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DoctorJ


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my first true love
#5702422 - 06/02/06 12:41 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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is a girl you all probably know
I wish she would redeem herself
by paying back what is owed
for truly, we are woven into the fabric of eachother's souls.
we have no choice but to return to eachother.
hopefully sooner than later
but, it seems I've seen too much
and she has seen to little
perhaps she will satisfy her curiosity in this lifetime
perhaps not
but she must drink from the fountain of youth
to achieve her true potential
she must redeem herself
by choosing me, as I have chosen her
I have faith she will return
but she must have faith that I will forgive her and heal her wounds
for truly I have met no other that I love more than her.
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702434 - 06/02/06 12:44 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Been there, done that. She'll let you put it in her pooper and then she won't call you back. Love's a fucking bitch and so are the girls' who break our hearts.
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702439 - 06/02/06 12:45 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Soon this post will be filled with replies.
Perhaps a few pages long.
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DoctorJ


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Re: my first true love [Re: pantsboy]
#5702453 - 06/02/06 12:49 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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pantsboy said: Been there, done that. She'll let you put it in her pooper and then she won't call you back. Love's a fucking bitch and so are the girls' who break our hearts.
I would have agreed with you on this a few years ago,
but I have cast aside the pain in my heart
and I have the ultimate faith
that everything will work out just right in the end 
really, it has no choice not to work out, thats the ironic part
we run so far away from eachother that we end up meeting eachother at the edges
"The ends are meetin like a motherfucker"

I love my life!
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702459 - 06/02/06 12:51 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yay for flowstone!
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Burke Dennings
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702463 - 06/02/06 12:53 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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DoctorJ


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spaceman, I could be
but I have travelled that road before, as I have many others
I have travelled so many roads, many of my choice, and many of others' choices
but the road I love most
is the road that chooses me.
tears of joy
so nice to be appreciated
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Burke Dennings
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702482 - 06/02/06 12:58 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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DoctorJ


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you got a long way to go, friend
remember, I am a mutant already. I am mutation itself
how do you think I can cure myself of my afflictions so easily?
notice how I have lost a bit of my beauty
to make myself less vain, and make those who would love me less superficial?
though I am a teacher
we are all students
the most painful lessons I reserve for myself first
I have processed more pain in this life than in any of my other lives
soon, pain will be a thing of the past.
you think I'm naive?
YOU'RE NAIVE!
you know I had to grow up listening to my Father and his wife bitch eachother out about who they fucked last night?
you think iwant that for myself?
I grew up in that scene, dude.
I've seen enough to know that it ain't for me.
I just want a nice girl to settle down with, capische?
I can take dark and make it light.
this is my true power, which no one can ever take away!
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702506 - 06/02/06 01:07 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
DoctorJ said: is a girl you all probably know
I wish she would redeem herself
by paying back what is owed
for truly, we are woven into the fabric of eachother's souls.
we have no choice but to return to eachother.
hopefully sooner than later
but, it seems I've seen too much
and she has seen to little
perhaps she will satisfy her curiosity in this lifetime
perhaps not
but she must drink from the fountain of youth
to achieve her true potential
she must redeem herself
by choosing me, as I have chosen her
I have faith she will return
but she must have faith that I will forgive her and heal her wounds
for truly I have met no other that I love more than her.
Please tell me it wasn't Hanky.
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DoctorJ


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no it was a girl whose name shares a common letter with mine
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Burke Dennings
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702516 - 06/02/06 01:13 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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All joking aside, man. If there's even one person in your life that you care about, for that person: seek professional help. I'm not trying to belittle you when I say that I think you should maybe get a psychiatrist's opinion on these "thoughts" you have.
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DoctorJ


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uhhh.. I am a psychiatrist
fucking punk ass kid, tryin to tell me what to do!
don't make me send you to the realm of my father's associate
I don't think you'd like it there
and the only way out is your worst fear
don't fuck yourself (again)
how can you not realize by now that I want what is best for everyone? Is it not abundantly clear to you that I always put the agendas and interest of others before my own?
I have spent my whole life giving you and everyone everything they could ever want
you think you aren't going to pay me back? You think I'll let you off the hook for the debts you have accumulated?

