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Ginseng1
Elegant Universe


Registered: 09/02/04
Posts: 3,310
Last seen: 9 years, 4 months
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I_was_the_walrus said: Im in the same boat. Ive known this girl for years and have always had quite the crush on her. Well recently we've started hanging out alot, and in the past month or so Ive realized she is soooo perfect. Shes my dream girl. Greatest looks ever, how did I manage to get this one? So smart, extremely open minded..I can not explain this girl. Im not sure what you'd call it. But I'll try:
Shes the type that doesn't have sex with random guys drunk and all that. She has to "know you" first. Relationship? Im not quite sure on this on. She hasn't had sex in almost a year because she says she hasnt "known the right guy yet". Well Ive slept with her. Maybe she was just sex depraved and couldnt take it anymore?
She loves to talk to me. She says Im the only on who really knows her. She says her best friends dont know her like I do. She says she adores my beautiful mind and personality.
I sleep at her house almost every night, but dont talk to her during the day. Only until I get off work at around 9 ish do we start talking.
We havent said the "love" word yet. Its a strange situation I find myself in. I would say its a relationship...but would she? Well anyhow Im taking mushrooms with her today. She loves psychedelics and nature and talking and doing nothing at all. God shes perfect
damn your lucky man!
Be careful on the mushies you dont want to go saying shit youll regret, altho by the way you make her out to be youll prolly have one of the most amazing experiences a human could ask for. Just make love to her when your on shrooms.
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quillini
one meanmotorscooter


Registered: 04/18/06
Posts: 255
Last seen: 1 year, 9 months
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McKennaDMT said: I'm nervous for you...
In your mind, you have built this girl up to be near goddess level...she will only dissapoint you and it won't be her fault.
Bullshit. Yeah, maybe she will disappoint you, but you'll cross that bridge when you get to it. Right now, carpe diem. If you have the time and money to fall in love, do it. You don't get that many chances, and someday you will be dead. Life has ups and downs, and if you're too paranoid about the downs you'll never experience the ups.
Fuck her brains out.
-------------------- No; truth, being alive, was not halfway between anything. It was only to be found by continuous excursions into either realm, and though proportion is the final secret, to espouse it at the outset is to insure sterility. Only connect...
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I_was_the_walrus
eggshells



Registered: 05/01/02
Posts: 11,887
Loc: next door
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Re: True Love? [Re: quillini]
#5657154 - 05/21/06 04:56 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Shes the most understanding, loving person Ive ever known. Nothing I could ever say would offend her. Ive never had a relationship like this before. Ive never known a person like this before. Im learning strange things about myself. Its to the point where even if we werent an item anymore, I could still be a friend. I could still talk to her. I could still have someone I could rely on. It doesnt matter if Im fucking her...I cherish her friendship. And I mean it fully. If I found out tomorrow she was screwing around with some other guy and they were getting together and this and that, then she called a day or two later and asked if I wanted to just hang out and have a few beers..I would so do it and not feel depressed at all.
I dont care if we're a couple. I do care about our friendship. Which I dont need to worry about at all. We've been like family for years.
Weird thoughts and feeling brewin in me lately...
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