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Rammingstone4422
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Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations
#5622310 - 05/12/06 07:05 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well hello fellow shroomers... a couple days ago was my birthday and I managed to obtain an 1/8th of dried P cubenisis from a friend of mine before we began walking to school...And on the way there I thought what the hell why not trip at school.. (Yeah I know what an idiot of me) So when I reached the school premises I quikly slipped into the bathroom, poured all the cubies out into my palm (A majority of these where unopened)And and scarfed them ( no one was watching only my one friend knew about me eating the eigth and mind you ive known him for years).. Soon before I know it...class is starting
8:45 ((1st period class))(one hour after consumption) I began feeling the onset come on,my pupils began to widen not necesarily dilate, I seemed to feel very tingly,just an overall chill feeling. Lights seemed to have an extra brightness to them...It soon became difficult to focus on the book I was reading...
9:10 ((break))(One hour and 25 mins after consumption) I began feeling the near peak, nothing felt the same way, Colorful visuals ran up the painted walls surronding the ampitheater, My friend and I hung out while listening to tool..this is when the shrooms started comming in stronger...
9:30 ((Phys ed))(1hr 45 mins AC)Everyone else suited up except me since I couldnt find away to 'fit' into my PE uniform =P...so I sat out while everyone else played tennis..This is when my thoughts changed, my ego somewhat shattered.. I was startled but then slowly came to embrace the change while viewing the tracers that the badmitten birdies left behind... I began to think everyone was talking about me.. I assumed it was midtrip paranoia.. and slowly and yet unwillingly let it grow on me.. I soon dwelled on the fact that I myself was an ugly person and began to asses that with the colors, that I am insecure, and lonesome without my ego to buff and hide the emotional 'threats that I have.. And then my thoughts began to trail off into a seemingly chaotic flow of what seemed to be a river of knowledge at the time.. During this process I was frightened I thought nobody really liked me, that my friends where angered at me.. soon enough with time passing a millenia a minute I stumbled to my third and fourth classes somewhat uncertain of where the hell I was going but I had some fun nonetheless observing the actions of my fellow sober peers...(NOTE:the paranoia was frightening it was certainly not fun to expirience,I felt as though every voice was being directed towards me)
11:00AM-2:50PM: From elven AM to two fifty I had 2 other classes, the first one was biology... which was quite intreguing.. we ended up having to take an exam.. which was harder than hell.. since the papers were a bright green color and the sentences on the paper would form colorful halo/auras...and in geometry I was all but distracted by by the vivid, multicolored flower like patterns, didnt mind that the teacher would make eye contanct and look at me funny I would stare out a window with light pouring in for about 5-10 secons to retract my pupils, since im rather quiet in class anyways and dont speak much I didnt pay too much mind to why the teacher would stare. the multi-colored carpets that they had laying on the floor seemed to change into 2-d plant objects and didnt change..and flourish all around... I then got tired and lied my head down on my arm.. which then I saw green circles that spun,, running up and down my sweatshirt.. These werent circles.. these almost looked liked symbols sort of ha...
The come down was typical... fatigue.. hard time following complicated situations heh, opened my bday presents and chilled But The trip at school wasnt TOO great, considering how I have now realized I dont have quiet a positive outlook on my self-worth and self-image (which is obvious since I was very VERY on edge) haha and shrooms are best done alone not at school. lesson learned, now I can aknowledge these things.. (Note: the strength of this trip was a three maybe even a bit less..) (3 out of 5 in strength) im thinking I still had one foot in reality (I wanted to lose myself... but im sure I would have some explaining to do if I had my hand in my mouth or to bite lick my test paper in front of the my teachers...
What do you guys think? I came here to these forums to seek the knowledge on how to deal with the paranoia even alone shrooming...Im also thinking about doing shrooms again on saturday Do you think my tolerance will have dissipated?
Edited by Rammingstone4422 (05/12/06 10:08 PM)
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indica


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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: Rammingstone4422]
#5622737 - 05/12/06 08:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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shrooms grow at the school i used to go to, i never had them AT school but some friends of mine shrooooooomed every 2nd or third day (tolerance is a bitch for them now, i have a mate who shrooms seriously every 2nd day and has totally lost the 'magic' in his trips and he has to eat a whole bowl of shrooms to even feel stoned)
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indica


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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: indica]
#5622742 - 05/12/06 08:45 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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oh nice story btw. i can understand how you would have felt ("yeah i'll just have em at school how bad can it be")
we used to get drunk at college way too much. dont let it fuck up your education man
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Rammingstone4422
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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: indica]
#5623048 - 05/12/06 09:53 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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it was a spur the moment, a very arrogant and testy one at that... I kinda went against the guidlines I set for myself you know? .. But yeah.. it kinda interfered with a test that I took.. shrooms + and type of test= harder than hell...\ ah yeah I heard about losing the 'divinity' of the expirience ... Im wondering how long I should wait before my next trip?
Edited by Rammingstone4422 (05/12/06 10:10 PM)
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indica


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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: Rammingstone4422]
#5623634 - 05/13/06 01:45 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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give it a couple of weeks man. ive been sitting on a sheet of acid for 2 weeks and only done 1 hit once, i feel like ive been repsonsible. im waiting until it 'feels right' to do it again, which is proving to be a very long way away :P
but my mates stirfried his brain, hes fucked.
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Rammingstone4422
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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: indica]
#5624165 - 05/13/06 10:43 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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stirfried? how so?
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indica


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Re: Ah,Shroomin at school = new realizations [Re: Rammingstone4422]
#5626760 - 05/13/06 10:47 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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he's been doing shrooms every 2nd and 3rd day for the past 3 weeks (since shroom season has started around here)
now he has to go out and pick FUCKLOADS of shrooms and now only ever gets 'stoned' off them.
Dumbass.
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