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HighGuy
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A Couple Mindset? Issues
#5706568 - 06/03/06 02:17 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't really know what else to title this. Anyways, I have experienced the magic 6 or 7 times now. All on lower doses (2.5-3.5). I sometimes will get a little mind fuck. I suppose its safe to say I have some social anxiety in my normal life. I'm a man of few words, and its pretty hard to keep a conversation going with me. It didn't used to be like this until some heavy heavy weed binges and a couple DXM binges. Also the occasional Adderall binge. I'm not sure what to classify this problem as, but everytime I'm on them I become extremely paranoid about what others think about me or what they are saying when I leave the room. This results in me just responding to their stories/statements/whatever with a simple "yeah" "no way" "haha yeah" idk. Then I responded this way and just feel even more that they are looking down on me for such simple response. I don't know. Is there anyway to get rid of the paranoia / social anxiety while on shrooms?
After I come down I will talk for hours and hours, but while tripping I just always feel like I'm not wanted there or that everyone thinks I'm a loser type of thing. IDK. Once my trips are finished my outlook on life is much different and I could careless what people think/say. The social anxiety I experience in my everyday life is greatly dimished if not vanished. At lesat until I smoke weed again, then its back up to paranoia heaven. So I have to decided after this trip I will no longer be using marijuana.
Sorry for all this bullshit I'm on 20mgs of Ambien so I can get over the Adderall I took earlier today and get some rest. I guess my main question is: is there a way to end trip anxiety/paranoia. I have only tripped once by myself, but I think tomorrow I would like to attempt to trip with a good group of friends. Questions/Comments/Suggestions idc help me out here!
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Edited by HighGuy (06/03/06 02:18 AM)
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ThreePieceSuit
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Re: A Couple Mindset? Issues [Re: HighGuy]
#5707977 - 06/03/06 04:44 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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As drastic as this may seem, perhaps consider counseling?
No need to mention drug use, just ask for help with anxiety.
That would be my best guess.
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