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CUBErt
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Should I?
#5674527 - 05/25/06 08:25 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sorry to burden you all with another relationship post, but I will keep mine relatively short. I've only had one girlfriend before, 2 years ago and it lasted a month to the day (got dumped via text message on the 1 month anniversary while shrooming... pretty lame)
Since then I have really enjoyed just "friends with benefits" scenarios and kinda turned down several girls who wanted relationships after I hooked up with them a few times. Then, after a while, word must have gotten around because no girls were interested in me anymore (to my knowledge). So I have just been living the single life, getting high, going to parties, and watching my friends struggle with relationships and being glad to be free of that pressure but at the same time deep down desiring that female counterpart. So now recently I have caught on that this girl is pretty into me. Last year I woulda gone for it in a heartbeat (in fact I had a thing for her for a while but never talked about it). There's really nothing wrong with her, but now that it comes down to it I feel really ambivalent about getting into something like this (kind of a "grass is greener" scenario). I also feel bad because of my reasoning. Some of it has to do with the fact that girls cost money, which means not being able to pay for as many of my other... guilty pleasures (not to mention the time I have to make and dates/anniversaries to remember). I also kinda feel like thats OK though, I mean I'm just barely about to be 19 and its really the only time in my life I have to run wild trying this substance and that and having carefree fun. I figure there's plenty of time to grow up later and worry about relationships then. But will everyone grow up without me?
Anyways, those are the kinds of things running through my mind right now. Should I give this a try, or would it be unfair to this girl considering my ambivalence at this time?
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gregorio
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Re: Should I? [Re: CUBErt]
#5674550 - 05/25/06 08:30 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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CUBErt said: I mean I'm just barely about to be 19 and its really the only time in my life I have to run wild trying this substance and that and having carefree fun. I figure there's plenty of time to grow up later and worry about relationships then.
I think you have just answered your own question.
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Grok
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Re: Should I? [Re: gregorio]
#5674647 - 05/25/06 09:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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If you have to ask then you shouldn't. Enjoy your freedom man!! You will have plenty of time after a few years to delve into a more serious lifestyle. I know it is tempting to want a girl (the temptation overtook me), but sad to say, sometimes I just wish I could do whatever the fuck I wanted (not with other girls or anything though).
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CUBErt
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Re: Should I? [Re: Grok]
#5674664 - 05/25/06 09:06 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Thanks for the replies. The one thing I forgot to add is that I will be going away to college at the end of August. To some that would be more reason not to start anything, but it could also be seen as kind of an "excuse" persay to still start a relationship but just not let it get too serious. Does that change anything?
Edited by CUBErt (05/25/06 09:07 PM)
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The_Hobbit
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Re: Should I? [Re: CUBErt]
#5675627 - 05/26/06 01:09 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Talk to her about it. Share your doubts in a way that is working towards a solution.
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Re: Should I? [Re: gregorio]
#5676593 - 05/26/06 10:43 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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gregorio said:
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CUBErt said: I mean I'm just barely about to be 19 and its really the only time in my life I have to run wild trying this substance and that and having carefree fun. I figure there's plenty of time to grow up later and worry about relationships then.
I think you have just answered your own question.
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CUBErt
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Thanks again for the replies. We'll see how it goes
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