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RandalFlagg
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Trepidations about E
#5683888 - 05/28/06 05:05 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I hadn't done drugs in years up until recently (except for cocaine). I haven't smoked weed since I was 19. I hadn't tripped since I was 20. I have done cocaine maybe three times from the age of 20 to the present (always when I was at a party and somebody shoved it in front of me). I just lost interest in drugs and I was very drug-free overall.
I actually have started to dabble in drugs again for some reason. I did some Special K at an unammed place and with an unnamed person . I took a small dose of some type of magic mushrooms (not sure what type they were exactly) several weeks ago. My trip was OK. It was fun at times, but it got a little uncomfortable for a while though. Now I remember why I stopped tripping. I just really have no interest in doing it anymore. I have also been doing a copious amount of nitrous oxide. I love that shit.
But, I have never done Ecstacy. I remember wanting to try it when I was younger but I just never got the opportunity. I never even thought about doing it until recently when a friend invited me to come chill with him and a couple of other people and we would all drop a tablet. This offer kind of rekindled my interest. I am thinking of trying it.
But, I am scared that I will turn into a massive dork on E. I've heard of people becoming excessively clingy and excessively talkative. I can just see myself hanging all over people, pestering them about their feelings, talking about the universe, talking about stuff that I prefer to keep to myself, and annoying the hell out of everybody.
Should I maybe do half of a pill? Does anybody have any suggestions?
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683890 - 05/28/06 05:06 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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do 2 pills and dont give a shit about your apprehensions, that'll all change when the drug kicks in, and dont grab no dudes ass
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Prisoner#1]
#5683893 - 05/28/06 05:07 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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3 made me bust
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683894 - 05/28/06 05:08 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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eat the whole thing if your with true friends they will understand that your fucked up and dont know any better and will get a good laugh out of it the next day. You might too.
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Daytripper420 said: eat the whole thing if your with true friends they will understand that your fucked up and dont know any better and will get a good laugh out of it the next day. You might too.
Well, I only know this one dude. I don't know the other people. Also, the one dude that I do know I haven't known for very long.
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I'm taking one with my girlfriend tonight. And maybe next week I'll invite my girlfriend's girlfriend over as well and give her some too. Thus the threesome ensues.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Prisoner#1]
#5683909 - 05/28/06 05:11 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Prisoner#1 is right...lol its an amazing drug, not one to be abused though...just drop a pill or two with a couple friends in a nice relaxed safe place, drink a fair amout of water and it will be a great experience. Ecstacy makes you so happy about everything.Try to get the pure MDMA...alot of people use MDA, MDE ect...it especially sucks when they cut it with herion, amphetamines and other junk...i say go for it, being a dork on E is to be expected from anyone.
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What if there are people there that aren't on E though? Will they be annoyed by my behavior? Will I start spilling my guts like a sniveling wimp?
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683929 - 05/28/06 05:20 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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explain tp them beforehand that you will be talkative...that way u can atleast say you warned them...they shouldn't get them mad or anything, might actually lighten things up for them.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683932 - 05/28/06 05:21 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Be sure you're around people who you trust, and who aren't going to judge you. It's true that your behavior may become rather eccentric, but if you're around the right people, then it shouldn't matter. If you do it with some friends who are familiar with its effects, then they should be fairly understanding.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Silversoul]
#5683942 - 05/28/06 05:24 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Silversoul said: Be sure you're around people who you trust, and who aren't going to judge you. It's true that your behavior may become rather eccentric, but if you're around the right people, then it shouldn't matter. If you do it with some friends who are familiar with its effects, then they should be fairly understanding.
Well, I really don't know these people all that well. But, even if I were to do it around people that I know I still would have these trepidations.
I just know that I will turn into "Super-Dork" on the stuff. I'll probably have a blast doing it though....I will just hide my head in shame the next day.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683949 - 05/28/06 05:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I've made a fool of myself several times on drugs. I don't sweat it. I know others get a kick out of it, and I still have a good time. So why worry?
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Silversoul]
#5683954 - 05/28/06 05:28 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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fuck it man, you only live once, and who really gives a fuck about what others think anyway
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Silversoul]
#5683956 - 05/28/06 05:29 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Silversoul said: I've made a fool of myself several times on drugs. I don't sweat it. I know others get a kick out of it, and I still have a good time. So why worry?
I guess one of the main things I am worried about is emotional pain coming to the surface. I am scared that I will open up about stuff that I just don't want to open up about (like my father's death). I have always dealt with emotional pain by burying it and trying to ignore it. I don't like to talk about any pain that I have. I like to be in control and reserved.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683962 - 05/28/06 05:31 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Maybe that's your problem. Maybe it'll be healthy for you to open up about those things. E has a tendency to make it easier to deal with such things, which is why it was so popular among psychiatrists before it was made illegal.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683966 - 05/28/06 05:31 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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E is very nice in moderation. I wish you the best experience! Once the pill gets going, you will be a-okay. I agree to do it around people familiar with the effects of E.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: Silversoul]
#5683978 - 05/28/06 05:34 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Silversoul said: Maybe that's your problem. Maybe it'll be healthy for you to open up about those things. E has a tendency to make it easier to deal with such things, which is why it was so popular among psychiatrists before it was made illegal.
I'm sure that facing and admitting emotional problems and pain is the "healthy thing to do". But, I really don't want to do it. I always deal with hurtful things by burying it and not thinking about it. It is just too painful to focus on certain subjects.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683982 - 05/28/06 05:36 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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You may want to try e by yourself the first time. It was originally used in a therapeutic setting, particularly with post-traumatic stress syndrome & relationship difficulties.
Check out this thread:
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Cat/0/Number/5679132/an/0/page/0
Relax and enjoy. Don't get talked into drinking tons of water, as that is what has caused the rare negative effects among e users.
Have a blissful time, dear.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: MOTH]
#5683983 - 05/28/06 05:36 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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EllemyshShade said: Check out my hubby's 2005 NE Gathering video lurking around here. He highly enjoyed his first roll.
Is that the one where he goes on and on about the universe and various types of consciousness-related stuff? That's another big reason I don't want to do E....what if I end up like that.
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Re: Trepidations about E [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5683988 - 05/28/06 05:38 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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RandalFlagg said: I'm sure that facing and admitting emotional problems and pain is the "healthy thing to do". But, I really don't want to do it. I always deal with hurtful things by burying it and not thinking about it. It is just too painful to focus on certain subjects.
But that's the beautiful thing about ecstacy: It helps you face painful subjects, but without the pain.
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