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OfflineBleaK
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i feel like i shouldnt write this.
    #5652090 - 05/20/06 01:02 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

i also feel like i should.
i am confused.
it is hard to articulate.
i dont understand it in my own head.
but i have to do it.
i am it.
i am confused.
its happening to me and i am reacting to it.
what am i suposed to do?
what is the point?
why can i ask questions that no one can answer?

why do i feel joy?
is joy meaning?

where is my motivation?
why should i strive to die later rather than sooner?
why do i have to die?
what the fuck happens when i die?

where do i find solace?


please dont ever put this torment on another life.
sterilze yourself. kill yourself. enjoy yourself. just please dont make any more of this.


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"You cannot trust in law, unless you can trust in people. If you can trust in people, you don't need law." -J. Mumma


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InvisiblelIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl
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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652095 - 05/20/06 01:05 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

You are a window for the universe to see itself.


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OfflineBleaK
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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: lIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl]
    #5652099 - 05/20/06 01:07 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

the universe doesnt need to see itself. the unviverse doesnt need to exist.

further i dont see how it could exist in any rational way.


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InvisiblelIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl
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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652111 - 05/20/06 01:12 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

How do you know that? Maybe our experience is the only data it can get... we are all just pawns if that is true.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: lIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl]
    #5652112 - 05/20/06 01:12 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

i thought of it.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652118 - 05/20/06 01:13 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

But you did, but you did, but you did....
And I thank you....    :muppet:


You ask questions because you can....
You feel emotions because you do....
You give meaning to what you choose to....

You have to die because you have to live....
And you live because it is the only thing worth dying for....


>^;;^<


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"The most important things in life that are often ignored, are the things that one cannot see...."

>^;;^<


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: PhanTomCat]
    #5652122 - 05/20/06 01:16 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

explain why i have to live.
explain why i need worth.
explain causality. explain linear time in the context of infinity.


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Edited by BleaK (05/20/06 01:18 AM)


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: PhanTomCat]
    #5652124 - 05/20/06 01:17 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

this is a good dream


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: palmersc]
    #5652128 - 05/20/06 01:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

oh yea and explain infinity and duality. and.. how all of these things are related


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652131 - 05/20/06 01:20 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

it's all a joke

i think hmmmmmmmmmm

the question I am unable to articulate
its answer

language

I feel you


Edited by palmersc (05/20/06 01:25 AM)


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: palmersc]
    #5652134 - 05/20/06 01:22 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

explain humor and how it fits into awareness.
explain awareness also.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652139 - 05/20/06 01:27 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

explain humor

haaaaaaaa haha heee heee haaaa haahahahah heheheheh jejejejjejejeje

its all the same game


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: palmersc]
    #5652145 - 05/20/06 01:29 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

im still confused.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652155 - 05/20/06 01:35 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

its like a thirst


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: palmersc]
    #5652162 - 05/20/06 01:41 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

what is?


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652170 - 05/20/06 01:47 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I'll tell you all you need to know, but first you have to answer me one question.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: lIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl]
    #5652180 - 05/20/06 01:56 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

okay.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652190 - 05/20/06 02:04 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

K, just a sec.


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: lIllIIIllIlIIlIlIIllIllIIl]
    #5652210 - 05/20/06 02:16 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

its been more than a second...


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Re: i feel like i shouldnt write this. [Re: BleaK]
    #5652214 - 05/20/06 02:19 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

It's almost impossible to find a perfect mate. What do you most look for in a partner?


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