won't let me fuck (let me hit it baby yeah let me hit it baby) I really need to bust a nut (are you a lesbian)
Oh let me lick it baby Yeah let me stick it honey I'll give you my money Girl you can have it all Go ahead and have a ball If you want you can take em both Baby
In the year 2000 I see thousand Of pretty young women I find arousin Grocery store shoppin Magazine browsin Many different ways to keep their hair styles in Full of boredom I walk toward em Get em close to me Cause I'm suppose to be Male aggressor Female impresser Say the right things possibly undress her But that's the post game This is still the pre game Silly woman she game Baby what's your name Even though I'm a freak I play it off like a college geek Crack a smile and politely speak With intellect to the women I select Hoping that she don't detect My egotistical chauvinistical lust I thrust till I scream like Mystikal YAAAAAAHHHH! The wrong message I hope I'm not sendin Laughin and pretendin my dick's not extendin Can't be over zealous she might discover She's walking away BIOTCH! blew my cover
She won't let me fuck (you know I love it) I really need to bust a nut (please don't change the subject) She won't let me fuck (we could've fucked all night long) I really need to bust a nut (but you telephone number is bone) She won't let me fuck (girl you got a lot to give) I really need to bust a nut (you dress so provocative yeah) She won't let me fuck (I can see your lingerie from real far away) I really need to bust a nut (bitch! you must think I'm gay)
Aw don't make me beg Baby let me rub your leg Don't make me cry Look into my eyes Girl you so damn pretty Stop acting so ??? Let me rub some oil on your ti hahaha Yo I'm up outta here she don't want to fuck
---Afroman
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: eligal]
#5752203 - 06/15/06 02:05 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Some woman problems bud? I can relate to that whole song
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eligal
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Re: LNC©® [Re: Spooge]
#5752210 - 06/15/06 02:12 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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like I said, its my life song, Ive been struggling with this my whole damn life... Its like I always fall into the deaded "friend" category...  Was just on my mind tonight as I sit here alone with no chick
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theuser
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Re: LNC©® [Re: eligal]
#5752220 - 06/15/06 02:19 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: eligal]
#5752239 - 06/15/06 02:27 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I can relate quite well my friend.
I'm going to get something of my chest though, I know it makes me a bad person.
My relationship history with women has never been good. For most of my life, I couldn't even converse with them like the "normal guys" Slowly, going into my later years in highschool, I became more confident. It still did me no good. I constantly got caught in the "friend zone". Much bitterness and sadness accumalated over the years.
Finally, just these past two years, with psychedelics fading out of my life/tumor of an ego growing back with more and more alcohol making it's way into my "diet", I've elluded SOME of the friend zones with certain chicks. I don't know how to have a real relationship with one.
I used to be a caring sensitive person, but especially in this last year, I've dropped most of that all out the window. I've realized that I have been subconsciously, and sometimes even consciously, taking out my years of built up bitterness and sadness out on them. In short...becoming the "asshole". And yea, it works. But my bad karma level is really high and I feel like shit about myself.
I've said, treated, acted and BEEN a complete asshole in the most elusive way to most of the women I've been with in the past year. I've sent them into frustration and sadness because of that simple fact. A frustration and sadness I know all to well about.
And now, I'm feeling more guilty then I ever have. I can't sleep at night. Literally, I'm up almost all the time. I feel numb and I'm drinking more then I've drank in my life. I realize it's up to me to change it. I plan to hopefully burn off some bad Karma with some lifestyle changes and a shattering mushroom experience.
I guess none of this really has anything to do with anything. But it just caught me thinking.
For real, remain the person you are, but to remember to go after what you want with confidence in who you are. Do that...and who cares how long it takes? Well, I cared then too...but I realize how pointless it is. You gauranteed will find one that works for you, if you are putting yourself out there with confidence and things will just CLICK
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theuser
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Re: LNC©® [Re: Spooge]
#5752249 - 06/15/06 02:30 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Infect Me....
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752254 - 06/15/06 02:33 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I really enjoy your posts bud!! Much <3!
Are the tryptamines coursing through your blood?
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theuser
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752257 - 06/15/06 02:35 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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"Elecceeeeeeetrrrrooooooooooooooooooooo------
Pa-Pa-PANIC!"
I'm flipin out here. adding more to weedspeak code, code, code...
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eligal
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Re: LNC©® [Re: Spooge]
#5752259 - 06/15/06 02:37 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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entityexperiment said: In short...becoming the "asshole".
Its funny, this is what I used to tell my old friends when they asked for chick advice (why they asked me for chick advice I have no idea...), yet I cant come to actually doing it myself.
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entityexperiment said: For real, remain the person you are, but to remember to go after what you want with confidence in who you are. Do that...and who cares how long it takes? Well, I cared then too...but I realize how pointless it is. You gauranteed will find one that works for you, if you are putting yourself out there with confidence and things will just CLICK
This is kinda what I keep telling myself, but Im getting old and doubt is setting in. I think I need to work on being an asshole, so to atleast get to know some girls who dont already think of me as a friend, and then maybe ease my way in from there. I have no idea. Maybe I should just join the gay bar...
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Spooge
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752261 - 06/15/06 02:37 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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heh gotta love the flipout.
Good site you got going there.
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eligal
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752263 - 06/15/06 02:39 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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theuser said: I'm flipin out here. adding more to weedspeak code, code, code...
what the hell is weedspeak code?
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theuser
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Re: LNC©® [Re: theuser]
#5752268 - 06/15/06 02:41 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I easy terms: I am programming weedspeak.com. working on the front page now:
http://www.weedspeak.com/index3 (super beta not done!!!)
it's on a beta host now...
ty entity
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