So, I picked up 3.5g of dried cubies, I don't know too much about them so I couldn't tell you exactly what kind. I bought them from a good friend who said he tripped nicely off a gram of them, and suggested that i just take 1/16 for my first time. Midnight rolled around, and i decided that I wanted to eat them. For some reason I felt like taking a chance, and figured that my mindset towards shrooms was good enough that I wouldn't have a bad trip. I put the whole 1/8th on a hamburger bun and ate it, washed down with about 16-18 oz's of orange juice.
30 minutes passed, and I started to feel a little stoned. I came to my computer and tried reading the forums and it was getting difficult as the words were becoming distorted. I decided to go lay in my bed and watch tv with some bob playin over my stereo. 15 more minutes passed and I distinctly remember thinking to myself "I wonder if I'm actually going to hallucinate at all, cuz I think I should be by now" and I shut my eyes for about 5 seconds. All hell broke loose after that, I opeend my eyes and my whole room was swirling with color. I looked into my closet and my stacks of clothes looked like 2 dinosaurs staring at me. Everything I looked at was swirling, spinning, breathing. I got out of my bed and decided to walk down the hall. For some reason I got very cold, and had to put on sweat pants and a sweat shirt. The whole night I walked between my room and my computer, taking on and off my heavy clothes, as I could never decide where I wanted to be and whether i was hot or cold. My whole body was numb, I could pinch anywhere as hard as i could with no pain. Although I was numb, anything that scratched or rubbed my skin felt verry weird, almost uncomfortable it was so strong.
Over and over, I would be laying in my bed, and decide that I wanted to go to my computer down the hall. Before I could even get out of my room I would decide that I wanted to lay in bed. Also, another weird thing, I started tripping around 1:15 I would say, and I looked back at my clock expecting it to be about 1:45 and it was 4:30. I had no sense of time at all. I walked down my hall and thought that I was on Jupiter for the longest time, and started getting scared sitting in my computer chair because I thought that aliens or something were trying to sneak up on me in the dark. At about 6:30, I got to the point where I was actually coherent and could see straight again.
I don't know what to think. It was the most intense thing I have ever experienced. I feel like I had a bad trip sort of, as I felt soooo restless between laying in my bed and my computer, and I just felt so out of control because I was so incoherent. It was definitely wild, and I really think that if I had done it around friends that I wouldn't have experienced a lot of the things that made me uncomfortable. All day today I had kind of bad thoughts about last night, but I can't wait to try them again in a different situation.
Shrooms are insane.
Edited by QuickWRX (06/05/06 09:30 PM)
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I had the same experience with not being able to decid what I wanted to do, about 3 times a minute I would change my thoughts on wanting to walk inside a building the was about 200 feet away, then I would say I dind't care and I wanted to stay in the parking lot I was in, my decisions were changing like never before.
Good luck with your next trip, I'm excited for mine too.
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I <3 Psilocybin
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