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OfflineTelepylus
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do you need a friend?
    #5670929 - 05/24/06 11:55 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

i need a friend.
this loneliness is unbearable.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5671040 - 05/25/06 12:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

What are you doing to cause the loneliness?


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OfflineTelepylus
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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Penguarky Tunguin]
    #5671201 - 05/25/06 01:09 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

i am honest & loving
and it is opposed to the ways of my peers
therefore i feel lonely.

i've spent the past 20 years eating vast amounts of LSD and magic mushrooms, so i'm often misunderstood by people who have no idea what psychadelic culture is like.

that is how i found my way here, wondering if somewhere out there in the world maybe someone can relate to me.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5671288 - 05/25/06 01:49 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

there are many here who have consumed vast amounts of most any drug you could think of, youve come to the right place my frined.

and im sorry to hear about your lonliness. ive been there too many times to count, still am in certain aspects of my life. hang in there bro, it doesnt have to last forever if you dont want it to.  :grin:


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OfflineMushroomTrip
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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: wrestler_az]
    #5671553 - 05/25/06 04:29 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I guess a big part of us (on this forum) feels kind of lonely. That's why
prefer to discuss some of our thoughts in here, rather then with our friends. At least there are some issues that here I tell them and I know that my friends won't understand. And that makes me feel lonely sometimes.
I feel the need to connect with other people and make myself understood.
The thing is that we still live in times where being free to be yourself takes some risks, risks like feeling lonely and in need to share thoughts and feelings.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5671608 - 05/25/06 05:16 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Solitude is vastly underrated.

Are you getting out much? It doesn't sound like you are. Just get out and start doing shit and friends will come your way.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: gregorio]
    #5671704 - 05/25/06 06:33 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Lonliness is the human condition.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5672017 - 05/25/06 09:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I used to get lonely, then I realized, I am my own best friend.

fall in love with yourself, and the whole world will flock to meet you.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: gregorio]
    #5672375 - 05/25/06 11:15 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

gregorio said:
Solitude is vastly underrated.

Are you getting out much? It doesn't sound like you are. Just get out and start doing shit and friends will come your way.



From what I understood, that's the problem. He can't just make ANY friends, he needs somebody to feel connected to, which is way harder then "hangin' out" with somebody.


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All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
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OfflineSyle
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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: DoctorJ]
    #5672479 - 05/25/06 11:38 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

DoctorJ said:
I used to get lonely, then I realized, I am my own best friend. 

fall in love with yourself, and the whole world will flock to meet you.




Careful of this man, he's dangerous :wink:


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Syle]
    #5673373 - 05/25/06 02:58 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

:rofl2: You stole my line.


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" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Icelander]
    #5677236 - 05/26/06 01:57 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Loneliness is something that you create yourself. Even being aware of that, I find myself unbearably lonely at time, especially recently. For the last over a year, I haven't been lonely for even a second as I was in the best relationship ever, but now with some compromise that I'm making for my girlfriend wanting to have more time with her friends, I often find myself lonely and I can't turn to her anymore. I'm looking for something to turn to, and just searching for it keeps you occupied and your thoughts off being lonely.

I think you can definitely relate to a lot of people here, and I speak on everybody's behalf at the shroomery when I say, we're here for you.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: hybridphil]
    #5677288 - 05/26/06 02:12 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah dude, we here for you and try to help you the best way we can.


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All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #5678417 - 05/26/06 09:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah man i can totally relate, tonight i felt the most lonely and depressed i've felt in a while. Its not like i dont have any friends but there arent a lot of them that i'm really close to. I dont think very many people truly know me.

My brother, who is the coolest dude and one of my best friends, is in the army and i havent seen him for over a year. And my other best friend who used to do everything with me discovered his bisexuality and now spends most of his time with a faggy spoiled little bitch.

On top of this, my biggest problem is with girls. I'm normally a quiet guy, not very outgoing and I could never just go up to a girl and spit game. Girls like a guy with confidence, but that goes for anybody. But naturally a person that doesnt feel comfortable with themself isnt going to be brimming with self-confidence.

I think you need to learn to love yourself before you can learn to love somebody else.

