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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: PurpleKush]
    #5664637 - 05/23/06 01:54 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

no girl
no school
not in shape
not financially stable
no direction for the future

nothing important, just little things  :lol:


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: danlennon3]
    #5665753 - 05/23/06 05:58 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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I feel like I might have gotten screwed in life.

Like my "purpose" is basically non-existent because this planet may soon end.


--And sometimes, that in the end, all the matters is your biology... your attachment to this world. And everything that you are, everything that you do... just mutated ape mechanisms for survival gone haywire in a strange environment.

kinda sad.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Herbus]
    #5666089 - 05/23/06 07:22 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

some nights ill just get this feeling - especially after a night of drinking and smoking

like Ive woken up after wasting my whole life - and now its too late to change - like I'm this worthless degenerate who never really accomplished anything - love - money -whatever

weird thing is I never learn from it - it just happens over and over

other times its like ill constantly switch between being talkative, funny, smiling and easy to be around - to quiet and withdrawn and not confident. like one negative thought can ruin all my progress for the day - and it'll take time to recover from that thought...

but yeah - same with me - no fucking money - ambition to be anything feasible - x-ocd addict - scandalous guilt ridden sex life - ahahh - its almost laughable -


i think thats why i always slip into these daydreams - like I'm still me - but doing something worthwhile that affects people for good or bad - it makes me comfortable and takes reality away


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666171 - 05/23/06 07:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666184 - 05/23/06 07:46 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

not really anymore, unless i start to anylize my life.

pretty much been in a state of limbo


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: capliberty]
    #5666259 - 05/23/06 08:05 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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capliberty said:
My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.




i lost 75$ on that game


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Herbus]
    #5666327 - 05/23/06 08:21 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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Herbus said:
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I feel like I might have gotten screwed in life.

Like my "purpose" is basically non-existent because this planet may soon end.


--And sometimes, that in the end, all the matters is your biology... your attachment to this world. And everything that you are, everything that you do... just mutated ape mechanisms for survival gone haywire in a strange environment.

kinda sad.




thats why you gotta have fun with your life. i have felt that way quite a few times... you should make the best of it, and if the world ends, then oh well.

if you had the choice.... would you be happy or sad.. obviously you will say happy... the thing is, you DO have the choice.. now what do you want to be


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666340 - 05/23/06 08:25 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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mickdawg666 said:
Quote:

capliberty said:
My Seahawks getting fucking worked by the refs. That superbowl was superbullshit. Jerry Glandville was right NFL means "not for long". I fucking hate sports now as much as I hate the holidays.




i lost 75$ on that game




shitty, I just won 122 on phoneix 5th game of the series, It wasn't easy watching though, the clippers almost stole that game, but a last second 3 to tie it up and send it to overtime by Bell was the most clutch shot I've seen in this series


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666377 - 05/23/06 08:36 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

My depression stems from other negative feelings.


1. Feeling frustrated ***
2. Feeling overwelmed ***

It's like a downward spiral. I feel frustrated. Then I feel overwelmed with frustration...then it just keeps going down and down, like in a spiraling circle (the 'whirlpool' feeling) until I come to the conclusion that my existence is futile.

Plus I do not manage stress well. I tend to self-destruct when things get too overwelming or stressful. I'm trying to develop more 'warrior like' qualities tho.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: MOTH]
    #5666472 - 05/23/06 08:57 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

i like that "warrior like" qualities...

its amazing what adopting a descriptive behavior style can do for ones self esteen and confidence at any given moment...

cool man


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666490 - 05/23/06 09:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Well I'm depressed today. I tripped last night. It was great, but the coming down was a little overwhelming. I woke up this morning really out of it and depressed, so like an idiot, I did some coke to get me up. Now I'm still doin' it and it's 11:00... It just wears on me if I do it all day.
Then, my ex-girlfriend came by earlier simply to start alot of bullshit. I havent seen her in several months and have nothing to do with her, but she still thought it would be fun to show up at my house and bitch for awhile.


