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If depressed please state... =)
#5662862 - 05/23/06 02:04 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hey there -
I am very interested right now as to what people personally feel depressed about.
Like is there a series of thoughts that you have found yourself re-experiencing that make you feel down in some way?
Not meaning to bring forth any bad feelings or vibes not at all my intention -
I would like to hear some specific situations as to why you are feeling bad sometimes. I don't care what it is, if its what you feel is causing certain episodes of depression, let it out!
Dont feel like you have to be impulsive either - write in a journal if you want, then analyze it, and post what thoughts you feel are significant. This is a pretty anonymous forum, but if you would like say something and not be super public you can pm me, I promise full confidentiality.
If you can please try and keep your description to like under 8 paragraphs =) - I will read every one that is readable =)
Thanks - !
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662864 - 05/23/06 02:07 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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You have a professional interest or as a hobby, though it's not for me
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662869 - 05/23/06 02:11 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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mickdawg666 said:This is a pretty anonymous forum, but if you would like say something and not be super public you can pm me, I promise full confidentiality.
If you can please try and keep your description to like under 8 paragraphs =) - I will read every one that is readable =)
cyber-therapist has conditions? wtf? if you want people spilling their shit to you(I can't imagine why...I'm sure you have enough shit of your own as it is) you better be ready for the full 28 page report; run on sentences, improper or nonexistent punctuation and grammar, and an overwhelming coating of something that is possibly borderline retardation. you asked for it, so you shouldn't be making conditions. it's like "I'll help you, but only if it's convenient."
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Snaggletooth]
#5662871 - 05/23/06 02:13 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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no this is for my own interest - I am planning on posting why I sometimes feel depressed, soon. 
am studying as a psych major - but other than the knowledge ive gained from the courses I see no future as a psychologist.
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cyber-therapist has conditions? wtf? if you want people spilling their shit to you(I can't imagine why...I'm sure you have enough shit of your own as it is) you better be ready for the full 28 page report; run on sentences, improper or nonexistent punctuation and grammar, and an overwhelming coating of something that is possibly borderline retardation. you asked for it, so you shouldn't be making conditions. it's like "I'll help you, but only if it's convenient."
Don't feel obligated to write if you dont feel you can adhere to such a request - 
I would like to understand some straight forward reasons without a 15 page story - I dont care about punctuation
in fact write a 15 page story if you want - I am just saying I probably wont read it if you do... I will read those that are readable
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662885 - 05/23/06 02:22 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Listen man, I graduated with a B.S. in psychology, and I know how little one really knows about counselling with that degree, let alone w/o it. Please don't go around trying to "help people" when you have no clue what you're doing. If anything, being a psych major should tell you that messing with people's heads can do more damage than good when you don't know what you're doing.
Offering advice is one thing, but trying to psychoanalyze someone when you're inexprienced is completely different, leave it up to the professionals.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danamine]
#5662889 - 05/23/06 02:27 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i dont see anything wrong
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662893 - 05/23/06 02:31 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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better get yourself some books on the subject there are probably tons of websites with peoples personal stories about depression
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danamine]
#5662894 - 05/23/06 02:32 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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danamine said: Listen man, I graduated with a B.S. in psychology, and I know how little one really knows about counselling with that degree, let alone w/o it. Please don't go around trying to "help people" when you have no clue what you're doing. If anything, being a psych major should tell you that messing with people's heads can do more damage than good when you don't know what you're doing.
i smell fire - 
may as well close this thread - my apologies
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662908 - 05/23/06 02:43 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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nono...I'm not saying you shouldn't offer your ear for people, i think it's great that you want to help, I'm just saying, don't go so far as to say you're studying psych and possibly lead people to believe you're a professional in the field. You know what I mean?
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danamine]
#5662917 - 05/23/06 02:52 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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he's just asking what are the things that personally makes you (the reader) depressed. i dont see the harm in that.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: 40oz]
#5662925 - 05/23/06 03:03 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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the harm is that he could turn a happy young man into a deluded psychopath who likes to walk in the snow with no ear mittens on!
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: 40oz]
#5662937 - 05/23/06 03:14 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I misread the post (it's 5am here :P)... I thought he was looking to counsel people because he was a psych major, my bad. Sorry about the misunderstanding, carry on.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danamine]
#5662942 - 05/23/06 03:17 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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np! its all about the love here... 
now excuse me while i grub some mac and cheese!!!
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5662970 - 05/23/06 03:41 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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maybe this should be in the Physical and Mental Well-Being forum
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: cybrbeast]
#5663172 - 05/23/06 06:59 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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...Sometimes I do a subjective little "show" in my head with nature shots (nature fading) and sad complimenting music in the background... the whole theme is everything is just declining... slowly ceasing to be.
And I consider myself within the realm of things, and the whole situation just seems kind of silly and pointless.
Makes me kinda sad.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Herbus]
#5664251 - 05/23/06 12:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think I've gravely hurt two people I love... and I'm not so sure it was for a good reason (though I did at the time). And now I feel sick about it. But the situation is so messed up and confusing I don't even know how sick I should feel.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5664266 - 05/23/06 12:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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being hung over
lack of gumption
not fully planing out things stuff like that
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5664274 - 05/23/06 12:51 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I feel depressed about:
a) not having a job.
b) thinking about money and responsibilities so much that I can't bring myself to write a goddamn thing.
