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AlteredAgain
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ETs in my mind??
#5744897 - 06/13/06 04:48 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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During my last outdoor mushroom voyage i encountered a very strange feeling, strange to the point where i felt that i would rather not take that next step into the rabbit hole.
It would begin with me listening to all the different sounds around me. the more i listened the more sounds i could hear. first i would pick up the wind, then the birds, followed by the leaves, the crickets, then the planes in the sky. the sensation being of a radial nature as my awareness was in tune with the various sources of sound in the environment.
Now the strange feeling would kick in when i listened more beyond that, and as the sounds of nature grew deeper it then began to feel more and more like 'something' was creeping up from behind me. it felt like the more i listened to the sounds the closer this 'something' was approaching my back. i would turn around in fear only to realize that there is 'nothing' there and that the feeling of something behind my back was caused by the increased awareness of the soundwaves present all around me.
a few hours ago at the peak of my lsd trip i confirmed this feeling again after i decided to go outside for a walk again.
however there is something else to it and it is still difficult for me to explain at this point since i haven't really figured this out, but my intuition is displaying archetypes of extra-terrestrial life forms as the 'something' that i felt was creeping up on me during these moments. i don't know how this exactly relates but perhaps it has something to do with extra-terrestrial life being a cultural symbol for that which is unknown. im still very confused about all this at this point so i will stop for a second and take your opinions in.
has anyone had experiences similar to this sort and if yes or even if no could you see how alien intelligences fit into the picture?
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EternalCowabunga
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It almost sounds like to me that your subconscious was about to take co-pilot to your awareness, or your egoless self, and it was so unfamiliar to you that it seemed like an extra-terrestrial? Perhaps this is the mushroom intelligence that people talk about (i've personally never heard anyone other than myself on mushrooms). Sounds very interesting though.
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MystikMushroom
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I know that feeling...that "strange, twisted, out-of-sorts" feeling. The kind that makes your bodyhair stand on end. Flight-or-fight instincts almost feel about to be turned on...
Indeed...I know that sensation well. . .
Just remember that we all came from the same place...so logically, we are all part-n-parcel...nothing to fear other than yourself!
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I like to eat acid until I see little aliens who explain to me the true nature of all things. It can be scary sometimes, but always enlightening.
my advice is: listen to what they have to say, but don't let them point you in the wrong direction.
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MystikMushroom
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Re: ETs in my mind?? [Re: DoctorJ]
#5747505 - 06/13/06 09:46 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Last night when I felt a "presence" in my room, I fought against the paralasys to "make these mofo's my BITCH". It worked. I was able to regain control over my motor skills enough to peek over my covers and see that there was nothing there.
I think if you approach these "feelings" or "entities" with the automatic assumption of ownership--they will comply.
I've seen the blinding, all-consuming white light at the highest eschelons of existance, and realized who I really am. . . Because of this knowldege I have no reason to fear even death itself. Hell, I'm already dead...or I could be... mwwhaha
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DoctorJ


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of course. Any apparition that enters your mind is under your control. They may try to convince you otherwise, but letting them accomplish this is cheating yourself.
Anyone who is being raped or attacked by demons, aliens, or even the spirits of other humans should learn to expell the intruders and cleanse the mind with the white light of God, the LVX.
a little psychic self-defense can go a long way!
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Re: ETs in my mind?? [Re: DoctorJ] 1
#5748172 - 06/14/06 01:06 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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yeah....
so anyways, i just wanted to suggest reading some ayahuasca trip reports, i've heard that kind of feeling is common. can't really point you to specific ones right now, but i remeber a series of ones with poeple who had gone to south america reporting very similar sensations.
uhm i'm trying to think what the outcome was... i remeber that one shaman told them thats the feeling of all the spirits coming to look at you because you're kind of lighting up spiritually.
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Re: ETs in my mind?? [Re: truekimbo2]
#5748532 - 06/14/06 03:45 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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You were about to hear that everything around you, including yourself is a musical language that sings to itself.
We're the one with ears.
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AlteredAgain
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thank you all for the great input. i will explore this phenomenon with heart the next time i fly away.
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