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"Never take any human word for devine fact. Truth comes only from truth itself. Question everything. Challenge reality itself. Search for answers with new and untainted perspectives. Submit your experiences and your ego and you will be enlightened to what is beyond our understanding of what is." -Me


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: The_Oracle]
    #5666722 - 05/23/06 10:04 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Im somewhat depressed because of past bad relationships, love, and the whole lonlyness thing. I just want to sit back with a cold beer, love, and be loved comfortably. No worries. No heart ache, no break ups. Just love and trust. Its hard to find. I feel Ill never find her.

That and useless worldy problems. Short on cash, car troubles and not being able to afford to fix it. What if my van suddenly breaks? Im living paycheck to paycheck. I cant afford shit. I have no health insurance. I have a severe deviated septom and cant breath through my nose at night. I wake up gasping for air because my mouth shut. Then when I wake up my mouth/lips are cracker dry. What if Im drunk and dont wake up? What if I get sick? I cant go to the doctor.

Large amounts of pointless shit cause me depression.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5666750 - 05/23/06 10:16 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Depression for me is very rarely a rational thing. It's not a simple matter of being depressed for any particular reason. Life just fucking sucks when you're depressed, everything brings you down.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: unbeliever]
    #5666918 - 05/23/06 11:09 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

that poor fucking pig... its eating itself..


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5667028 - 05/23/06 11:33 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Im depressed because 1. I want to exist but people constantly try to fuck me over. Constantly looking over my shoulder. Certain people are out to get me. I am not paranoid. The house is my haven.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5667108 - 05/23/06 11:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I was feeling a little down tonight, then I had a few beers, and topped them off with a bit of pod putty. Now I'm feeling delightful.. :grin:


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #5667126 - 05/23/06 11:53 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I feel down too, but I am talking with a friend of mine in myspace, and drinking a few beers. I am getting over it, been busy with family members and work, and other issues. But what can you do.?


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: dreamland]
    #5667141 - 05/23/06 11:56 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I remember when I was younger just getting into smoking weed and shit I went through a tough stretch of depression and fear of... well.. the life i *thought* I knew.  Went on for a few months if I remember correctly.

I remember having super-soar throat sometimes, and slight panic attacks when I got high... and having to "act" happy and shit.

Well that passed a long time ago luckily.

I find now, for me, ill be depressed like one day a month, but its nothing.  It never phases me.  Ill forget about it the next day. In general, im quite happy :smile::):), never worried.

I just go with the flow of life... life is so beautiful...

sometimes I ask myself if i should be depressed, simply because most of the shit that goes on in this world is so depressing, but I always just choose not to pay attention to it.  I just shrug my shoulders.

For me, either im happy  :laugh:, angry  :mad2:, or in a state of limbo  :smirk:.  Im rarely sad  :sad:


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: Ginseng1]
    #5667359 - 05/24/06 12:58 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Eh, what the hell. Guess it can't hurt to add my reasons for being depressed. Might not seem like much, or pretty normal but the crap really bothers me for some reason.

I can't find a job. Had a half way decent job about 5 months ago, but that was it. So no job means no money. And that means I can't really do the things I enjoy. Also can't afford to fix my car, which means I may not even have transportation for much longer.

I met and fell hopelessly in love with this girl at first said job, only we seem to be drifting apart more and more, so that certainly doesn't help.

I have two people I could call friends, barely... and I don't get out much. So i'm stuck in my parents house all day and it seems like i'll be here and miserable forever. Or until I finally decide to end all my suffering. I think about that way too much, and have a fear that i'll never succeed or be good enough for anything no matter what I do. I go back and forth between being somewhat ok and then hating myself and my life. Maybe it's just all the uncertainty and unknowns... I don't know.

I wonder if i'll always be like this, and if i'll never be happy. Again, makes me consider completely giving up, cutting my losses and getting out before I waste even more time suffering like this. Even with all the uncertainty, I can say for sure that something definitely isn't quite right and I just don't know what to do about it.


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Re: If depressed please state... =) [Re: ManianFH]
    #5667854 - 05/24/06 08:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I find this thread pretty damn depressing, if that helps you.


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