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shitty job
being 20 and still living with parents
still havent found a girl worth the effort
but it could be worse. im thankful for what i have
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: PurpleKush]
#5664637 - 05/23/06 01:54 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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no girl no school not in shape not financially stable no direction for the future
nothing important, just little things
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danlennon3]
#5665753 - 05/23/06 05:58 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I feel like I might have gotten screwed in life.
Like my "purpose" is basically non-existent because this planet may soon end.
--And sometimes, that in the end, all the matters is your biology... your attachment to this world. And everything that you are, everything that you do... just mutated ape mechanisms for survival gone haywire in a strange environment.
kinda sad.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Herbus]
#5666089 - 05/23/06 07:22 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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some nights ill just get this feeling - especially after a night of drinking and smoking
like Ive woken up after wasting my whole life - and now its too late to change - like I'm this worthless degenerate who never really accomplished anything - love - money -whatever
weird thing is I never learn from it - it just happens over and over
other times its like ill constantly switch between being talkative, funny, smiling and easy to be around - to quiet and withdrawn and not confident. like one negative thought can ruin all my progress for the day - and it'll take time to recover from that thought...
but yeah - same with me - no fucking money - ambition to be anything feasible - x-ocd addict - scandalous guilt ridden sex life - ahahh - its almost laughable -
i think thats why i always slip into these daydreams - like I'm still me - but doing something worthwhile that affects people for good or bad - it makes me comfortable and takes reality away
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666171 - 05/23/06 07:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666184 - 05/23/06 07:46 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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not really anymore, unless i start to anylize my life.
pretty much been in a state of limbo
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: capliberty]
#5666259 - 05/23/06 08:05 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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capliberty said: My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.
i lost 75$ on that game
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Herbus]
#5666327 - 05/23/06 08:21 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Herbus said: ...
I feel like I might have gotten screwed in life.
Like my "purpose" is basically non-existent because this planet may soon end.
--And sometimes, that in the end, all the matters is your biology... your attachment to this world. And everything that you are, everything that you do... just mutated ape mechanisms for survival gone haywire in a strange environment.
kinda sad.
thats why you gotta have fun with your life. i have felt that way quite a few times... you should make the best of it, and if the world ends, then oh well.
if you had the choice.... would you be happy or sad.. obviously you will say happy... the thing is, you DO have the choice.. now what do you want to be
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666340 - 05/23/06 08:25 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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mickdawg666 said:
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capliberty said: My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.
i lost 75$ on that game
shitty, I just won 122 on phoneix 5th game of the series, It wasn't easy watching though, the clippers almost stole that game, but a last second 3 to tie it up and send it to overtime by Bell was the most clutch shot I've seen in this series
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666377 - 05/23/06 08:36 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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My depression stems from other negative feelings.
1. Feeling frustrated *** 2. Feeling overwelmed ***
It's like a downward spiral. I feel frustrated. Then I feel overwelmed with frustration...then it just keeps going down and down, like in a spiraling circle (the 'whirlpool' feeling) until I come to the conclusion that my existence is futile.
Plus I do not manage stress well. I tend to self-destruct when things get too overwelming or stressful. I'm trying to develop more 'warrior like' qualities tho.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: MOTH]
#5666472 - 05/23/06 08:57 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i like that "warrior like" qualities...
its amazing what adopting a descriptive behavior style can do for ones self esteen and confidence at any given moment...
cool man
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666490 - 05/23/06 09:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well I'm depressed today. I tripped last night. It was great, but the coming down was a little overwhelming. I woke up this morning really out of it and depressed, so like an idiot, I did some coke to get me up. Now I'm still doin' it and it's 11:00... It just wears on me if I do it all day. Then, my ex-girlfriend came by earlier simply to start alot of bullshit. I havent seen her in several months and have nothing to do with her, but she still thought it would be fun to show up at my house and bitch for awhile.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: The_Oracle]
#5666722 - 05/23/06 10:04 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Im somewhat depressed because of past bad relationships, love, and the whole lonlyness thing. I just want to sit back with a cold beer, love, and be loved comfortably. No worries. No heart ache, no break ups. Just love and trust. Its hard to find. I feel Ill never find her.
That and useless worldy problems. Short on cash, car troubles and not being able to afford to fix it. What if my van suddenly breaks? Im living paycheck to paycheck. I cant afford shit. I have no health insurance. I have a severe deviated septom and cant breath through my nose at night. I wake up gasping for air because my mouth shut. Then when I wake up my mouth/lips are cracker dry. What if Im drunk and dont wake up? What if I get sick? I cant go to the doctor.
Large amounts of pointless shit cause me depression.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5666750 - 05/23/06 10:16 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Depression for me is very rarely a rational thing. It's not a simple matter of being depressed for any particular reason. Life just fucking sucks when you're depressed, everything brings you down.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: unbeliever]
#5666918 - 05/23/06 11:09 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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that poor fucking pig... its eating itself..
