|
Some of these posts are very old and might contain outdated information. You may wish to search for newer posts instead.
|
d4a2n0k
The Dude


Registered: 07/23/03
Posts: 742
|
Re: Do the mushrooms speak to you? [Re: Entersandman]
#8447383 - 05/26/08 03:55 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
Entersandman said: Fuck man! i had a similar experience. God spoke to me-it was a real dialog. then he let all the universe disappear to create it once again.at this stage of consciousness i could see several dimension also how he created time.it was the strongest bone-splitting experience in my lifetime!
i think at lower doses you can "feel" some one talks to you; it´s not a real talk and most of the communications is somehow empathic. at higher levels you will hear the voices for real!just try!
That's awesome that you had a similar experience. I totally agree that it was one of the most, jaw dropping, life changing experiences I have ever had. I mean, I can't look at life the same ever since.
I seem to find humor in the strangest of places, like every weird coincidence makes me laugh. Sometimes it's just too perfect, ya know?
I totally know what you mean about the empathic "feeling" on lower doses. I have had it happen to me many times, perceiving the feelings of others, even animals. I can relate to dogs unbelievably well on low doses of mushrooms. They just seem to know that you are on there level, and can understand them, so they just get super cozy with you. I dunno, maybe I just love the hell out of dogs.  
I'd be really interested to hear you elaborate on your experience, any other insights, or thoughts you had later because of it. For me it seemed to really shape some of my experiences in the future, and really effect the way I perceive the world.
If you want to, feel free to shoot me a PM.

-------------------- Row, row, row your boat, Gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, Life is but a dream.
|
ggpr
Stranger
Registered: 06/18/02
Posts: 211
Last seen: 9 years, 5 months
|
Re: Do the mushrooms speak to you? [Re: d4a2n0k]
#8448973 - 05/26/08 11:01 PM (15 years, 8 months ago) |
|
|
I have had 3 of those "Meeting God" trips, this is what i wrote briefly about the first 2 before.
Quote:
ive had 2 of those kinda trips, luckily i only really made an ass out of myself during one. Both times I thought I had died and figured out what life really was(a series of events created by your own imagination to determine what the best experiences you get to choose to live out eternity in). And everyone who was "real" during these trips coincidentally said things (unknowingly) that played on what was going in my head so well.
It was one of the scariest things of my life, thinking I was dead and was being forced to choose memories and experiences(and thus limited people to experience them with) to live out for eternity. Also thinking that my imagination had caused the people in "my world" to feel the pain that is real in life. I felt this tremendous guilt. It was also one of the most beautiful times of my life, because I could call upon every good memory i have had during my life and relive that experience, instantly, right then.
One of the craziest things was that as i was making my choice, the things happening in reality futher convinced me that this was real. Like I would ask my friends for help, and they would say "you have to figure this out on your own". We also happened to be at a house in front of a very busy street, and every time i started to think of other memories it would sound like the world outside of the room was morphing and changing. this was really just cars speeding by and revving there engines to try and look cool on a friday night. Also when i had thought of living out my life without the current friends i was with, i ran out to the room where they were and they had dissapeared(really to get pizza). I thought i had made them not exist anymore(since they were figments of my imagination).
I kept trying to put off this choice I had to make and eventually my friends came to get me to tell me "its time now", they really meant to go home, but i interpreted this as " you haven't chosen so now its over. I had to accept this, i followed them and kept asking "really, now?". We got into the car and i literally thought i was driving off to get hit by a car or something and stop existing.
Part 2 of this trip came two weeks later, when i thought i died again, and I "met God". I learned that the along with my other understanding of what life is, the other purpose is to try and understand what it would be like to be God. How hard that must be, and i realized I could never understand it, and I also came to realize that my dying wish would be to try and make the world a better place for everyone. Earlier in this night i battled with my own personal demons, and when i would have bad thoughts about the things i had done wrong in my life such extreme experiences would be had. Such as i saw my body literally melt/disintegrate away as i decayed on the floor, until i was able to justify life with more good thoughts and good things i could do for others. There were many more intense occurances such as this, more than i could name.
The most recent trip where I again "died", I came to the conclusion that I had to better my life and the life of the people i care about. I do think that psychedelics talk to you in a way. More so that they let you "talk to yourself" and deal with your own issues. Personally on this last trip i dealt with my own issues about being healthier, friendlier to more people and better to the environment.
I portrayed this as some "God" like figure telling me this but i really believe it was the drug not allowing me to ignore these personal faults any longer. I find that when you are on psychedelics you cannot lie to yourself. Most people shrug off things and lie to themselves often in life, which creates stress and doesn't resolve the issue. I believe psychedelics are best used as a tool for resolving these issues, along with having some fun!
|
|