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Koollay
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I love you all <3 Pure happiness
#5620271 - 05/12/06 06:45 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I found pure happiness without drugs, going through chronic pain (tmj) for 5+ years then overcoming that and depression made me a new man....
Just here working but heres some love for anyone here depressed or troubled. I wished I could take the pain away, if you could make it through the night theres a brighter day, everythings will be alright if you hold on.....theres no way i coudl pay you back but my plan is to show you that i understand...you are appreciated
I was outside one night just looking at the stars, feeling my energy and the earth's energy just thinking. I said out loud to whoever was listening to show me a sign, i asked everyone that was dead that i loved them, i even said some famous people that died like eazy e, biggie, tupac, tiny tim, jimi Hendrix...all them.....all of a sudden I seen a shooting star go really slow across the night sky....if this isn't a sign that there is an existence beyond earth I don't know what else would prove me wrong unless it was just luck on my part.
Oh well, everyone will live forever and I will think this til i die........i ain't mad atcha, I kissed my mama goodbye & wiped the tears from her lonely eyes, ill return cuz i ain't happy here........one day ill be back.....the homies wanna kick it but I ain't madcha....so many questions they got so much to say but I'm just laughing atcha...cuz i ain't mad atcha........ :-)
and even as a crack fiend you were a black Queen mama.....you always were committed........theres no way i can pay you back but the plan is to show you that I understand you are appreciated......dear mama you are appreciated......i hope you all feel my love hope you got it all.......and even when i was lonely you cared for me..........just working with the straps you were given........there's no way i can pay you back but the plan is to show you that i care....you are appreciated....
love ya all one day we will all be shroomerites chilling =) <3
have a great day everyone, love ya, hope you got my love today, time for work! eeek
peace <3
-------------------- K's up !! "never hit your grandma with a shovel it makes a bad impression on her mind" - tiny tim "Man is a little germ, on an unimportant rotball" str8 givin up the real layin low in the cut getting higher then a motherfucker....G to a T and its a fact to be exact...and thats how Koollay feels when I give up the real.
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alsnow469
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Re: I love you all <3 Pure happiness [Re: Koollay]
#5622006 - 05/12/06 05:44 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Right back at ya.
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RandalFlagg
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Re: I love you all <3 Pure happiness [Re: Koollay]
#5622037 - 05/12/06 05:57 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Koollay said: I found pure happiness without drugs
Not possible.
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Koollay
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Re: I love you all <3 Pure happiness [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5622092 - 05/12/06 06:11 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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oh yes it is...overcoming depressed + chronic pain for years then finding what you truely care about in life is what makes you happy....honestley i feel better sober then on drugs which is weird....but yeah i still do them :-D have nice friday party time!
-------------------- K's up !! "never hit your grandma with a shovel it makes a bad impression on her mind" - tiny tim "Man is a little germ, on an unimportant rotball" str8 givin up the real layin low in the cut getting higher then a motherfucker....G to a T and its a fact to be exact...and thats how Koollay feels when I give up the real.
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