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DistortedEyes
hello


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i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die *DELETED*
#5682609 - 05/28/06 05:43 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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-------------------- Sometimes when I read threads visions of men sword fighting with their genitalia run through my head. - sadspacemonkey
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RandalFlagg
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: DistortedEyes]
#5682623 - 05/28/06 05:51 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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In order to exist you must expend effort.....whether you live like a hermit out in the middle of nowhere and you grow your own food or if you work in an office pushing paper and get a weekly paycheck.
In order to survive we sometimes must do things we don't like to do. You have come to the realization that your love (music) doesn't pay well for 99% of the people involved. Life sucks. Deal with it.
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DistortedEyes
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5682659 - 05/28/06 06:30 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i'm just in a shitty place right now,and i can't see a way out, i don't know if there is a way out.
-------------------- Sometimes when I read threads visions of men sword fighting with their genitalia run through my head. - sadspacemonkey
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goobler
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: DistortedEyes]
#5682677 - 05/28/06 06:55 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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there is...
although you may be blocking it
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Brainiac
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: goobler]
#5682694 - 05/28/06 07:07 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Edited for content... friendly reminder to all posters: Posts encouraging suicide (joking or not, I don't care.) WILL NOT BE TOLERATED IN THIS FORUM. This is a support forum. Take it to OTD.
Edited by JacquesCousteau (05/28/06 08:20 AM)
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fresh313
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: Brainiac]
#5682703 - 05/28/06 07:15 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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cant u find a job doing something with music?
even setting up speakers for a concert or something your still a part of it. and u can support yourself while you play.
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The_Hobbit
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: DistortedEyes]
#5682708 - 05/28/06 07:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
scottunderflesh said: I can no longer stand the way this stupid fuckin society works. I can't stand the fact that I'll have to get a "real" job. All i want to do is play music, I've fuckin tried to deny this to myself because you can hardly make a living at all being a musician or working in the music industry. But i can't deny it. I want just want to play music. It seems like the only decent thing left in the world. There is AMAZING bands and musicians in this world,they provide entertainment for many people but does anyone give a shit? well it doesn't seem like it, what the FUCK is that crap they play on the radio? No-one gets the recognition they deserve,some of the most talented people in the world and no-one really cares about them. Is it because they don't work for "the man" Seriously what the hell is going on with our culture, it's fucked,everyone is working for the man, i don't want to work for the man but they put everyone in a position that they HAVE to. or it seems that way.
I fucking really really REALLY don't know what to do. I fucking want out. If i can't do what i want to do then fuckit I'd really rather die than living a lie ,working at a job to make money for completely pointless shit. we only live once, why the hell do we waste so much time to pointless crap. I really don't know,this is fucked
You need to be strong and realize that things aren't necessarily fair. They are what they are. Play music if you love it. Whether or not you get paid for it is really inconsequential compared to your love of playing at all. Don't judge other people without purpose. You are just creating a feeling of disconnection because you fail to understand what is logical. Ofcourse most people work for organizations. They are the corner-stone of a capitolistic society. They are what make this nation great. You do know what you want to do. You just need to accept what you feel and make some decisions that will resolve your questions. Nothing is pointless. You cannot make that argument about anything - any thought, feeling, or action. Everything is something. You need to see both sides of the coin in order to love.
P.S. There are infinite options for your life. Why are you so bent towards the one option that is sure to end it? Don't give up - ever.
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Tinkal
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: Brainiac]
#5682717 - 05/28/06 07:26 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Read a book on how to live a hermit, and start your life journey. If not, continue writing to Shroomery.
-------------------- Ask me about my seed collection and trading! "Of all the things I love the most, my mind is what I miss the most"
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Syle
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: Tinkal]
#5683156 - 05/28/06 11:29 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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to the OP, a lot of big bands out there who "make it" started small man. they worked and paid their dues to get where they are. just the way things work. to me it sounds like you don't really have what it takes to be a true musician/artist. buck up kid, get your nose to the grind stone and make ends meat just to write another song, and you'll see progress i promise you.
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HighGuy
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die [Re: Syle]
#5683378 - 05/28/06 01:03 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I agree with you, our culture is extremely flawed. Instead of just complaining, do something about it or become a hermit.
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Fliquid
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die *DELETED* [Re: DistortedEyes]
#5691467 - 05/30/06 05:10 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I wanted to die.. I'm still here and things got better.. But not everything..
Feelings change, focus on the good!
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DistortedEyes
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die *DELETED* [Re: Fliquid]
#5713945 - 06/05/06 04:42 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well i don't want to die anymore. I'll die one day anyway.
I guess i just went through a bad patch.
It's just all in the way that you perceive things, it's all good, i was just being negative. There is loads of shit stuff in the world, that's just the way it is. There is lots of good stuff too. Fuck negativity, sometimes it may get a hold of me but it will never destroy me, never. I can only destroy me if i let it.
You can do anything you set your mind to.
-------------------- Sometimes when I read threads visions of men sword fighting with their genitalia run through my head. - sadspacemonkey
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Madtowntripper
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Re: i can't take this shit anymore, i fuckin want to die *DELETED* [Re: DistortedEyes]
#5714674 - 06/05/06 11:58 AM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey, I want to die at least once a day.
It passes.
-------------------- After one comes, through contact with it's administrators, no longer to cherish greatly the law as a remedy in abuses, then the bottle becomes a sovereign means of direct action. If you cannot throw it at least you can always drink out of it. - Ernest Hemingway If it is life that you feel you are missing I can tell you where to find it. In the law courts, in business, in government. There is nothing occurring in the streets. Nothing but a dumbshow composed of the helpless and the impotent. -Cormac MacCarthy He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God. - Aeschylus
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