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sui
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sigh......
#5640883 - 05/17/06 05:20 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i really fucked up letting this chick go guys. 
I think what i miss most is the way she used to look at me when we were laying in the park or something.

I havent even been able to flirt with blondes since this chick. And now fucking REEFER gets to be with her!
I loved this chick, i remember a couple years ago me and buddy decided to try a Datura tea. We boiled up 28 flowers on 3 people 
Needless to say i was FUCKED. I spent the next 2 days in the hospital. The first day i lost the ability to articulate speech. I knew what i wanted to say but i couldnt get my mouth to say it.
The only time i was even able to get out understandable words was when i was put on the phone with Lyss. bla, bla, bla, baby i love you, baby im sorry in tears while tripping my balls off in an state of total and complete delerium.
Even through such an overpowering experience wher i lost complete ability to articlate speach except for 5 or so words the feelings were able to overopwer it if only for a minute.
bla, bla, bla, i was feeling kinda shitty so i just wanted to get this out.
Guys if you have someone you love, make sure they know it and dont let it get away.
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Edited by sui (05/17/06 05:24 AM)
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5640926 - 05/17/06 06:09 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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that sucks man
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sui
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Re: sigh...... [Re: goobler]
#5656759 - 05/21/06 03:29 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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hahaha I posted this at 4:20. I wish i was stoned then LOL
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Edited by sui (05/21/06 03:29 PM)
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656769 - 05/21/06 03:32 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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that sucks man, I know what you mean.
But some times you do get what you ask for, I have been with mine for 13 years,
If I was convicted of murder I would have got out by now....
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sui
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id give anything to be able to have her back and have something like that with her.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656806 - 05/21/06 03:39 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I still think of what could have been with a few of my ex's.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656815 - 05/21/06 03:40 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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How long were you together? When did you break up?
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sui
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Re: sigh...... [Re: quillini]
#5656825 - 05/21/06 03:42 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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like 3 years. We broke up like 9 months ago.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656826 - 05/21/06 03:42 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I try not to leave on bad terms with women, you never know how its going to play out in the long run.
I feel like i should give a few people a call.
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sui
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i tried calling her today for the first time in months. I just broke down when i heard her voice.
It sucks. I cant get over her. Every time i think i am. Ill hear a song or see something that,ll just drop my mood in the shitter.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656848 - 05/21/06 03:50 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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yeah man thats shitty, but fyi i been in that spot, its not a good spot to be in.
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What did she do when she heard your voice? Did she break down too? Does she act like she misses you? PM me if you want.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: quillini]
#5656942 - 05/21/06 04:11 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
quillini said: What did she do when she heard your voice? Did she break down too? Does she act like she misses you? PM me if you want.
she said im busy ill call you later.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5656985 - 05/21/06 04:20 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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So have you been obsessing over her for nine months straight? That's a long time to grieve over a 3 year relationship.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: quillini]
#5657001 - 05/21/06 04:23 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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yeah that's a long time man. But you need to find a way out of it...though I dont know anyway except time.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: quillini]
#5657013 - 05/21/06 04:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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The situation was really bad. I dont want to get into it too much.
Yeah it is a long time but, what am i supposed to do ignore it? stop feeling all together? Thats what i used to do, just bottle everything up, forget about it and hide it away. I cant do that any more, if i do that it ends up worse.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5657048 - 05/21/06 04:32 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Women like the guys that dont give a fuck
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5657050 - 05/21/06 04:33 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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What do you to do to maintain a level of comfort and happiness for yourself?
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Re: sigh...... [Re: sui]
#5657055 - 05/21/06 04:34 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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move on meet someone new you're probably creeping her out.
throw everything away that reminds her of you delete her phone number...and email. whatever you have to do to cut yourself off.
and then meet someone else this is the only way to move on.
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Re: sigh...... [Re: Vvellum]
#5657062 - 05/21/06 04:35 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I totally agree.
I just got done doing it too and I feel fucking good! 
I've started all over with my life and am meeting new people, doing new shit and start school in 9 days.
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