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5667028 - 05/23/06 11:33 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Im depressed because 1. I want to exist but people constantly try to fuck me over. Constantly looking over my shoulder. Certain people are out to get me. I am not paranoid. The house is my haven.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5667108 - 05/23/06 11:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I was feeling a little down tonight, then I had a few beers, and topped them off with a bit of pod putty. Now I'm feeling delightful..
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
#5667126 - 05/23/06 11:53 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I feel down too, but I am talking with a friend of mine in myspace, and drinking a few beers. I am getting over it, been busy with family members and work, and other issues. But what can you do.?
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: dreamland]
#5667141 - 05/23/06 11:56 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I remember when I was younger just getting into smoking weed and shit I went through a tough stretch of depression and fear of... well.. the life i *thought* I knew. Went on for a few months if I remember correctly.
I remember having super-soar throat sometimes, and slight panic attacks when I got high... and having to "act" happy and shit.
Well that passed a long time ago luckily.
I find now, for me, ill be depressed like one day a month, but its nothing. It never phases me. Ill forget about it the next day. In general, im quite happy :):), never worried.
I just go with the flow of life... life is so beautiful...
sometimes I ask myself if i should be depressed, simply because most of the shit that goes on in this world is so depressing, but I always just choose not to pay attention to it. I just shrug my shoulders.
For me, either im happy , angry , or in a state of limbo . Im rarely sad
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Ginseng1]
#5667359 - 05/24/06 12:58 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Eh, what the hell. Guess it can't hurt to add my reasons for being depressed. Might not seem like much, or pretty normal but the crap really bothers me for some reason.
I can't find a job. Had a half way decent job about 5 months ago, but that was it. So no job means no money. And that means I can't really do the things I enjoy. Also can't afford to fix my car, which means I may not even have transportation for much longer.
I met and fell hopelessly in love with this girl at first said job, only we seem to be drifting apart more and more, so that certainly doesn't help.
I have two people I could call friends, barely... and I don't get out much. So i'm stuck in my parents house all day and it seems like i'll be here and miserable forever. Or until I finally decide to end all my suffering. I think about that way too much, and have a fear that i'll never succeed or be good enough for anything no matter what I do. I go back and forth between being somewhat ok and then hating myself and my life. Maybe it's just all the uncertainty and unknowns... I don't know.
I wonder if i'll always be like this, and if i'll never be happy. Again, makes me consider completely giving up, cutting my losses and getting out before I waste even more time suffering like this. Even with all the uncertainty, I can say for sure that something definitely isn't quite right and I just don't know what to do about it.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5667854 - 05/24/06 08:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I find this thread pretty damn depressing, if that helps you.
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ManianFH
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: domite]
#5668471 - 05/24/06 11:58 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I guess its how you look at wats being said here - personally I read this and see that my problems arent that different from other peoples problems - and furthermore that most problems here are like really friggen normal problems that we all encounter. Car and money problems - living at home... ack - relationship problems etc...
but hey
at least no ones typing like - im depressed because i got 25- life for killing my girlfriend, and i got shanked last week inthe shower and lost my left foot when i was 13. I mean damn - that guys got alot more on me...
well of course no one would write that cause they're in prison - my point is - things could be fucking terrible
I live in kuwait and my moms head just got blown off last night from a shrapnel bomb, im missing three teeth cause my dentist is a terrorist and took a hammer to my head.
sorry if anyone is actually experiencing that stuff - wouldnt be too hard to believe. and not to say that our problems aren't overwhelming at times, but sometimes thats how i try to feel better about my problems, by thinking some guy has it way way worse than me... pretty sick i guess huh... im depressed about that..
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
#5668483 - 05/24/06 12:03 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
mickdawg666 said: I guess its how you look at wats being said here - personally I read this and see that my problems arent that different from other peoples problems - and furthermore that most problems here are like really friggen normal problems that we all encounter. Car and money problems - living at home... ack - relationship problems etc...
but hey
at least no ones typing like - im depressed because i got 25- life for killing my girlfriend, and i got shanked last week inthe shower and lost my left foot when i was 13. I mean damn - that guys got alot more on me...
well of course no one would write that cause they're in prison - my point is - things could be fucking terrible
I live in kuwait and my moms head just got blown off last night from a shrapnel bomb, im missing three teeth cause my dentist is a terrorist and took a hammer to my head.
sorry if anyone is actually experiencing that stuff - wouldnt be too hard to believe. and not to say that our problems aren't overwhelming at times, but sometimes thats how i try to feel better about my problems, by thinking some guy has it way way worse than me... pretty sick i guess huh... im depressed about that..
'tis simply the truth.
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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Ginseng1]
#5668556 - 05/24/06 12:20 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Every aspect of my life that is in "trouble" I can recall the conscious choices I made leading up to the destruction of it. It is almost like I want to ruin everything intentionally and give myself more reasons to be blue. Sometimes I will be going about my business, like I will be washing dishes or something and then I get a wave of confusion rush over me and have NO idea what I am confused about, but it stops me from doing whatever I am doing until I can catch my breath.
When my life is running smoothly and there is little to worry about, I get very restless and distracted. I can't control it, just happens.
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