Just know man that you're not alone. And like everyone said, I truly believe that things will get better, just need to give it time.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: phantomstranger]
    #5678540 - 05/26/06 09:32 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I appreciate everything you've all said.
If you ever NEED a friend, you can message me, and I will remedy your need.
Helping people is something that I enjoy doing because it takes my mind off of the help I need.
I'd never turn away from someone in need.

I'm telling you now
The greatest thing you ever can do now
Is trade a smile with someone who's blue now
It's very easy


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5678891 - 05/26/06 11:17 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Emotions are necessary. Whether you meditate for an hour, exercise, walk, read, write, talk to people, etc etc - it's all good. But sitting on your comp all day is not the creative spark that you need to employ the complex emotions, which enrich your life.

A good friend is almost necessary because you have to be super dedicated to be a hermit.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5680336 - 05/27/06 12:37 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

Telepylus said:
i need a friend.
this loneliness is unbearable.




Where do you live? (reside)


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5680492 - 05/27/06 01:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I've grown to realise i am a strange paradox of feeling.

I have a loner streak a mile wide, and i feel it can bring richness in many ways. i would admit that i'm proud of it.

But i went through a time when i felt i didn't have anyone who cared for me. It was after a long term relationship and i felt alienated from all my friends, for which i must take some blame. Losing good friendships to life's tribulations, and to my own sometime state of being (perhaps blindness, cruel apathy to my own heart and others i have known, as it feels in retrospect) is something ive experienced to a lesser extent throughout my life. They were dark days, and lonely.

Ive come to realise that though i may yearn for solitude on occasion (the fulfilling kind, when i can) it is others, friends, that fill me with the light i adore. To exist amongst others and to be there for them when they needed it i realised was one of my great natural joys, as much as to have them there for me. The time i experienced such terrible lonliness was not one where i did not know anyone at all, but none of these people would regard me to care for them, to care for their feelings and thoughts as part of our companionship. To be without this role - that means so much to me to fulfill - was so hollow.

People spark my creativity even. Without them i stagnate. I do not have many close friends, but things are getting better. I kind of feel i am rebuilding my life.

It may not be so simple, the natural evolution of the knowingness of another, others. But when you learn to kindle friendships, however they may arise; in activities you pursue, places you go (in my case returning to University gave me the lion's share of a new beginning), to share the light of existing for one another, in however small a proportion, can allow your solitude to flourish happy. I feel i exist to know people and to learn of them, so that i may exist happily in cohesion with them or by myself. From the smallest seed...

Here is a construction that has been playing in my mind, perhaps a motto i would use if i were to form any kind of group of fellows (it may show my negative exerience of cliquism) -
"simply for the society of those that i may meet" - myself

I hope you have opportunity to chase the loneliness away. I'm with you and anyone that sees the shroomery as a place where friends can be made, in whatever form, or sound advice heard. I have already been positively affected by discussing some of my troubles here, in a fairly profound way.

I love to an inclusionist and i love to be included. When i existed only as he who may be included, that was the primary fundament to my desolation. As a community of enlightened individuals, who may be conscious and pro-active in seeking parity with one another and all, i think the shroomery (as much as i have seen) can be a heartening and satisfying place, within the boundaries of it's nature, and also perhaps beyond.

I hope i've not bored anyone, this is the sum of my experiences of loneliness, solitude, friendships and loss as it sits with me now. Any way we can change the more destructive, debilitating, and sullen demons inate to our nature, and strike for the positivity of our heart's desires, in whatever small way, should be harnessed in the ardour of our Being, and striven for, whenever we can. Try to put yourself in a position to change the circumstances in which you may suffer, however vague and trialsome an edict that may seem.

And please! Forgive me for preaching! I speak, in these words, to myself as much as anyone, maybe a little more. In matters of finding a girl to share my love with for instance, i could probably use a hand to say the least...

Good luck with it all. As part of the shroomery, i am with you.


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Gomp]
    #5680530 - 05/27/06 01:56 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

Gomp said:
Quote:

Telepylus said:
i need a friend.
this loneliness is unbearable.




Where do you live? (reside)




Location: Seattle, USA- pacific northwest


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Re: do you need a friend? [Re: Telepylus]
    #5681989 - 05/27/06 10:59 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Hey Jackenobie. Two things. Love flourishes. And preaching is appreciated when you speak such wisdom. =)


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