you're going to be mowing lawns for a while to pay for all those windows you've broken!
I'll forgive you
but you won't escape Justice.
sorry, man, thats just the way it is. some things will never change
What else should I be? All apologies
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Burke Dennings
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702561 - 06/02/06 01:24 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I do not believe that you've completed medical school. I don't even think you're capable of obtaining a bachelor degree.
You have emotional and mental problems, and I guarantee that it's made you as unsavory to the people in your real life as it has to the people who post here. But I know you're not going to take my (and everyone else's) word for it.
So you just keep on being retarded and crazy, I suppose it's your niche in life.
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DoctorJ


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have you read the Tao Teh Ching?
I meant to come give you a copy
If you wish to truly understand me,
its all in there
you have to get the pocket-sized one
thats the one my father gave me
Retarded? most definitely not. Where is your diploma? Where is your great accomplishment? The everything clan? What crap. You've got nothing!
Crazy? damn right. So fuckin crazy I'm sane
Both and Niether, man. quantum physics
you have a lot of reading to do.
don't be so undisciplined!
you could learn a lot from Mr Jenkins. He is your good twin.
have you no faith in anything
that you can't hold in your hand?
thats a dangerous road to travel.
there is much more to life than the material plane.
are you afraid of death? I'm not. I've died so many times I don't give a rats ass about it anymore. I've made and lost so much, I don't care!
you think I'm losing? "lol:
I'm just increasing the value of my property, dude.
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Burke Dennings
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702631 - 06/02/06 01:45 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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DoctorJ said: Where is your diploma?
I've got another 3 semesters or so.
Quote:
DoctorJ said: Where is your great accomplishment? The everything clan? What crap. You've got nothing!
I never claimed to have done any great accomplishment, and I have no idea what an "everything clan" is.
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DoctorJ said: have you no faith in anything
that you can't hold in your hand?
Did I say anything of the sort?
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DoctorJ said: you think I'm losing?
Once again, I never said any of this shit.
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DoctorJ said: have you read the Tao Teh Ching?
Dude, you can't even spell the name of the book.
I left out the fact that 75% of what you post is inane and/or gibberish. Seriously, think about what I said about getting treatment.
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Herbus
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702645 - 06/02/06 01:49 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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DoctorJ said:
If you wish to truly understand me,
I would argue a callousness for this said subject within the human population is what probably launched you on this little trip.
Sadly, putting up some (temperamental) facade which you think may be more "complex" or interesting (or maybe, just maybe, consciously a little crazy) does not seem to be drawing interest into this region in which you crave it so direly.
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Edited by Herbus (06/02/06 01:51 AM)
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DoctorJ


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just because you don't understand something
doesn't make it gibberish
have you ever considered
that you are the problem?
I have no problems, guy
I could sit here for a thousand years all alone
and never bat an eye, never be bored, never need anything but what is inside.
I see much fear in you
fear drives you to control that which is not yours
Why control, when you can create?
I have no desire to control what I and those before me have created
I just want a fair deal
everyone can rip eachother off if they want to.
but I doubt it will get them anywhere.
I've seen. I know. You can trust me, or you can continue to dig your hole to china
I think you'll burn up in the core before you reach the other side
learn to appreciate a good metaphor
I can't help it if you're dense.
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Re: my first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
#5702656 - 06/02/06 01:52 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I like dense little nuggets that when you break them up, turn into smaller dense little nuggets.
Good buds, mmm.
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DoctorJ


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Re: my first true love [Re: Herbus]
#5702666 - 06/02/06 01:55 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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if you are selfish
you will only have yourself
I like to have a lot
which is why I give so much!
You think I'm alone?
I have over 8 billion motherfuckers keepin me company!
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